I don't even know anymore
> be me
> 27, going on 28 in a few months
> still haven't got in shape
> still haven't finished university
> no money for an apartment or a house. Still living with my parents.
> haven't done anything with my life
> all I got is basically a car (to get to work), a computer and a motorcycle; it's the only thing that can make me forget just how of a sad, fat fuck I am: motorcycling like there's not tomorrow or gaming.
> basically 28 years wasted at this point
> huge depression that lasted almost 6 years. Took all my energy fighting the urge to drive my car in a concrete wall.
> no gf
> never had physical contact except handshake
> never had any kind of relationship
> think about loneliness most of the time
> trying to be a good person to everyone
> people are good to me but I can still feel they only see me as a sad, fat, virgin weirdo
> friends bring me to strip clubs. Only makes it worse. They look at me like some sick dog.
> why my friends are even friend with me?
> unfollow everyone on facebook who post pictures of their happy couple or their babies
> basically just following nihilist pages at this point
Why couldn't I chase some whores in highschool like everyone? I always thought I was better for not letting my urges/emotions get in place of reason. Now I'm depressed day and night. I can see I'm not like normal people and it makes me sad. Maybe I'm just an undiagnosed autist or something.
I've started reading on meditation. I'll update you guys if it makes things more bearable.
>>35703164
You sound like me. Meditation helped a lot with taming my sperg tendencies. Chasing whores is worthless, although I know how hard that is to convince you.
>>35703164
you have to take small steps. Stop worrying about your age. You can't change anything about that anyway.
>Save up some money
>finish studying
>move out
>find work
>get involved in your social environment at work
maybe you can squeeze in some working out aswell
>>35703196
Thanks. Motivates me to do it.
>>35703239
Thanks, anon. You're right. I always try to do everything at once. I need to actually develop new habits.
>>35703568
Don't overwhelm yourself with it tho, set aside like anywhere from five minutes to twenty and take it slow.
That time has already passed and you can only change the future. Start now and stop wollowing in self-pity.
>>35703164
Sort yourself out. See Dr. Peterson.
>>35703164
does anyone have a larger size image of the OP?