>11 PM
>still awake
How's it hanging, /robots/?
>>35726312
10:23pm
I just wish I could fall asleep like normal people. If there's one thing I hate more besides the crushing loneliness, lack of feeling anything of depression and the constant anxiety and panic attacks, it's the fact it takes me hours to fall asleep.
no idea what im doing, decided to get drunk by myself
>fucking kill me please
>>35726312
I guess we're timezone buddies
>tfw 11:31 right now
>>35726312
11pm is nothing. Aren't most normies up at this time?
>>35726312
i took a nap and woke up at 11pm. feels kinda good i guess. i have nothing to do tomorrow anyway
12:44 a.m.
Contemplating killing myself again.
Eh, I've been better. In a weird situation with a girl and I'm not sure how to handle it
>>35726312
just ran out of weed
god help me
>>35727180
Know that feel, nothing makes me hate myself more than not being able to get stoned
>5:57am
>still up
>>35726312
just woke up like an hour ago and playing tf2 wish every game wouldn't give me people who just installed the game as teammates
>5am
>still shitposting on here
I don't even know why. i'm really tired, I'd quite like to go to sleep, but there's still so many threads I have to read.
>2:00am here
>browsing 4chin
1am, paranoia kicked in an hour ago. haven't slept more than a few hours in weeks. it's killing me, i dont know if the lack of sleep kills my appetite or if its the paranoia. tummy has the grumblies but brain thinks im full so everytime i eat i feel sick. every day it gets harder to breathe and i lose more sanity. so to answer your question, never better
12am rn. for the past three hours I have been sitting in the dark wrapped tightly in a blanket listening to music in my empty dorm. A few times a year I just let the feels out and it is goddamn maddening. I just wish a cute gal would hold me damnit, god damn it all why must i be this way. I just I dont know what to do anymore guys, kids, normies idk...
it just struck midnight where i am
I was so tired earlier this evening, but when i finally tried to sleep my mind wouldn't let me. I really need to cry and let some of this tension out but i just can't. It'll be another night of painfully binging on anime, and then tomorrow will be another day where i don't roll out of bed until noon, and will probably be too depressed and tired to get anything done.
>>35727180
i haven't had a weed dealer since i lost my last one about 13 months ago. i dream about smoking weed almost every night. all i want to do is fucking smoke a bigass bowl topped with a nice layer of kief, and chill out. but that's too much to ask.
>>35727350
Literally same, 1 am and same paranoia and fucked schedule. Nowadays I don't really notice or feel myself breathe, body and chest feels numb. Memory is shot.
>>35727395
Your situation sounds similar to mine>>35727366
, i just wanted to tell you iktf.i wish i could hug u rn anon
>>35726312
1:20 am
>How's it hanging, /robots/?
Soon, hopefully.
>Eurofag
>06:26 am
>Still haven't slept
Lmaoing at you sad cunts bitching about how you don't have a normie sleeping schedule. 10:30 and getting ready to work overnight.
>want to brush my teeth because I ate chocolate earlier
>strong aversion to getting up from bed
What do I do?
>How's it hanging?
I wish I was hanging from my ceiling.
>4:32PM Thursday
Drinking & smoking
>10:35 pm
>decided to abuse pills again
>last time i did i was up for 2 days straight
guess im going to be up forever again even though i wish i was never awake
We're all real fucked up people aren't we.
>>35726312
Well anon I had dream before I woke in the morning about my ex telling me that she was staying and that she loved me. We broke two years ago. I don't want to sleep I don't know what I'm going to face
>>35727811
Mouth wash it with water but you should brush your teeth
>>35728283
>tfw together alone
;_; It's a good and bad feel.
>1:11 AM Central Time
>have math test 8:35 am I know I will bomb
>>35728579
I love you anon and you'll be ok
>>35726312
>1:27 am and i cant sleep because im constantly yawning
shit is pissing me off so bad. for the last month ive been constantly yawning and its killing my shoulder
>>35728547
As much as this place has gone to shit the past few years, it really is little moments, like the general feels thread yesterday, and these where everybody can just come together that I appreciate.
>>35728799
That's all I ever want from this board. A place where we can feel the feels that man shouldn't feel, but we do anyways. We do it together in our own lonely ways.
>work nights, off at 7:00AM
>parents are currently staying at a hotel because workers are removing our tile today and installing wood flooring
>Dad insists that I join them once I'm off of work, due to the amount of noise going on at our house
>brush him off, tell him I'm a heavy sleeper and that I have a pair of earplugs AND a pair of noise cancelling headphones
>FF to now, almost 11:00AM
>have been tossing and turning for 4 hours because the sound of a hammer hitting tile simply cannot be drowned out
I asked for this
people go to bed before 11?
>>35726312
>5AM
>Still awake
all this depression i dont know what to do anymore, i dont wanna go to s;ee[ and i dont wanna stay awake either
my entire family has always gone to bed between 12-1
the idea of anyone going to bed at like 10 to me seems bizarre
>>35729156
Do you also eat late dinners? Are any of you fat?
My cousin and his family do the same thing. They have dinner at like 9 or 10, then go to sleep around 1-2.
>12 am
>constantly overthinking
>want to smoke weed but it'll only make the overthinking worse and will make my already cloudy mind even more fucked up and retarded tomorrow
>Almost everyone I know is a condescending piece of shit riding on their own ego trip through the fucking cosmos
>Suicidal thoughts have returned though not as strong
>realizing that as long as I have to continue playing the game that society has set in place for me I will continue to be unhappy
>if I dont play the game I'll wind up homeless, drug addicted, and full blown retarded
God fucking dammit im such a fucking ugly retarded pussy
>>35729236
Lol yeah you are, gross
>>35729228
not fat
i eat dinner bout 9 930
>>35729313
No u dont big boy
>3:17am
>still doing homework
>still haven't slept
>>35726312
12:17 am feels bad man tfw no gf to be little spoon
Its 3:20 am and I'm sitting at work, staring at a computer screen while trying to drown out the noise of two bickering nurses
End it
>>35729420
u working emergency room
>>35729441
Yeah, how u know bb
>>35729462
my mom does cardiac stuff mostly but sometimes she does ER dealing with nibbas and meth heads all night
>>35728892
We just need the little things don't we. I think we're gonna make it. Everything will work out for better or worse someday, and there is a bit of comfort in that simple fact. Goodnight anon.
>>35729580
night anon be brave
>>35729486
Is she cute, hows her bum
>When you remember that women are, in fact, attracted to men
>Women have crushes on men
>Women actually act cutsey/nervous around the men they're attracted to.
>Just no woman has ever been attracted to you
Anyone know this feel? From my perspective it's like women don't give a shit about men at all. But I'm really just extremely far removed from the normal setting of sexuality.
>>35729649
A chinese woman nodded at me once
>>35729649
mfw i dont get to play life on easy mode
>>35729619
idk she just turned 40 not my type tho
>>35729677
Tell her I want to speak with her. Put her on, please.
>>35726312
>11 PM
is this bait
>>35729693
You wanna fucking go brud
>>35729685
Hey mummy some robot wants to spek to you "Anon do you want to lose GBP!" ah no sorry anon mummy don`t want to talk
>>35729659
It has nothing to do with playing life on easy mode or being Chad. Even regular normies get this kind of treatment.
>>35729649
we get it you have a vagina your just like us
>>35726312
>11pm
you are like a little baby, those are normie hours
who here /goes to sleep when they can hear their brother in law making coffee/
>>35729861
dumbpedoposter