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Were you that kid?

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Were you that kid?
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>>35726546
Yes. How did you get that picture of me, and why are you posting it on the internet, creep?
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>>35726546
nope I sat with people but I got called dumb all the time by them
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>>35726546
No. I sat with the other awkward loner kid on a bench outside the library where we would talk about anime and play on our handhelds whilst discreetly making fun of the popular kids in our grade for being dumb normalfags.
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>>35726546
Not by choice. In K and Grade 1, I got sent to my own island table because I beat the shit out of the other kids at the table. Apparently that is not how you show affection to someone.
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no i wouldnt be the one to stick around for things i would usually get up on my feet and leave the school grounds alone
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Yes I just went straight to the library during lunch and either sketched or watched anime
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lol, why didn't you faggots spend lunch in the library?
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>>35726723
NEWSFLASH
you guys weren't loners
now fuck off george
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>>35726546
>Is this the reason white people have anti asian sentiments?
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>>35726546
Yes, the one whose elbow and blue sleeve is barely visible on the right.
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>>35726546
I was the kid in the light blue shirt holding on for dear life
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>>35726546
Perhaps someone sits next to him
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>>35726546
Currently, Yes. I'm 18 in high school and I think everyone is afraid of me because I wear combat boots and keep my hood on in class.
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>>35726819
Leaving the cafeteria was not allowed.
Teachers stood around the exits, watching.
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>>35726546
I refused to eat in view of others.
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>>35726546

I wasn't that kid because I saw THAT kid and joined him. Did that ruin your fantasy?
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Well yes. every lunch time i will hid behind the school building and play with bugs. oh man im tearing just at the thought of this. I really dont think any kids should got no friends/feeling lonely at such young age.
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>>35726546
No, I was the vending machine.
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Yeah. YEah, man. Yeah. That was me. Yeah.
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I sat with other losers.
One particular incident killled me. A Chad and his friends said out loud at the cafeteria "Let's not sit with these losers"

10 years later, he's a paraplegic with mounting debt
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>>35726819
SometImes. Other times, school cops didn't let us leave the cafeteria because the principal wanted nobody to be roaming round the school for whatever fucking reason. Even the librarians told you to fuck off if you werent with a group or class. I ak so glad that faggot of a principle lost his job (he was caught having an affair with another women while going to some education comference and lost his position. His daughter was the fucking drum major for the band, she broke into tears and I never been more happier in my life).
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i was a total loner until 12th grade. i always had a spot offered to me but i thought i was better than those kids. in 12th grade i realized i wasnt, accepted it, and became friends with them. they were my only friends. now days i still communicate with 2 of them, one of them killed themslef, the rest moved away.

that feel.
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I didn't bring lunch and I didn't want to eat school food either so I sat in a bathroom stall doing homework and masturbating, does that answer your question?
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>>35726546
I was that one kid who went to the school library instead of lunch. Just doing my work and other things
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>>35726546
Yeah, for the first two years of high school I didn't have any friends and spent lunch in an empty hall or in the library.

Then I met some stoners who the chad & stacy stoners hated and got friends, I guess.
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>>35726546
I was not that kid in highschool, but I am in college. I like to go to eat whenever I want to, not when everyone else wants to. I'm not friendless but I fucking hate eating with other people, it's so fucking awkward.
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>>35727606
I'm in college and I still eat alone. I will never have a proper social life :`(
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>>35726546
Normally. I wasn't utterly friendless but I did prefer sitting by myself
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>>35726546

That's me alright. I have the glasses, hair, plain blue t-shirt, though I'm not fat. My school didn't have a cafeteria though, lunch times I spent in the library and first break I would just orbit another group of people I sort of knew but didn't fit in with in this quiet part of the school where not many people went.
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never ate lunch and preferred to play football instead since it was one thing i was good at
the normalfags respected my skill but still made fun of me outside of playing football and would try to throw the ball as hard as possible at my face
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>>35726546
For the first half of freshman year, yeah. Once a lunch lady came up and asked if I wanted a milk carton while I read. That kind of pity was really insulting to me. Thankfully I joined the track and cross country teams and made some friends.
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>sitting alone in the middle of the hall
>math teacher comes up to me and tells me that im doing great in her class and that i should feel encouraged
>confused but happy at the compliments
>later wonder why she said anything

