Is this normal?

Go and take your problems over here >>>/adv/ . R9k won't help you figure your shit out. Thanks, take care and be safe.

>>35747993
Happens around the end of male puberty. For some that's mid 20s, but we hit it earlier now days so early 20s uuuu.

age?
you like aren't done with biology yet, anon

>>35748051
>stop interrupting my braaaap threads!
He wasn't even coming here with a problem looking ofr advice you benign retard.

>>35748051
I'm not asking for advice. I just want to know if it has happened to other people here.

>>35747993
You are ascending into a higher conscience. Probably becoming a wizard as well. Congrats.

>>35748078
18. Is it possible to "become" asexual?

>>35748266
Yes, it is.
I'm working on killing my 3d feelings right now and ascending into 2d heaven.
>Stop fapping to porn
>Everytime you see something good about a girl try and think of something bad to counteract it.
Example
>Big tits? They'll get flabby when she's old
>Cute tat? It will shrivel up
>Nice smile? Probably makeup, fake face, crushing social anxiety.
Work on it and you can become /asexual/. Cut yourself off from everything.

>>35747993
It means you have ascended anon

>>35748325
Well even 2d doesn't make me feel anything now. Have I ascended to 1d??
>think of something bad to counteract it
I didn't really try to achieve this, I didn't think of anything bad. It just kinda happened out of nowhere.

>>35748266
>18

lmao, it's always 18 year old children who think they're transcended basic human needs

File: 1485384197593.png (46KB, 619x453px) Image search: [Google]

46KB, 619x453px

>>35748431
I don't think I've "transcended"?
It's literally out of my control. I randomly stopped feeling sexual feelings. I'm actually a little worried.

>>35748466
stop spending your life on r9k, that will improve things

>>35748510
I have nothing better to do. I'm not really interested in doing else and I don't really spend time with anything else except playing video games but even know I don't feel like doing that anymore either.

File: 1469743252438.jpg (25KB, 300x300px) Image search: [Google]

25KB, 300x300px

>>35748266
>18
kek.

You've got one hell of a ride ahead of you.

>>35747993
anon idk, but as of about 3 weeks ago ive completely lost all interest in sex, fapping, porn and life.

ive even tried to fap. i get hard and stuff like normal but porn just seems gross and forced. idk wtf is wrong with me.

>>35748466
Hermit life is best life.
More money, more free time, less stress.

>>35748537
>>35748431
I'm 18, going through a shitty phase.
I hope it's a phase at least. Sure I'll always be a robot but eventually the depression and anxiety and shit will stop if I can find peace with life. I'm working on it.

>>35748537
I am originally aware of that.

>>35748580
>but eventually the depression and anxiety and shit will stop
I don't want to sound like a downer but it only gets worse if you stay on the path most of us have.

Get out more. Live life. Leave this entire site for good. Its too late for most of us, we missed out for good, but you can still change.

>>35748626
I'm OP and not that anon, I experience depression and anxiety too, but I don't really feel like it would solve anything if I got out more.
Lets say that I do get out more and live life, then what would that accomplish? being a norman? I don't really care much for that.
Sometimes I can be happy just being with myself.

>>35748626
Here's the thing tho
I don't want to leave. I like it here. It's probably my spreginess kicking in but I just want a really simple life. No stress, no worries. Do my job, go home, maybe make some food, play some MMOs, chill.
I really don't have any big aspirations. I'd just like to read a lot of really good shounen manga and maybe become a Guild Officer or something cool like that

>>35748682
Humans by our vary nature are social. Isolation and cutting yourself off from society are ultimately incredibly damaging and probably irreversible.

I've spent all of my best years cooped up and it probably fucked me up for life. I have zero social or practical skills and will most likely kill myself when my parents die and or kick me out. I'm not the only one like this, completely devoid of purpose or drive because we shut ourselves in. There's an entire generation of fuckwits like me but the next generation doesn't have to make the same mistakes.

>>35748682

I'm the >>35748580 again

There is always the option of falling for the
>It would be fine to be a normie since they aren't self-aware
Meme. If it's true, and you can just forget about us and be a regular person, I would think that's good for you.
Normal people shouldn't like us, to be real. It wouldn't make sense. A lot of us spend a lot of time beating each other down, digging our own graves, and rolling around in a pile of emotional BDSM. That's how I see it at least.

File: helperrocker.jpg (6KB, 250x201px) Image search: [Google]

6KB, 250x201px

>>35748539
we are not the same we are martians
so approach this phantom door with caution

>>35748734
I don't necessarily need to make those mistakes, but I'm not too concerned with being social and I never was. Maybe occasionally I will try ( because humans need interaction).
Thanks for your wisdom though. Its nice to have someone be helpful and talk with me instead of make fun of me.

