Greentext Thread: Feels Edition

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>>35698763
>be me when i was 14 in school
>finally grasp the courage to ask out my crush
>wait for her to be away from her friends and ask her then because muh social autism
>seize opportunity to ask her out
>"h-h-hi their femanon would you like to go out with me????"
>she holds back her laugh and says "ummmm anon i dont think me and you could ever work out... like... ever..."
>she runs off laughing and proceeds to tell all her friends about what just happened
>avoid everybody for the rest of the day
>take a whole month off after that event

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>Struggling with knee injury for the last 2 months, makes it basically impossible to do basic shit like grocery shopping/showering
>The more I try to stay off my bad knee, the worse my good knee gets
>Have to fly home during spring break to get treatment
>Doctor says (after an MRI) that there isn't a simple treatment, I just need to rest it like I've been doing for 2 months which hasn't done anything
>Also suggested some BS isometric exercise for my quads
>Fly back to school 2 days ago
>All alone again, no friends or family
>Isometric exercise has fucked my knees even more
>Literally can't even walk with crutches without pain in both knees.
>Getting a wheelchair delivered to me soon
>No recovery in sight despite the fact that everything should be healing fine
>Broke down crying on the phone with my mom for like 30 minutes
>tfw I literally can't do pic related or anything else

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> be me
> be 17
>dating solid 8/10
>Valentines day is coming up
>got us a table at one of the best restaurants in town
>hoping to get datass.jpg
>be Valentines day
>gf doesn't show
>text her, call her, anything
>nothing
>wait there for 6 fucking hours
>get pissed
>text her about how humiliating this is
>be next day
>find out gf's mom died of lung cancer
>gf breaks down bc she got all my messages
>yells at me, slaps me and leaves
>mfw

>10 yr old me in 3rd grade
>there's a girl we'll call Geraldine, because that's her real name
>most beautiful girl in elementary school, everybody was crazy for her
>except me I guess, I didn't think of girlfriends, I was the nerd, probably liked other girls
>20 July 2005, I remember the day
>the start of my autistic life
>school trip
>water amusement park out of the city
>somehow I end up talking to her
>me, the nerd, walking around with the most beautiful girl in school, alone
>she's really nice and seems like she likes being with me
>puts her head on my shoulder when she is bored
>tells me to get in with her to EVERY attraction, again and again
>she starts talking to a friend of hers an I just hang out a few steps from them, still walking around the park
>not hard to notice they are talking about me
>everytime I look at her she gives me this cute look, as if she thinks I'm the most adorable thing in the fucking world
>she likes me
>don't really realize it fully at the time
>in short, she won leave me alone. Always by my side
>not even mad
>trip ends, we are standing in line for the bus back to school
>her friend comes to me while she stands there at the start of the girls line
>I'm in the boys line, a bit behind in place
>friend comes to me
>Geraldine just asked if you want to "settle" with her (it's an euphemism in my country that means just going out with somebody)
>what the fuck does that even mean
>no way most beautiful girl in school likes me
>Fuck. I froze
>...
>I try to utter a few words
>No. A plain No.
>Has a second chance, friend comes to me again and ask me the same thing again
>No again
>Fuck Anon
>Friend goes disappointed and I see how Gerldines smile fades away as she gets informed about my definitive answer
>I fucking wanted to say yes, don't know why I couldn't
>Regret this all my life. 6 years infatuated with her after thwt

Reaching text limit. Let me know if you want to know more

>>35699621
Sure, let's hear the rest

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>>35699355
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>>35699621
How do you go on a date in 3rd grade? And how are you 10 in 3rd grade?

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Any lonely bots out there in need of someone to talk to?

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>be talking about the "childhood friend" cliche with some people
>remember that there was a girl about my age who lived nextdoor to me when I was around 5 years old
>moved out before I could form any substantial memories
>tfw she will never show up my door to remind me of a promise I made to her but no longer remember

>infatuated
>fucking suck talking to girls
>don't get a girlfriend
>I imagine every second of my life with her
>wish to go back to that day and just say yes
>she gets more beautiful everyday
>but for some reason I just can't get myself to talk to her
>What's worse, she obviously continued liking me through the end of that year
>One time she even invited me (through a friend again) to her birthday
>my fuckijg autistic ass said no
>fuck the day I learnt that word
>it's just so awkward

>and it was like a curse from there on
>if a girl liked me I couldn't realize it
>too autistic for that
>looking back some girls even came close to kissing me without me realizing or doing anything about it
>years later we are in "formation" (that thing where they put all students in rows and director comes in with a microphone to tell them to stop pissing outside the bowl in the bathrooms)
>Gerldines is just at my side, talking to a friend of hers ( and mine) behind me
>that friend gets the amazing idea of including me in the convo
>Geraldine talks to me after like 3 years . I'm frozen
>She just sits there looking at me
>maybe I said a few words but that was all
>still in love with her