Did I really look that pathetic
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seeing this picture makes me feel sad. the poor guy. my brother had some issues making friends and getting bullied. I bet he had his fair share of pic related. Its a sad world
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No because I went to the library everyday and sat in comfortable silence with the librarian.
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I couldn't go to the library because it was run by some fat old cunt who hated me for no reason. I actually got more shit off the staff at school than the other students in the later years.
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>>35727634
Same. Sometimes I see another person eating alone and I feel better, but then their group of 10+ friends comes and sits with them
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I tried to be but people kept forcing their presence upon me
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>>35726546
This is a picture of an estranged friend of mine who I don't talk to any more. We hung out all the time after school and during the summer and it was cool. If I went to the same high school I would have sat next to him. I miss him these days.
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>>35727445
I'm feeling with you brotherbot
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>>35727075
Are you sure you're 18? Not 15? 13?
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>>35727184
That would have annoyed the fuck out of me. If I wanted someone to sit with me, I would have sought them out. Who wants some normie fuck pestering them?
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>>35726546
if you weren't that kid you can't think of yourself as a robot
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>sat with some japanese kid that barely spoke english
>always played music with earbuds full volume to drown out the noise in the cafeteria
>have tinnitus now

fuck
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>>35728434
I'd say most here weren't like him, genuinely friendless people are quite rare. That's assuming he even is friendless.
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>>35728543
>having friends

smells like normies here
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>>35727075
Christ, man, just get a pair of Chucks or something.
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>>35726546
I was the only Hispanic in a sea of asian kids.
so kinda.
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>>35728612
don't tell cold steel the hedgehog what to do
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>>35727469
Charlie?

Oregano
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>>35726546
I was. I sat in the spanish room and cried a lot
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>>35728642
>varg carrey

and YOU must be the monopoly guy
thanks for the original comment
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>>35727075
>I wear combat boots and keep my hood on in class

why?
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Yes. In the warm months i ate outside though so it wasnt too shit.
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>>35726546
>Were you that kid?

yes but I wasn't fat and ate in the bathroom
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>>35728628
I didn't talk to anyone either.
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>>35727634
>I'm in college and I still eat alone. I will never have a proper social life :`(


It's not the same as in HS. College doesn't really matter as much as HS, where you grew up with the kids around you
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>>35726546
any fembots here that would consider themselves "that kid" in HS

what made you different?
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>>35726546

Yep, but I don't really care for social interaction so it never bothered me.
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>>35726546
>first day of freshmen year
>sit by myself
>other losers one by one come up and ask to sit with me
>lunchroom is pretty full, ok fine
>they want to talk to me and make friends
>not interested, some of these guys are legit retards
>one wore a Naruto headband every single day and smelled like sweaty ass
>still keep sitting there because there's never anywhere else to sit
>come up one day and all the seats are taken at that table by some new losers and retards
And that's how I got kicked off the retard table.
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>>35728850
lol don't think so, I was pretty popular in school

t. fembot
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any genuine loners here? like i dressed nice and looked above average for my age but noone ever saw me or heard of me. everyone assumed i was a drug dealer or did drugs all day
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>>35729247
how can anyone be lonely in school? like wtf is wrong with you dude?

t. fembot
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>>35729247

Yeah

I quit trying to fit in after college and went my own way
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>>35727120
Where was this? In my school you could leave and go to mcdonalds or taco bell for lunch
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>>35726546
yes. and i'm a grill. men were terrible to me.
>found out where i lived and slashed my tires/egged my house
>called me the scum of the earth
>during recess i played with rocks
>recess teachers asked if i had any friends
>would eat lunch alone all the time
>one of the popular girls randomly tried to become friends with me, either as a joke or she had a good heart

i wasn't even fat either.
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I sat with people who tolerated me whenever they ate at school. I sat alone the rest of the time. It's either that or sit with the insane autists who wear cat ears, Naruto shit, or some other retarded accessory. A small part of me thinks I may have made a friend out of one of the less autistic ones if I did.
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>>35729288