>>35748734
>damaging and irreversible
Kek
My solution to being a spreg robot INFP-T social failure is to not have any kids.
My dad is just like me. I see a lot of him in myself, and as much as I hate it I need to do something about it.
It stops here, with me. I'm not having kids

>>35748766
but I can't just BEE a regular person. I've always been alone and not normal, and have too many issues. I won't try to be a norman, but I will at least try to get some interaction with others every now and then.

>>35748782
I'm just hitting the wall where shit is getting real for me and my willful ignorance is finally catching up to me. Reality is hitting and i want to honestly kill myself more than ever so i'm in a mood where i'd rather get people to avoid the decisions that led me to this shithole in the first place.

I wouldn't wish anyone to be in the same situation i'm in.

>>35748809
I see a lot of myself in my dad too. I think most people do.

>>35748851
Please don't kill yourself. Seeing as you have helped me, I think you are a valuable person.
I've also felt like killing myself before but I just realized that I should just live life because I never know what will happen next.
LIfe is really interesting.
I hate most people but I do like life and the act of living.

>>35748782
>need interaction
For me it's going to be MMOs. I've always loved them.
Today I was wandering around when someone called out a World Boss was popping up in a few minutes.
I fast travel over and there's a few dozen people, when most minor bosses draw maybe 4 or 5.
Feels super cool.
We all run around in circles killing everything and when the boss spawned we all just charged in a huge cloud.
Just running along with the pack, so many people on the boss you can't even see it
Just basically a team screaming exercise where everyone justs hits as hard as they can over and over again.

Nothing like it really.

>>35748900
I forgot to add to this:
While I don't "live" and experience as much as the average norman, I still think just being alive is good.

>>35748910
yeah, that sounds nice. I used to do a lot of competitive gaming so I got some interaction with people there. It was nice. People don't really judge you as hard as normans do.

>>35748842
All you can really do is find peace in it.
One time I went to BK and there were 11 pieces in my 10 piece chicken nuggets. Made my day.
Find happiness in the wierd things and the little things, you'll be ok mostly

File: Going_Merry's_Funeral.png (1MB, 1280x720px) Image search: [Google]

1MB, 1280x720px

>>35748900
Right now the thing stopping me from killing myself is my family. I don't really get along a lot but I know it would hit then pretty hard, especially since they have almost no idea what's up with me.
Also I don't want to die before the end of One Piece

>>35748960
yeah. I'm starting to feel a little peace with life too. It's just weird that one thing I enjoyed (even though it wasn't good for me) has been taken away from me.
It doesn't really bother me though.

>>35749022
Do you mind telling us about it? We're all in the same boat somewhat

>>35749022
what would you like to know about?
The thing i mentioned that was "taken away from me" was what I mentioned in the original post. I can't feel sexual desires anymore and don't feel the need to fap or think about females.

>>35749068
Oh then, that's ok. I thought there was something else. I forget I was still talking to the OP

>>35748397
exactly
i didn't cared about mastering this skill, it just came naturally

>>35749094
yeah. well there's a lot of things I'm feeling in life right now.
Been really depressed a lot the past couple months. I don't feel suicidal anymore or cut anymore. I feel kinda at peace now that I stopped caring about a lot of things in life.
recently I've been doing more art and stuff like that. I go outside and take walks at night and it makes me see how beautiful the world can be.

>>35749135
Even though I almost never go outside, I love being outside alone
Fun story
A couple weeks ago the one person I actually have as a friend (sort of) texted me asking if I wanted to walk down to the beach.
We stopped at Safeway on the way down, grabbed a jug of Sunny D, a bag of powdered donuts, and just watched the sunset and laughed at YLYLs.
A huddle of normie shuffled by and watched for a while. They were kind of amused. One of the girls asked us for a donut, so we threw it to her and then they kind of dissapeared.
Justing sitting on the cliffs dining nothing
Wish I could do it more

>>35749251
I usually just take my skateboard and a can of tea down to the side of the highway and the roads surrounding it. I used to have a few friends that I went outside with at night and stuff like that but they don't talk with me much anymore. Those times were nice.

File: 3bb44b4e5d154ddccce9ff35b806b1a5.jpg (178KB, 2560x1440px) Image search: [Google]

178KB, 2560x1440px

>>35749302
Thanks for the chat Anon, in going to go to sleep now.
Hope everything turns out mostly alright with you.

Have a cute catgirl loli to hopefully make you smile

>>35749369
thank you anon,
I'm not too into loli though but I do appreciate you talking with me.
I haven't had anyone like this in a while.
Thank you