Child molestation

Atleast you know what happened. I was drugged by a family member multiple times, I don't think it would have stuck with me had i known/ remembered what happened. But now i think about it every day

>>35683646
what member of your family?

>>35683943
step dad, well after him and my mom split

>>35683547
My dad used to suck on my boobs when I was 11-16 and he thought I was asleep.

>not being the one who molested his family members
you need to learn how to alpha

>>35683962
lose your manboobs, fattie

>>35683962
Stop it, my penis can only get so hard.

>>35683646
how much of a fat fuck are you to keep eating what he gave you?

>>35683646
Did he spike your stuff randomly? Was it like a recurring prank but with butt sex?

>>35683962
what made it stop?

>>35684071
I started going to the gym and lost my manbreasts

>>35684021
>>35684044

he would invite his friends over, they would drink and play games and invite me into it, they were presumably lacing my drinks.

the last time i remember step dad was playing the guitar, me and his friend were singing. I had a drink of coke, then the night was completely blank. I wake up violently ill in my sisters bed which no recollection of how i got there, but i knew "something" had gone on, he acted strange until my mom picked me up and took me to the doctors.

this kinda thing happened at least two other times. I was too naive to understand what was happening.

>>35684122
I'm pretty sure you just got a hangover, anon.

>>35684071
My parents got divorced and I moved out with my mum

It happened a lot of times, anon. The first time my dad spanked my naked butt for swearing on the dinner table. The second time he pinched my left nipple for farting on the living room, he said it wasn't "lady-like". It escalated from there, he once stuck his fingers on my throat, which was pretty hurtful. I tried to act better after that because he threatened to fuck my mouth if I didn't "stop being a whore".

Thank God I moved out before that happened.

These stories are getting me hard

>>35684249
You're sick, anon! Rape is serious and can seriously affect someone's life. It's the reason I became the slut I am today

>>35683962
>16

Oh, come on. You were complicit by that time.

>>35684228
yikes

glad you moved out

>>35684289
Don't lie you probably relive the abuse by dating men who treat you the same as your molester. That's why you're a slut. You like being that way. You like the attention. It's only form of love you know.

>>35684363
Shut up! You can't treat me like that! Who are you to judge me?

>>35684379
Just calling it how I see it :)
If you need a man to help you relive your trauma and enjoy your shameful urges let me know. Remember you can never quarantine the past.

>>35684309
Tbh, yes. I hated it at first, then it became what I looked forward to everynight. I still think about it when I masturbate.

Yeah I was molested. Arguably started when I was 9, my father made me shower with him a few times. I didn't really understand it was sexual until a year later. But he'd rub his hands all over my body, down my vagina, over my breasts. Then a year later, my mother passed away and it was just us. He used to make me suck his penis and sometimes he'd play with my vagina but that was about it. When I was 11 he raped me during my sleep, after this he had sex with me continuously until I was around 15.

>>35684494
Hot are you a slut now? How do you get along with your father now?

>>35684484
That's incredibly sick.

>>35684511
t. Mahmoud Mohammad

>>35684511
No, I am not a promiscuous person. I talked to my father in fall of 2015 and it didn't end well, he broke my arm after I attempted to stab him. Haven't talked to him since.

>>35684122
What did the doctor say?

>>35684551
Sounds like a incredibly traumatizing childhood. How did you get out of that situation/ how are you getting along?

>>35684551
He sounds like a piece of shit. I would have kept fucking you.

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>>35684494
Keep going anon my dick is rock solid

my mom used to grind on top of me and make out with me when I was 5-12

>>35684589
No more monkeys jumping on the bed

>>35684539
Not Muslim try again

>>35684609
I tried to commit suicide when I was 15, I got put into a mental health hospital. I got stuck in the system because of a few different reasons, but I was institutionalized in various psych wards until I was 19. I only talked to my father in 2015 because I thought maybe he changed which was a dumb idea. I have a lot of stories about my childhood as I was somewhat of a prostitute, if you want to know anything just ask. As for me now, eh, daddy issues and mood swings, the usual damaged girl stuff.

>>35684551
how did that talk go? when are you having make-up sex?

>>35684551
Maybe you should find a new daddy, Anon.

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Not even my own parents would touch me, you're all so lucky

>>35684681
you were a child prostitute too?

>>35684681
How much do you charge? Did you get any STDs?

>>35684681
so is your name Nat?