>when I finally overcame her i was like 16 and had my awkward first kiss with a friend
>"relationships" which are scarce only last a few weeks, hence the quotes
>I fucking want to die
>trace it back to that day were I could have experienced having a girlfriend and not being as awkward now
>can't talk to women natirally
>get bullied
>insecurity
>thing turns worse
>afraid of asking a girl to be my gf for fear of fuckijg it up as always
>alone
>experience internet
>can't believe I turned out to be that guy in movies with acne that gets bullied everyday and no one takes seriously

How can a one syllable word change your life in such a way? Butterfly effect anyone?

>>35699987
me
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>>35699987
sort of

origami

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>>35698763
>Wanted to write a book for years
>Finally writing it
>Did some networking at a recent bookfair
>tfw taking those first steps to achieve something greater

>>35699860
here's a (you) famalamamam

>>35700356
What's the book about anon?

>>35700382
thanks
>>35700356
thats great, anon, I think my prose is good but I don't actually have anything even similar to an solid plot idea

>>35698763
>tfw learn I was a mistake
>not a big surprise, I'm an only child and my parents clearly didn't like each other
>married just 7 months before I was born
>suddenly remember a discussion I had had with my mother on abortion
>I remember a very specific example she gave of a situation where abortion should be legal
>fucking perfectly matches her and my father
>realize that my father was the only reason this psycho bitch hadn't killed me
>realize that I had always treated my father like shit
>mfw no reaction image is enough to describe that horror

>>35699379
UNDERAGED NORMIE REEEEEEEEEEEEEE

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>stray cat starts hanging around our house
>starts living with us
>I'm NEET so we spend all day every day together
>we're inseparable
>she sleeps in my bed, won't leave me alone ever, cries outside the bathroom door if i even take a 5 minute shower
>after a few years i move away to study
>she cries for me every day
>travelling back home is difficult because the cost and length of trip
>decide after months to finally travel back to see her
>walk through the door my mom tells me that she passed away a week ago
>she died all alone in an empty house with no-one around her
>i didn't even get to say one last goodbye to my best friend
>all i can think about is how she would've wanted me to be there in her final hours and i let her down

I'll carry that guilt forever.

>alone in the darkness of my bedroom
>not doing anything other than laying in Ed and babbling to myself
>mother barges in
>"ANON, WHO ARE YOU TALKING TO?!?!? SOMEONE ON YOUR PHONE!!?!!?! THATD BE GOOD FOR YOU!!!"
>tell her no
>"please leave"

>>35700521
Know matter how poorly you treat him he'll always love you anon. If he's not dead you should call him.

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>>35700688
God damn that is sad. Try to remember though that you had no say in his death and being there while he died would've probably been even sadder.

Godspeed anon.

>sister tells me i should find a friend on kik
>girl randomly kiks me
>we chat
>we talk everyday
>one day we we had a weird argument
>she tells me about her ex boyfriend
>she talks about her online orbiters
>stop talking to her for awhile
>she tells me she misses me
>i tell her i miss her
>she deactivates her account and block me on social media

this was the closest thing i had to a girlfriend and i miss the chats we had

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>be me
>few years ago when i was 16
>canadian
>ever since i was young i dreamed of being a soldier
>fighting for glory
>keep peace
>the whole nine yards
>mother supports me the whole way
>she encourages me
>decide to join the canadian armed forces at 16 years old which is the minimum joining age for the army
> my signs me in (you needed premission at that age)
>she just suddenly starts tearing into me everyday
>berating me
>telling me i have problems
>wont help me
>compares me to my friends who are fry cooks while im a soldier
>she says iv accomplished nothing
>fuckingwhore.avi
>i made my dreams come true at 16
>she fucking hates me now for no reason
>she wouldnt even see me sworn in :(
I FUCKING MADE MY DREAMS COME TRUE AND 16 AND YOU FUCKING TEAR ME TO PIECES, YOU WERE ALL I HAD MOM AND NOW YOU DID THIS

>>35701936
>I FUCKING MADE MY DREAMS COME TRUE
All you did was sign a piece of paper that literally anyone without a disability can do.

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>be me
>be 8
>get invited by the neighborhood kids to play flashlight tag
>show up at kid's house
>they immediately shove me in a trash can and kick it down a hill

>>35702346
no, before we even get to sign papers there is physical testing which must be taken in order for the army to even consider i worked hard to get where i am.

