>tfw can't remember what it's like to not be tired

>>35748027
I know that feel

I feel like when I got out of school (5 years ago) I started sleeping more and more, it is a vicious cycle

I sleep so much that I am tired as soon as I wake up, then I need more sleep just to make up for it

I sleep 10 to 12 hours a day and still feel tired all the time

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>>35748027
>tfw can't remember what it's like to not be disliked

>>35748027
Coffee only staves it off for like an hour now

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>tfw have to abuse alcohol to sleep
>tfw don't have restful sleep in weeks
>tfw no alcohol can't sleep until 4 am
>tfw starting to abuse stims again
>tfw problem gets even worse now

theres no way out

>>35748232
you need to go into a dark room with no noise

lay down close your eyes and before you know it you will be asleep

>>35748232
stop drinking and go through withdraws you fucking drug addict.


>>35748302
that isn't the case for clinical insomnia which I have. If you locked me in a dark room you'd come back to shit covered walls and me shivering naked in the corner five days later with no sleep.

>>35748302
>just b confident bro

>>35748302
doesn't work like that senpai

>>35748351
Chains of habit are too light to be felt until they are too heavy to be broken.

If I had a week to prepare myself okay, but I got school/work/job interviews coming up...addy and xanny going to carry me thru

>energy drinks no longer make me feel anything
>not even Spike which has medical warning labels all over it and 33,333% DV of vitamin B or whatever
>caffeine does nothing regardless of what form it's in
>barely noticeable difference in energy between having 5 hours of sleep and 12 hours
>clinical depression only makes it worse
>constantly have to stop myself from flipping out on coworkers/customers who are just making small talk because I can't find the energy to care anymore
i just want to get off this ride