Not that guy but same at my HS, they didn't want students roaming the halls
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>>35729274
this is a terrible bait but it gets my neurons going and i still want to share but a loner is just something youre born as and you fail to keep long term relationships and i for one am highly independent and did everything in my life myself
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>>35726546
No I walked around the halls for 45 minutes pretending I was going somewhere instead.
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>>35726723
>hung out with people
>loner

fuck off norman. you had friends like every other dipshit. go away you edgy bitch.
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>>35727412
>school cops

america KEK
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>tfw sitting alone was the most crushing feeling so I simply skipped lunch
>became anemic and passed out in band class and knocked over a bunch of shit as I fell to the floor
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>>35729361
Shit that must have been hell and a half for you then because i either went to a fast food restaraunt, ate in the library or hung out in a classroom to "study" while eating
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For two years in high school I had absolutely no friends. Junior and Senior year. It was complete hell, without going into detail, no one wanted to be anywhere near me, which is wierd because before that I was relatively normal.

>get to school, hide somewhere and just listen to music or a podcast on my phone until class actually starts
>Try and get to class
>late to first class most days just from hiding in the bathroom.
>try and estimate how much time i need to spend in the bathroom before class actually starts.
>every time im late everyone else in the class including the teacher gives this knowing conceding look
>everyone basically just ignores me for 2 whole years.
>the only people who talk to me are girls that are trying to hook up with me
>too depressed to really care about expressing my sexuality.
>it felt like pure lust and not the friendship that I was seeking.

I guess that school was just a wierd part of the state with kids who werent really like me, I guess. Im glad its over. Im so fucking glad its over.
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>>35729489

Nah, I spent it in bathroom stalls
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I was alone, but explored my school, every inch. walked alot during lunch. everyone thought i smoked. i mean i would just try and find myself a secluded area so they can't be blamed
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Yes.

I preferred to be alone.

I mean, I wanted to hang around people, but being around the people there wasn't enjoyable.
They weren't mean or anything, they tried to include me, it just didn't feel right.

I wasn't like them.
I didn't understand them, they didn't understand me.

I just wanted to find somebody I could feel comfortable around, somebody I could just be myself around and feel understood.
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>>35729595
>I preferred to be alone.

Kek
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I just ate lunch in the room of whatever teacher was cool enough to let me. Usually we just talked shit and I helped them grade and stuff. Whenever I couldn't find a cool enough teacher, I just stayed in the bathroom the entire time.
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>>35729609
I really did.
Compared to the social interaction that was available to me, which always felt unnatural and unenjoyable, and was a constant reminder that no matter how nice people are, I just don't belong with them, being alone was the better of the two.

I'd have loved to be able to have friends, but compared to what was available, I was happier alone.
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I still am that kid
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i was a girl, but i was still that kid
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>>35728850
I was that kid. I had no self-awareness and the girls made rumours about me. First year of high school I used to hide in the bathroom but after they found out, I had to sit in the cafetaria. I was sitting on a bench facing the wall with my back to the other people. Later on I just sat normally and the final years of high school I hid on the 3rd floor of the building. I sometimes got invitations but did not return to them next lunch break.

Wish I was able to make friends. I was not that ugly so I don't really understand how this is possible. School was 50% black though and the black girl group always mistreated me. Thank god they're all fat now with a very low education.
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For the last year of high school, yes. All of my "friends" were normies that did everything outside of school without me, I got fed up with that shit because it was obvious I was the "that guy" of the group and just stopped hanging out with them in school. Fuck it.
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>that kid who wore trench coats and "accidentally" forgot to connect the headphones and played black metal loudly so that normies got scared and never made fun of me

