Storytime

>be me
>have shitty genes
>have powerful autism
>nobody gives a fuck about me

A short story, but really what else can be said?

>>35685161
I'm so bored of everything that I can't think of anything worth doing.

>>35685161
I mean how you found this site mainly, and the circumstances

>be me
>life gets molded into a joke

I got bored so I came here to find autistic people to make friends with because they are more interesting then normal people

>>35685161
I watched welcome to the NHK as a freshman in college and I already lost all my friends in middle school

>>35685161
>social outcast
>no talents or skills
>ugly
>actually autistic

>>35685161
>giant nerd
>in constant pain because there are no other nerds to talk to
>eventually end up here
>never leave, this is the only place that understands

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>>35685161
>age 8 - 12
>still played with legos
>brought lego to school sometimes
>played by myself near the school fence to gain distance from normalfags
>girl asked if she could join me
>said yes and she started joining me playing with legos
>followed me home sometimes
>get a letter a couple of days later
>"Hi anon! Would you like to be my boyfriend, YES [ ] or NO [ ]
>autistic me crossed the NO without thinking and gave it back to her personally in school

>age 12 - 16
>switched school
>had all of these chads and stacies in my class
>one qt 3.14 innocent blonde thin nerdy girl with a thigh gap
>got a crush on her
>I'm really shy but I start to smalltalk with her outside of class and on the way to classes
>started being extra nice towards her like a cringy "nice guy"
>randomly one day when I sat alone at a table she came over and sat next to me
>we smalltalked and later I got her number
>started texting her for a couple of weeks
>she didn't answer or didn't answer often
>autistic me decided it was a good idea to ask her out on a movie
>she agrees but in the same reply she implies that she will bring friends, when I thought we would go together just the two of us
>tell I meant just the two of us
>she tells me it will be more fun if we bring more people
>get even more autistic and spill all my spaghetti over text confessing my love for her
>she thanks me for the compliments and tells me she never thought of me in that way
>she friendzones me and she barely speaks to me in school anymore
>crushed my self confidence that I've built up over the years

>age 16 - 20
>parents force me to take driver's license even though I don't want it
>go to a couple of driving sessions and study nothing about traffic rules etc
>driving test
>get this fat fuck that changes his mind 2 seconds before I go through with his last command/direction
>he fails me
>feel extremely sad and start crying
>driving instructor stood right infront of the car and could see me crying
>autist run away

>>35685161
>be me
>have severe depression
>schizoid
>mercilessly bullied by everyone in primary school due to being different from the rest
>fucked up in the head
>overweight
>currently a neet

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>>35685161
>Live in the countryside. Never learnt how to speak to other kids for that reason.
>Borned with dyslexia (compensed now on the reading, not with numbers)
>Only One kid around I can be friend with before school.
>He tosses me against the concrete one day, leaving a scar on my face that I still hold.
>As he's older and I'm a dumb kid with no other dude to play with, I let him scam me pokemon cards and general bully me around.

>Elementary school age. (5-10)
>Have to go to Small town school.
>4 boys, 17 females classroom.
>Wow 3 friends.
>1 of this friends Is my best friend.
>He invites me over from time to time.
>Later thoose years he becomes a weird gay faggot.
>He does gay shit to me.

Mid school age (10-13)
>Still living in the countryside
>End up in class of tards casinists.
>I'm a calmer and shyer boy than everyone else
>Professors love me because i'm not a little devil, so they give me good grades.
>Get the stupid idea of being "intelligent" out of thoose days.
>Only one friend at that school.

Highschool days (13-18).
>End up in calm class.
>Already fucked up at this point.
>I'm the quiet one.
>Later with years and me get used to the people in that class i become the "Weird Eccentric Nerd type"
>2 friends out of there.
>Pre-school neighboudg friend becomes Weed addict.
>Elementary school friend Becomes Weed addict.
>Mid school friend Becomes Weed Addict.
>I'm back at the start. I've 2 friends.
>They're spergy like me.
>No gf, Bad grades because I'm stupid and lazy
>But life is going pretty good.

>University days (18-now)
>Don't like what I'm doing.
>Fall into neetness.
>Feel sad most of the time.
>Just want to disappear.
>Thinking about the future makes me feel bad.
>I distract my mind with unimportant nonsense.


>>35685663
>"Hi anon! Would you like to be my boyfriend, YES [ ] or NO [ ]
>autistic me crossed the NO without thinking and gave it back to her personally in school
This was some pretty funny unimportant nonsense.

>>35685161
>black
>damm boi look at her ass
>struggle for appropriate response
oh no

>>35685161
There was a discussion on /pol/ about liberal faggots using this board so i wanted to check it out.