I wish I could kill people over the internet. Why should anyone deserve to be born better than me?

>>35703419
pathetic.

sounds like you're still 16

>ten years ago
>give up on 3d women
>devote myself to my waifu
>stop talking to women in real life

>realize it was a waste
>realize I don't hate women
>I just hate myself
>realize all I really want is to grow old with a girl
>realize I've missed the boat for any of this
>realize I'm 32 and still a neet khv
>give up on women again
at least I have my waifu still.

>be me
>be 6
>dad takes us to get a dog.
>fuck yes
>my little brother and I sit in the back seat as my dad hands my mom the cutest beagle I've ever seen to this day.
>Mom can only say "NO WAY" over and over
>dog was a little bastard, but loved him anyway
>he lays in bed with me, curled around my feet, or I hold him like a stuffed animal. for over 12 years.
>dog was a total bro. I would play the piano and he would howl along because the piano was so old it couldn't be tuned anymore
>His favorite song was pop goes the weasel
>He would always get excited when I would play it, running next to the bench and howling
>He would run around in the grass and when I would go out to get him he would just lay down and not move, he would get this smug look on his face and would stay like that until he saw a hawk or I got peanut butter out
>I had unnatural skill at arcade claw machines and would bring him home stuffed animals every time I saw one. His favorite one that I gave him was a purple three eyed monster.
>Fast forward to two weeks ago on thursday. Get a bunch of calls, but in class so I don't bother to answer.
>Start getting texts, dad simply says "call me."
>Walk into hallway
>call dad
>My dog has died.
>They called me after he had passed and my family was leaving the vet.
>I could've been there in his last moments
>His body was taken for cremation so I never even got to say goodbye to my best friend

>>35699987
None of my childhood friends contact me anymore, we all moved on. Why am I so different than them? We dont get along like we used to. I still remember playing N64 with my friend and being in their house like it was yesterday

>>35704465
u from mex fellow robot?

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>Be me
>Sophmore in highschool
> All of my really good friends have moved away or have become absolute dick heads
>forced to hang out with autist group of dweebs and faggots so i'm not alone
>feel more alone than ever
>all I have are friends online that barley even like me
>The girl I like is hated by all of my "friends" so whenever I make a move i get torn to shreds by them
>mfw I really want to die

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>freshman in high school, summer break is almost through
>relaxing, playing vidya and shit
>find out that one of my best friends died in a car accident
>constantly thought that there's no fucking way that happened
>car hit him while he was walking home from work at night, car accidentally went over the sidewalk and hit him while he was waiting for the light
>driver wasn't drunk or high or anything apparently, just dark and lost control of the car somehow
>friend technically survived, but suffered massive brain damage
>family pulled the plug on him because there would have been no chance in hell he'd recover
>kept on thinking it was all one big dream, like I was gonna wake up at any moment
>went back to school (funeral hasn't happened yet), constantly kept thinking that one day he'll show up and say hi to me in the hallways
>went to his funeral, relatively empty, he had few friends, though quite a bit of his family showed up
>wasn't even paying attention to the funeral proceedings, just felt like a big blur
>go home, take shower, mom asked if I needed anything, just went to lie down
>guidance counselor calls me in
>she asks how I'm doing, all the usual shit
>tell her I'm starting to feel a bit better but still a bit shook up
>doesn't pry further but gives me some advice that helped a lot though
>recommends I take up a hobby he was interested in
>knew that he was into photography, constantly went with me to the local library to borrow books on it and was saving up to buy a good camera
>decide to learn it, maybe it'll be healthy to take up a hobby
>pick up a Nikon D50 that I got in a sale, kept practicing, go around parks and woods to take generic photos
>find that it helped me relax, clear my head

Due to being busy for most of high school, I didn't practice as much as I'd like, so I'm not that good. I do plan on studying up on it and brushing up on my photography skills and take it a lot more seriously.

>>35704033
smart people don't sign up to be soldiers

>>35698964
Ouch ! - Stay strong anon

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>>35698964
>be me when i was 14 in school
>finally grasp the courage to ask out my crush
>approach her during lunch, told all the other boys I was asking her out because muh social autism
>seize opportunity to ask her out during lunch
>"h-h-hi their femanon would you like to go out with me????"
>she looks like a deer caught in the headlights of a car, "E...ee... No thanks, anon"
>I return to the boys a little unnerved, they pat me on the back and I go about my day a little down.
>Play basketball for the rest of lunch
>tfw when she is my friend now, however since I am joining the army I don't feel right about getting into a romantic relationship now.