Anybody else like me?
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High school was pure shit. What a fucking horrible time.
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I didn't eat in front of other people.
But yeah.
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>>35729511
>podcast
>high school

gtfo underage shit
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>>35728686
Wtf
Don't do this to me, the fucking feels fucking blast through my veins like fucking VENOM.
Too much of a bitch to get gf, too much of a bitch to kill my self.
Fucking REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
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>>35728484
quick search of tinnitus says ringing in ears.
wtf ive been hearing it for years
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>>35730122
im 19 yeah so what?
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>>35726546
I definitely and unoriginally was.
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>>35726546
From elementary school to start of highschool yeah was pretty shit
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>>35726546
>That kid who would walk around in a hurry trying to look busy cause he had no where to hang out
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Is this a fucking feelsthread?
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>>35726546
No, but now I'm "that guy" who takes his work breaks alone in his car. Worth it just to be alone so I can fucking relax.
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>>35729905
wait, you're a girl? thank you for letting the board know. it was very relevant.
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>>35726546
Yes but the normans would throw wet noodles at me
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>>35730122
Podcasts have been around for years mate, I'm 23 and listened to them in high school.
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>>35728686
My reaction.

0rigina1
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>>35728947
Be proud of yourself. At you know that you're not a retard.
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Nah, I had a cousin that was in special ed so I sat at her table.
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>>35727075
please be my edgy gf
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>>35731078
a mistake that I made for the first two years of high school is not embracing my loneliness. By that I mean I gave a shit. junior and senior year I stopped giving a shit and I did pretty much whatever I wanted. teachers liked me because I was quiet and wasn't an annoying piece of shit and anybody that wasn't my teacher didn't even know I existed.
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>>35726546
sorta

I remember this one time a group of really weird goth girls and a black fag wanted to know if I was ok and wanted friends
I replied with

'' Do I look like i want someone? I'm here cause I want to''(I used to sit high up and just watch people like a weirdo that I am)

pic is my school and my POV (not murican obviously)
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There is very strong and overt symbolism in that picture.
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>>35726546
I was but I'm a chad and always have been, however the racial distinction between the other students and myself was too great for me to care for them; hence their mob mentality didn't draw me in and I was the one calling them out on their shit, kind of like a suicide bomber.
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No I sat at the loser table
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>sitting in the cafeteria alone every day
>afraid to use the bathroom at school
>ignore people when they try to talk to me

High school fucking sucked.
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>>35726546
Yes but I ate in the toilet stall
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>>35727212
You don't have to feel lonely, I'm here,
oreganospaghettio
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>>35729247
yea same here. sometimes people tried to talk to me but nothing else happened
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>>35729511
>girls wanted you

Fuck off this board you cancerous faggot. I mean this I'm not shitposting go back to Facebook.
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>>35726546
Yes, which is why I stopped going to the cafeteria during lunch and went to the library instead where i could sit in the corner of a room, do homework, read, and not be bothered.
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>>35729247
>everyone assumed i was a drug dealer or did drugs all day

how did you not have friends? High school kids love stoners and people that dress like them.
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>>35727075
Whenever I see people (especially women) dressed like edgelords, I feel the urge to rape them and make them drink my piss. You autists have no idea how pathetic you really are.
If you think people are afraid of you (and trust me, they're not) because if your clothes, stop wearing combat boots and a hoodie, you literal retard. It's that simple.
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>>35729951
>with low education

Theyre niggers anon highschool is like a masters doctorate to them
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>>35732877
>I feel the urge to rape them and make them drink my piss
Sounds like you got some self-esteem issues.
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>>35732877
>Whenever I see people (especially women) dressed like edgelords, I feel the urge to rape them and make them drink my piss.
>hates Edgelords
>acts like an Edgelord
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>>35732877
Im wearing combat boots at this very moment now you make me anxious about how i dress
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>>35732877
god complexities (you) represent a much higher order of insufferable scumbag. us edgelords are typically pretty laid back and decent
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Yes

It was me, it was me the whole time

Sat alone, but the cafeteria was so crowded that a group of loud ass niggers would usually be at the same table

When it was warm I would sit in the courtyard on a bench and read, otherwise I sat in a bathroom stall until I got busted once, at which point I went to the library and fucked around on the computers while trying to sneak-eat because eating wasn't allowed

Alone and standoffish the whole time
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>>35729511
>the only people who talk to me are girls that are trying to hook up with me
This is literally the optimal
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>tfw don't want to be that kid so badly that I skip lunch and work in the library
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Yes i was that kid. I would just bring books with me to the cafeteria and do homework so i could come home and play WoW for 10 hours. Occasionally normies would sit with me and try to talk but eventually they would end up ignoring me and just talk between themselves.

