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how do you face reality and accept that you are aging?
I can't believe i left high school more then a decade ago
i just cant believe how fast time has gone by
i just can't believe i havent done anything with my life
the gap between 2004-2007 is the gap between when halo 2 and halo 3 came out
i can't believe the gap between 2014/2017 is just as big
i just can't accept these realities, the fact that im not a teen
the fact that im not in my early 20's anymore
the fact that i havent even began to start my life
the fact that iv been doing the same shit every single day since 2008
the fact that i havent met the girl i wanted despite actually trying
the fact that i never landed the right job despite actually trying
the fact that circumstances took me out of my path
the actual truth is that i have so much rage boiling up its eating me up for fuck sake
looking in the mirror shocks me
i have 0 things to live for, look forward to
I have tried multiple things to get out
so much failure in my life, im bitter as fuck
i hate myself cause this isnt the natural version of my self
its like iv become that angry old man
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>>35695949
i got some advice for you anon
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>>35695949
Why did you have such high hopes? What was your path?
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well, you can always pretend you're 20...
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>>35695949
>the fact that circumstances took me out of my path
man i really feel you on that one. when terrible things happen that are legitimately outside of your control is the absolute worst. you have no closure, there's nothing you could have done. it's awful. like if it were your fault it would've been nice because then you can at least rationalize "well, i just did this wrong so next time i'll dot his" but god hates us so much that he won't even afford us that minor luxury. and you can't complain about it either because most people will assume you're lying and that there must be SOMETHING you could have done. but nope. i hate it.
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Jared Fogle may be a good role model for you.
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>>35695949
You have nice skin
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Stop worrying about all of that.
Realize that either there is a God and the only thing that matters is your salvation and therefore your repentance. Live according to his laws and deepen your devotion to Christ.
Or there is no such thing as a God or an afterlife and none of it matters anyway. Become a Nihilist and live for your own enjoyment. Find something that makes you happy (vidya, hookers, drugs, a hobby, a project, ...) and live the rest of your life being content.
Happiness is a choice and you shouldn't let your life be defined by what society wants you to do.
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>>35696081
TINY THINGS REALLY FUCKED ME UP
THE THINGS THAT REALLY FUCKED ME UP
ARE THE TINY TINY MINOR THINGS
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>>35695949
>the fact that you can still change if you want to
you didn't become like this in a day and it will take much more than a day to get where you want to
you can try meditating 1 min each day
but make it so without breaks
good habits like bad ones go hand in hand
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