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>Slowly start to hate niggers and sandniggers
>Slowly wish for white ethnostate
>Discover /pol/
>I'm home

>>35685161
>Have autism
>Also have an above average IQ
>Started hearing voices

We started from the bottom now we are here

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>be me
>born to young single mother
>biological father left when i was 3
>it was always me and my mother my entire life
>had a pretty normal childhood for the most part thanks to my great mom and family that was around
>fast forward to 13th birthday
>at my grandmothers house playing my game cube and eating pizza
>get a call mom is in the hospital
>came out of fucking nowhere, i just saw her yesterday
>her kidneys start failing her, gets put on dialysis. she gets flown to colorado.
>drive to colorado the same day
>she dies overnight
>i'm overcome with deep sadness and complete disillusionment of my childhood and adolescence
>slowly and slowly withdraw into heavy depression
>sleep all day, eat nothing, i felt nothing but heavy and dense sadness
>browse the internet more and more
>on an anime forum people talk about 4chan
>begin browsing and don't understand what the fuck the culture of the site is about
>4chan slowly fills the communicative void at times
>that was 9 years ago (2008)

I hate all of you most of the time, but I love all you bastards at the same time because we're all alone together on this shithole.

>>35687619
We all somehow managed to get lower than the bottom. We are in hell.

>>35687851
sorry for your lots, anon. at least you have a valid reason for being depressed and hating life, unlike most of us.

>>35687951
If this is hell, then satan is really fucking tame

>Be me
>Had potential for good life but constantly fuck it up
>Get friendzoned/rejected constantly
>Hear about this degenerate website
>Check it out because curious
>/r9k/ hit too close to home
>Stuck here ever since

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>Be always outgoing and friendly growing up
>Since I could talk that's what I loved to do most
>Never had a problem making friends
>Middle school rolls around, and I start slowly becoming a nerd
>RuneScape, Sonic, Ninja Turtles, Age of Empires, Family Matters (TV show)
>Started acting nerdy and "different" on purpose for attention
>Enter high school, this is my first time NOT in a private school
>Performing Arts school, endless fags and weirdos, makes anything I was like seem cool in comparison

This is where the changes happened

>Decided to become the fun person
>Go back to being charismatic, mostly normal, and, most of all, I became interesting
>Start going on treacherous hikes, searching for abandoned mines, taught myself to free dive in the ocean, went camping near a nuclear waste site, almost arrested for arson, trespassed into an area with high level politicians and first ladies, got off with a warning.

>All these things made me the "most interesting guy in school" by 12th grade. The only people who I didn't get along with were the douchebag "cool kids".

A part of me then realized that I completely hated most people, and even making them like me DIDN'T DO JACK-FUCKING-SQUAT to make me like them.
They're a bunch of knee-jerk retards, act like they're smart, support emotional politics over logic, talk about the SAME NORMIE BULLSHIT all the fucking time!
"Hey do you guys like movies?"
"Oh ya! Hur hur hur! Back 2 da Future so good RIGHT?! And Star Wars! And AVENGERS"

>I WAS SICK OF THAT SHIT! THEY ARE THE MOST USELESS AND UTTERLY BORING PEOPLE! REEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!

>Got into politics more, discovered pol, but slowly realized that r9k was where I belonged

YES I know I'm not a robot, but this is the only place I can freely speak and still feel welcomed even after saying what I actually think! You guys are real fucking people, not these zombie shells of humans I encounter every day

>Pic unrelated

>>35685259
don't waste your time on 4chan then faggot

>>35685161
>be me
>Failed normie
>always lean towards social media
>like the idea of connecting with people
>but always afraid of saying true feelings because afraid of alienating "friends"
>have tumblr
>love the anonymous aspect
>always love reading those silly greentexts
>realize tumblr is cancer
>bored, need outlet
>decide to give 4chan a shot
>no boards really interest me besides /fit/
>want board for all kinds of interests
>find /r9k/
>can say for sure I'm more autistic now then I was before browsing

>>35685161
>molested by sister at the of 6
>was beaten all the time as a kid
>never left home aside from school and things like that
>didn't make real friends early on which left me socially stunted
>was bullied for having gaped teeth/being an "Oreo"
I think that's it

I have "friends" now in college
But in reality they just tolerate me being their and talk about Pokemon or other video games

>be 12
>browsing Encyclopedia Dramatica
>constant links to /b/
>stay on /b/ for like 7 years
>realize how shitty it is
>migrate to /r9k/
>been here for 4 years

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>come out as trans
>"accepted" by most, but still alienated
>say I support Trump
>"So you hate black people anon?"
>Lose all my liberal friends
>develop extreme fear of telling anyone anything about myself
>can barely have a conversation for fear I may let go some information

>>35688441
>the trans degenerate killed the thread
fucking sub human filth