The worst was when the cafeteria was full and there was nowhere i could sit alone and was forced to associate with normies. We werent allowed to roam the halls and could only go to the library to get on the computers to type out papers
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>>35732924
I'm being honest, though. I get EXTREMELY angry when I see people who dress like weirdos and creeps for attention. Why would you even want to wear combat boots and a hoodie unless you want to look like an edgelord?
I hate these people so fucking much, when I was in high school I'd always go out of my way to humiliate these kids and show them how sad and pathetic they are.
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I guess I was OP...

original depression
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>>35726546
No, because I didn't even sit in the cafeteria. I ate my lunch where no one could see me, sometimes in a toilet stall.
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>>35732932
Not even Bellevile 790. Get your shit together
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Yes, except I went to the library instead. And I'm a girl so it's less loser-ish, but not really.

>tfw teacher asks where your friends are
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>>35732807
U not hungry?
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No I had a gang of nerds. But I guess they used to be that kid before I got them to join my crew.
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>>35733216
You think im rich or someshit, i got these at a thrift shop because i live paycheque to paycheque

>not buying groceries on credit
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>>35733361

>buying groceries on credit

Holy 'murican dystopia. How the fuck do you people not revolt?

I have a 50k credit line for business. I couldn't imagine buying my ham, eggs and cheese sandwich on credit.

WTF

I think if people got to be that poor here there would be massive strikes and rioting everywhere and a complete purge of the government.
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Not throughout grade school. I always had a group of friends. Now that I'm in college and moved to a different province, yeah sort of. I spend most of my time at school and most of that time alone.

>tfw not enough of an autistic robofag to sit in the cafeteria alone.
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>>35733410
I dont know what to say, ive been homeless before too, im canada so not no good guns for revolt just bolt actions or sks
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yeah i got in trouble when i was like 7 for making a comic book where people died in funny ways, for example; a bully steals my sandwich but sandwich was poisoned xD
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>>35727489
I hung out with a group that would go in the media center (library) after lunch and play around with Google Maps and the Useless Web. We got the whole grade banned from the media center during our lunch period because some sites on the Useless Web were apparently considered nsfw by the teachers. I eventually got "banned" from my small group because I played Nintendo games and had a crush (apparently the "leader" of our clique had some anti-love policy).
tl;dr The people at my middle school sucked.
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Nope, I sat with the other outcasts
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>>35726546
Nope. I was the jock-ish funny guy who made people laught even if it was by his own expense, who faded more and more into the background as the years went by since my lack of social skills started to take it's toll.
>tfw not a nice guy
It's fucking awful, why can't I just appease people naturally?
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>>35728850
Yeah. No one wanted to sit next to me even when I tried to talk to people because I smelled really bad. Nothing has changed, but I smell better now.
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I mostly sat thinking about licking my teachers. Miss them times
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>>35726546
No, I was always ashamed of being a loner. I'd take a walk in the streets or a nearby forest, constantly seeming occupied or walking to a destination to people who recognized me. Never ate or drank anything in the schooltime, feeling shame if I did so. In, what we call it in Norway, 3rd grade of upper secondary school (18-19/y-olds) now and try to seem occupied with a pc instead, browsing 4chan mainly. Too afraid to go to the caferia alone, which I always am. Been friendless since I was 12.
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Yes, but it eventually got to the point where I got so jaded that even when people were nice and asked me to sit with them, I just told them no. I was (and largely am) too jaded and now just want to be alone. I've basically become a hermit.
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> be me
> semi popular skater
> hang out with nerds and music fags
> protected them from fights
Didn't know if those autismos even realised
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>>35734658
>instead of browsing 4chan i play arma and do politics shit.
also read some quran at lunch today ready for when i say something stupid and everyone calls me a racist. and when they say its a peaceful religion. its not, ive not even read the second(?) chapter and its all death to you this and blah blah blah.
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I have definitely eaten alone in the bathroom before.
>no one knows that I cried over my taco stick, though
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>>35734837
>its all death to you this and blah blah blah.
Read the Bible next, it's literally the same thing.
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No

I sat with a bunch of ''friends'' i never hung out with them outside of that though. Probably just tolerantes me because they didn't want me to shoot up the school...
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From sophomore year and on yes.

