Anyone else here depressed and try to fight it?
Are there any things you do to combat depression?
Me I like to make myself bread baskets, and pretend I am in a fancy restaurant and being treated like a king and not a piece of human shit.
Every Saturday when I am alone I bake myself some rolls and eat them alone. I usually make a variety of flavors from a basic dough that I add stuff to the different doughballs. Then I place them carefully into a wicker basket, and sit down at the table and pretend I am being served by a cute waitress who offers me the bread choices. I usually pick a cute girl I saw in the street and make bread that would suit chatting her up.
So last saturday I chose a girl I saw in Subway eating a Meatball Marinara. The breads I made were
>Bread roll glazed with tomato puree, so I would be able to joke about her glazed eyes at the delicious tomato sauce on her subway
>a roll with a feather sticking out so I could joke about 'having it her way but I am having it her weight' because she was thin and qt
>a roll sprinkled with seeds so I could make a sexual suggestion joke
>a slice of white bread so i could joke about plain old white bread mingling with sexy crispbread (ie suggesting we fuck)
>some crispbread
It makes me feel glad for a few hours. Anyone else have tips?
no but youre my friend
Anon... need someone to talk?
>>35741803
yes that would be kind
>>35741433
Its good that you do this anon. Its very sweet. I try to exercise to get rid of my depression even though it can be really hard sometimes. It always works in the end. Sometimes i get drunk alone and pretend im a chef in a bbq restaurant in the south.
>>35741433
when I was in college and something went wrong I would immediately go to the cafeteria and get a big double bacon cheeseburger and a plate full of fries and sit down in my favorite corner and eat it. This was just last year so the republican primaries were in full swing and there was a TV there that always had the news on so I'd watch the angry media people and eat my big burger.
I dropped out tho so now I just cry a lot. I miss the burgers
I stopped fighting it. I take an antidepressant, and have been coasting in a sort of dull haze for a while. I have to start fighting it again if I want to have money, live independently, etc. I'm starting today, though I haven't been doing literally nothing before now. It's never easy; you just try to quit beating yourself up and do what you can. When you don't do that, you stop beating yourself up, and then you do what you can.