meth addicted brother makes me feel super sad

I've been through similar shit anon.
Watch as father uses meth/coke steals and ask for money to support habbit and later dies from presumably drug overdose
Mother chainsmokes cigarettes I ask her to quit since i've been a child but she continues to smoke everyday anyway. Now im just lying in bed on 4chan while she fucking coughs all night.
It makes me so fucking mad that someone you care about could so easily ignore you for an addiction
I'm not really sure what advice to give you because people close to you will never change until they want to. It doesn't matter how much you beg them to change or tell them that it hurts you, they will never change until they want to.
The unfortunate truth is they care more about keeping up this addiction than you. atleast that's how i've always perceived it.

>>35724955
He probably turns to meth as a way of coping with having a tripfag vegan brother

i don't know what to do :(

every time i see him now it's like just awful.

>>35725691
does he live with you?

>>35724955
Omg I didn't know you posted here

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>>35726179
this is my troll account for pol and fit. it's very shameful :(

>>35724955
i have always wanted to try heroin or meth because it seems fun and would make me die faster

then maybe if i don't die and come clean i will have some semblance of confidence

>>35724955
fucking lame man idk if your parents are more sad about you being a mutilated faggot or your brother doing supercoffee aka stay up 3 says jerking off until you hallucinate. he feels bad for sure man. you know what addiction is like? it can get BAD. ive been where id rather die than be clean. you are still human in there and know it is fucked

>>35726293
dear fuck dude it gets dark fast. ive done both. i had a stim binge where i did loads of work and jerked off and got bad paranoia coming down and sleep paralysis and shit. i use opioids like every day and they just melt shit right away, i can waste away without even caring. stepping back and looking at the habit is fucked.

sure the first time you do it it is fun and games but after you have to come back to reality and want more you find yourself looking for escape constantly. it is scary how much you can get controlled. master of puppets is about coke addiction and alice in chains wrote loads about h. angry chair is what bad opiate addiction feels like.