>be freshman
>sat at the "nerdy" table where we talked about anime and shit like that
>thought they were robots like me
>some low-tier stacy gets interested in one of them
>watch them bend themselves over backwards to try and please her
>not interested
>she invites her wannabe chad friends to the table
>table is full
>hey anon maybe you can move so that chad can sit here
>wtf.jpg
>move anyway
>the far right table in the corner becomes mine for 3 years
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You're normies if you ate in the cafeteria.
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Eh, I went with the other "wierd" kids. One step above "the freak" I guess
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>>35728850
I was that kid because a long, nasty childhood illness that to this day left me small, scrawny and pretty pale. I had weird interests and I was always too autistic to figure out small talk or conversation that wasn't me talking about what I cared about. Eventually I just became really paranoid and prickly towards sympathy or anything because I just instinctively assume it's condescension and they're gonna try to pull a Carrie or something.

I can imagine myself back then as the skellingtonlet, dark looking girl with resting bitch face and I can understand why people wouldn't want to approach me.
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>>35726546
>Were you that kid?
Yeah it isn't it obvious
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I was in the bottom half of popularity but i was never consistently that kid. I think there maybe have been a period where i was but only in a few classes.

I think i may have been better off long term if i was that kid. I have become pretty much a completely 100 % failed normie while "those kids" seemed to embrace loneliness and probably came out stronger.
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>>35727075
>I think everyone is afraid of me because I wear combat boots and keep my hood on in class.
edgy as fuck bruh
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>>35727120
what a fascist school
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>>35728543
I had friends then they lost interest with me
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ye , just sat in the back of the class 5-6 hours a day and then went home wich was over 20km away , don't regret shit
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>>35728642
>spanish class
did you cry in spanish?
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>tfw dropped out of high school in 9th grade
Feels good and bad man. At least I didn't have to endure 4 years of torture.
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>tfw 25 and I'm still that guy at work
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>>35726546
i still am

i spend every lunch in my workplace breakroom and immediately gravitate to the spot farthest away from all the normalfag wageslaves
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>>35726546
I was, and still am at the age of 32.
It started already at daycare, and I continued to be the rejected-one through every step on the way. I don't blame them though, I'm shy and timid as fuck, and therefore easy to pick on - after all - people need someone to spit on so that they can have the sense of being an exclusive special group, unlike that one loser.

Sad thing is, the role doesn't go away. I'm the quiet guy at work who eats alone. Colleagues often ask me to go out and have lunch with them, but I think they only do it out of common politeness, and not because they'd actually enjoy my company.
Besides, it's a crushing feeling when you sense that the group you enter, goes almost mute and starts to chat and laugh again once you leave.

I tried to fix it, but couldn't. I guess I am the kind of person nobody likes, so now I just avoid people the best I can.
>mfw around people
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>>35726546
nope, I sat with the niggers, and cried whenever they tried to roast me
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>>35726546
I sat with people but even though it should have been "fellow outcasts" they were far more connected and social than me. Even my good friend seemed to get along and be more interested in them than me. Joke's on him, he killed himself months after HS and I'm still here.
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>>35734024
You and me both, one of my teachers had an amazing ass.
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>>35730000
nice digits.
I did the same thing with my shithead-acquaintances, felt good to walk away.
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in high school I moved so yes, but I was that new tall boy who played soccer and did track. So many girls came up to me even though I was sitting alone on the bench or on the side window. It wasn't that bad since they wanted boipucci, but they always told me I was too quiet "hehe you're so quiet and funny so cute hehe" "you're so veiny and your calves are huge" "i like ur shirt"

