Let's blame our parents for our failures

>>35753577
>after divorce we got to go to dad with my brother
>he never learnt to cook properly so we mainly ate shitty junk food and got extremely fat
>the whole house was a mess, soda bottles and plastic bags everywhere
>grandparents had to help dad financially every month
>didn't care really much, vidya kept me alive and entertained
>this went on 2 whole years
>dad found a single mom with 3 brats at the local church (we still attended to church after the whole time)
>went full cuckmode and married her with those brats after a few months of dating
>they moved into our home
>my territory
>the 3 brats, younger than me always made me angry with their misbehavior
>loud, irritating and impudent they were
>shouted and cussed at them
>step-mother tells me face-to-face to fuck off from her children
>tells my dad
>my dad tells me i have no right to judge them, im not their parent after all
>every family dinner gave my facial twitches
>mfw I learned to eat my food in less then 3 minutes just to get free from the dinner table
>at least i had my own room
>mfw I hate women more

>>35753664
>they had 2 more children together
>at least they were good in my book
>house becomes small and my room was gateway house every-one could just rush in
>had no word in it
>"its my house son i can go into every room whenever i want"
>had to pay rent from my summer jobs to dad
>cant take it anymore
>get shitty paying but steady job
>save up enough to move out into downtown with my brother into a small apartment
>time got instantly better

Though I still cant talk to women and I can't express my real feelings. I feel like I have no right to do so.
At least I am independent now and not a home-dweller.
Thanks dad.

Your dad is an asshole, OP. I'm glad you moved out.

>>35753764
anymore stories bro

>>35753872
Dont have more to say really.
The rest of my life is affected by this, these all the scars I have gotten from my parents.

>>35753577
>cluster B histrionic sociopathic mother
>cheated on my pathetic beta dad
>mother never paid me any attention
>get eating disorder to get some control
>she dotes on me
>munchausen by proxy
>stop eating disorder
>back to being neglected
>turned a blind eye to any of me or my brothers feelings or needs
>we both end up homeless alcohols
>brother is in and out of either police custody or hospital
>he has drug addiction and no job prospects
>they live in lavish luxury
>haven't spoken to them or seen them in years
>mother always told me I'd end up in the boot of a car
>I did, it's where I sleep but she doesn't need to know that
>stunted social skills, nil self esteem detected
>realise i do a lot of things for attention I never received growing up
>homeless and alone but at least I'm far away from that awful bitch

>>35754033
wow anon, I hope things will turn out better for you.
Or are you totally fine being a homeless bum? How do you get internet access and post?

>>35754033
fuck this earth

honestly fuck it all

>>35754092
Thanks anon. I have a job And have a phone which I'm posting from but I can't afford rent after I lost my last home cos the owners wanted to sell. On Monday it will be five weeks homeless. It's not so bad, mainly because I have a car to sleep in.
>>35754135
I know anon

>dad is a chubby chaser
>mom got a gastric bypass and became thin
>marrige fell apart because of this and because mom became an alcoholic
>parents got divorced when i was in 4th grade
>dad became angry about dumb shit i did
>wasnt allowed to go out after school to be with friends, not that i had any
>diagnosed aspergers early 5th grade
>dad thought i was faking it, constantly mocked me
>gave up 2 years later and never talked to me about anything but school
>would spend all his free time on his laptop
>mom moved up from booze to crack
>would deal it out of her bedroom window
>on my weekends over there i would sleep on a loveseat in her cat shit filled apartment
>mom got caught dealing
>she never set her side of the supervised visitation despite living within walking distance of the place
>She died when i was in 7th grade. My last words to here were "I hope you fucking die." and i dont regret that at all
>FF to 10th grade
>not allowed to have a phone
>not allowed to have computer or internet access without him hovering over my shoulder calling me a dumbass every step of the way
>still expected to get a job
>what the fuck

At least the fat chick he is now dating helped me get on neetbux.

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>dad used to beat the shit out of me on a daily basis
>always humiliated me in front of other people and my siblings, I was his least favourite child
>he had some serious anger management issues, usually when he's drunk
>killed our neighbours dog with a shovel because it was shitting on his lawn and got arrested
>mom used to be a slut before she married dad
>still cheats on him occasionally
>one time I caught her cheating and I told dad, and he punched her until she passed out. I felt guilty because of it even though I knew I did the right thing, but I was also glad at the time, because that was the only time dad thanked me for anything and was nice to me
>sister moved out as soon as she found a beta provider and cut all contact
>brother joined the army and cut all contact
>nobody wanted to be friends with me, because I'm from THAT family
>everybody in school thought my parents are meth addicts

>>35754566
Why is that kid still in diapers? Parents should be ashamed.

This thread makes me realize even more how parents are culpable for the mess their offspring get into.

>>35753577
>>extremely religious family
>FF to age 12 where my mother cheats on dad
>they divorce

kek

They were poor and with no connections and from a shit country, and didn't escape to, or send me to a better country when they had the chance. Thus, my options in life were pretty much non-existent.

>>35754033
best wishes to you, anon

>>35754566
>>one time I caught her cheating and I told dad, and he punched her until she passed out
your father is an asshole, but he did the right thing there.

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>>35753577
>abusive alcoholic dad, simultaneously overprotective and abusive narcissistic gambling addict mother

That's it. I never stood a chance. I was/am poor and because BOTH my parents are such irredeemable cunts I never got to know any of my outside family and never knew any love as a child and was destined to fall into a crushing depression. I was cut off from all other kids socially, never made any real friends because I could never build genuine friendships since I could never talk about literally anything about my life, we had to move house about 30 times because my mum could never pay the rent and I once spent 2+ years of my childhood homeless and forced to share the same bed as her, I was always hungry, angry and miserable.

There has never been any joy at all for me and the shit has just never stopped piling up.

Everything in my life that has made me happy has been taken away from me, like the time I once won a Wii in a drawing competition and my mother sold it, I had a dog as a kid and the constant moving and lack of income meant we had to give her away, I did well at school but constantly having to move, my mum never being bothered to take me and depression meant I dropped out, having addicts for parents is all consuming. You get no friends, you are in constant pain from either hunger or being sick or cold or sore, you get no material possessions, you get no love because they fuck up everything with your family members and no one can stand to be around them; it's just you and your rage. And there is no vengeance, I can never slaughter or torture my father, he stole the inheritance my grandmother (the one person who genuinely loved me and could be bothered with my existence and just didn't pretend to feel sympathy from afar regardless of how my father was) left for me when she died and nothing could be done about it, nothing can be done about it. My one bout of good fortune and it was squandered at casinos and in bottle shops.

>we'll live in the middle of nothing, in the countryside.
>There are no kids around
>never learnt to speak to people.
>internet was my only way to relate with others.
>I feel alone.
>you never get used to it.

>>35753577
Neglectful Mother. Bully is my brother. Only true consistent good person is Dad.