If I was ugly then idk what I would have done, I started going to the library my senior year to do homework
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>>35727264
>doesn't want to sit with loser
>now all he does is sit and every loser can push him around

Poetic justice desu, did you meet him after he got paralysed?
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>>35726546
A loner? Yes... I did sit alone at lunch. I mean in middle school I sat around people I knew but in 9th grade is when the underlying autism/social awkwardness really revealed itself. Also I ended up missing a lot of school days because I just wanted to stay home and play WoT all day, yeah pretty sad how foolish/naive I was back then. Also later on I went to this other school, yet I don't even remember the names of the people that were there with me, at least they were much more sociable/friendly towards me.
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>>35726546
yes and they called me faggot everday
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>>35726546
this pic is beautiful tragic
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>>35726546
Does anyone know the origin of this image? It might have been me in high school.
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I'm still like it at 38
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3wzVO72pIjo
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>>35728686
Whenever this happens I usually believe the girl has an interest in me but was to shy to sit next to me so she chose the seat behind me to mire'
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Nah i had friends at school, it was only when i left that i become a complete friendless loser
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I wasnt that kid in school but i am that kid now in university. This is why i never go to lectures, i hate sitting alone like a creep when everyone else sits in groups.
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>>35729247
Im like you but I have no idea what people think of me.


How did you find out?
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>>35726593
Sometimes, my school had a retarded lunch system, 5 different lunch periods in total. One year my schedule was so retarded that I had a study hall period split with lunch. It was also the special needs and remedial classes lunch. So in a school of 1200 students like 60 of us had this lunch period, so I had to eat lunch with a bunch of Native American kids who wanted the crust from my pizza that I didn't like. Senior year I finally had lunch with friends and we ate out everyday, shit was cash.
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>>35726546
I think so, yes. Had no friends and people fucked with me all the time, I eventually left and went to a much nicer boarding school where everyone was friendly.

Fuck state school.
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>>35726546

Any time I'm dropped into a new social group, until someone with social skills adopts me. Which happens like clockwork for some reason.
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I went home and watched anime, until my parents forced me to stay at school. Ended up sulking at a table alone until someone ik some me practically crying and invited me to eat with them. Left schools shortly after because bullys and basically did the same thing except read manga in the library, eventually the same thing happened and I had a group of friends for my last two years of HS. Thank god because I actually learned how to socialize a little bit and dropped the autistic shit I used to do. In uni I have a bunch of normie friends now but still can't speak to women and have anxiety mental issues.
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>>35737976
Why can't something like this happen to me? The webm I mean, I would probably go with that crazy lady and let her fuck my brains out.
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>>35730000
I did the same thing. I didnt want to accept it back then and was too stupid to understand, but they had every reason to make me that guy. I hated sitting alone, so I always managed to find a nerdy group to become the loser of.
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>>35738004
I was thinking the same thing, but imagine the fucking STDs she might be carrying, plus people were looking. I'd be too scared to even kiss her desu and girls expect you to kiss when your having sex.
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>Were you that kid?
you're not allowed to post here unless you were
ree
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anyone here quiet not because of being shy but because you can't think of what to say

My reaction is always haha or yeah...I really really don't know how to socialize
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>>35726546
I would just hide in the toilets
>tfw a bunch of Chads come in and one says "hey dude, someones in here" and looks over the toilet stall
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>that kid who walked laps of the school hallways at lunch trying to seem busy
>that kid who clung desperately onto a group of people who usually mocked him or left him out
>that kid who reacted to the teacher saying they were leaving the room for a few minutes by trying to seem busy looking through their backpack
>that kid who could never find a group in class
>that kid who blushed
>that kid who spoke in a quiet, rushed, nervous voice
>that kid whose name the teachers couldn't remember
>that kid who was described as a "dark horse" because he seemed capable of shooting up the school despite acting like a beta
>that silent, weird, beta kid who the biggest stacy in the yeargroup had a crush on for some reason
>that kid who said "no thank you" to everything
>that kid who smoked weed and thought he was going to die
>that kid who was too nice
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i use pretend i'd be getting books out of my locker and do laps around the building, reaping the same ritual all recess and lunch because i didn't want to be seen alone.
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>>35729905
A GIRL111

HOLY FUCK111

Protip: you will NEVER be that kid
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>>35726546
define that kid

remember the loners choose to be alone
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Anybody remember that guy who used to post here about how he moved to the US as a kid and spent his lunch times in an empty sewage pipe nearby or something? That was some sad shit. I think he ended up dropping out and becoming NEET.
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>>35736168
>hey anon maybe you can move so that chad can sit here
I was not prepared for the feels.

Fuck you, Stacy; I was here first and you cunts sat down. (not those words, can't remember what was actually said)
>Miss Teacher, Anon is being weeeeiiiiird and heeee swoooooreee.
>have to eat my lunch in classroom with failed-stacy teacher who tsks at me every 15 seconds in awkward silence
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>>35726762
What kind of autist thinks that beating people up is how you show affection
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In my senior year English class we played a name game where we went down the rows of seats and every student had to name every student before them, and everyone pretty much knew each other (because it's senior year).

I was unintentionally right by the last row, and got maybe about 6 of 25 students names right, and everyone looked embarrassed that I didn't know the names of pretty much anyone in class.
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>>35737817
This is likely going to come off as insulting, but that isn't my intention, what about you causes you to have trouble positively identifying a picture of yourself from the past?

It's hard for me to personally imagine.
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>>35729247
I was basically that, then i started doing drugs everyday and i became slightly popular between the chads and normies, it felt good
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>>35726546
No, but were YOU that kid?
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I had a great deal of friends in high school.
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>>35727834
yes, people do that all the time. Eventually someone will see you and say things will get better. Happened to me.. made me feel worse I thought things were good until I knew I looked like that.
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>>35738986
Are you OP trying to respond to me?
Spoiler, You forgot to link towards my post...
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>>35726546
nah but I am that adult. :)
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>>35736601
honest question are you a virgin?
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>>35738873
>tfw sitting alone at the back of the class around 15 years old
>mimc placing a gun in my mouth and blowing the trigger
>stacey teacher sees it and rushes over
>she thinks I'm mimicking smoking a cigarette
>demands that I promise that I don't smoke

Chill bitch I just wanna die.
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>>35726546
I was at a few points. Though, in highschool I guess I was considered so bizarre to people that they found me fascinating to be around when they felt like amusing themselves.
Most of the time I would be wandering the campus like an NPC.
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>>35738965
He's just a dumb 14 year old looking for attention.
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>>35739047
very sad, kek
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>gym
>teacher knows im a loner
>doesnt give a shit and tells us to pair up at the start of every lesson
>i slowly backed into a corner, focusing my eyes on everything but the people forming pairs
>they'd always go in a group of 3 at the end to avoid having me with them
>was either forced in a group while everyone watched, or i'd form a pair with teacher


This was way fucking worse than being alone on lunchbreaks. All eyes were on me but noone gave a shit, still terribly afraid of approaching people do this day.
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>>35739068
and whys that so bad?
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>>35727756
kind of similar, I moved from private school
I was really small but confident and good at football. I got people's respect though.
the gym/rugby 'lads' would use me as a weapon to humiliate the chavs

I asked out their gfs and taunted them when beating them in football

at times, shit was tense. Some of the chavs really hated the rugby fags and me.

I am smarter than lower class scum and kept out of anything really bad and controlled arguments easily using the truth to hit them hard.
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>>35729511
Maybe your teachers and classmates assumed all you did in lunch period was masturbate?
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>>35726593
Do you want me to reprt this thread? For you , if it really is you?
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>>35737861
yo man what class you skipping? do you smoke anon?
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>>35728850

i never showered, and was full autismo.

then, i made friends with a cyborg, and learned how to kind of be normie.

then, i made friends with pseudo normies, and got better.

now, i am still not a normie, but am friends with cool cyborgs and not austimo cyborgs.

the end.
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