>>35684681
I'd like to stick my dick in you

>>35684721
Mine had sex in front of me while I watched and cried in the same bed.

Now I have a cuckolding fetish.

>>35684681
Ever been to Comet Ping Pong?

I got drugged and plowed in the anal cavity up until like 12 from like 4 or younger i dont remember. I don't remember if i was pimped out to mad people or if it was just the one dude. not the worst thing that happened to me tho, i have mad scars and burns on my dick and balls, thats probably the worst

>>35684724
Sorta, my father pimped me out. It wasn't a 24/7 thing, but it's something I had to do every once in a while.

>>35684727
I don't charge anything as I'm not a prostitute anymore. As for what people used to pay to have sex with me, I don't know that either. That was between my father and the clients. I never found out how much money people paid to have sex with me. I have no STDs and never had any STDs, thankfully.

>>35684730
No, my name begins with an R. Sorry but you got the wrong person.

>>35684753
Just had to look that up to see if it was real. No, I haven't.

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My step father allowed my brother come into my room at night and rape for about a year straight before it ended up stopping. My mother had to have been aware of it but no one did anything to stop him. This with also extreme emotional abuse made me start to look for outlets to express my distress and i started torturing animals. Now-days i have rape fantasy's and i get turned on from the thought of hurting animals/ things weaker than me.

>>35684551
didnt you say he sold you to other men or something? i remember you from a thread similar to this

>>35684814
Yeah, that was me. I don't like the term 'sold', as I know people who were sold. 'rented' is a better term

I was giving my father HJ's and BJ's from about 12-14 not realizing it was a sex thing. Long time ago (long before internet).

>>35684814
oh disregard this, ive read the rest of the thread

>>35684781
Did you ever have any pregnancy scares? What do you do now?

>>35683547
I had an older friend who made me do sexual stuff with him for about 5 years when I was a kid. I think he was molested by his family too because he was nutty and wouldn't say much about his home life other than he sometimes showered with his older sister (who was hot)

>>35684846
???

>>35684866
No pregnancy scares. I'm just your average NEET nowdays. Looking to hopefully get my drivers license at the the age of 23 some time this year and maybe getting a job.

>>35684890
anon you make me so sad ;_;

>>35684890
>???
what's your question?

originally

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I was molested by my earth science teacher in 6th grade. I was your typical problem child in school. Show up late, immediately sleep in class, didn't participate and parents didn't give a shit. Most of my teachers said I wouldn't amount to anything so I figured why even bother. My science teacher was different. He didn't judge me, talked to me like an actually person, let me hangout with him during lunch period and would give me a couple of dollars for food and stuff. One day during lunch it was just me and him as usual and he started touching me on my shoulder and then he grabbed my dick. I told him i didn't feel comfortable with this and he said I didn't know what I was saying. I told him if he did it again I would tell someone. He smile and said "You know you wanted it, go ahead and tell somebody you'll be known as a faggot to all your classmate. He never touch me after that and treated me like shit just loke the other teachers.

>>35684927
did you Iike it? male or female

>>35684958
>He didn't judge me
He= male, dumbass

>>35684916
I'm sorry ;_;
No need to be sad, my life now may be boring but I'm not being abused by my father and co anymore

>>35684927
I'm just wondering how you didn't know sucking a penis was sexual

>>35684958
Didn't like it or dislike it. Felt I was helping my father.

>>35685029
No sex education, strict Catholic family, pre-internet days. I now it's hard to think that a 12 year old wouldn't know about sex these days but it was different back then.

>>35685025
referred to a different thread, dumbass

>>35684158
>coke
>hangover

wew lad we got a smarti ova hea

Anyone else here avoid sex now? I hate sex because it makes me feel how I did when I was being molested.

>>35684753
>Trump's alright but Hillary runs a child prostitution ring out of a Ping Pong Pizza shop

>>35685194
I hate being close to people, physically, especially intimately. I can barely stand having a doctor use a stethoscope on me.

>>35685194
I don't know if I actively avoid so much as it just never happens to me plus I'm afraid I won't be able to get hard because of Anxiety

Uncle, memories where blurry until I decided to do 3g of shrooms, now they are 16k 3D with surround sound.

>>35685194
I'm afraid of sex but im hypersexual at the same time. It's a weird feeling.

>>35685194
Not afraid of sex but sometimes if I'm doing oral on my bf I get flashbacks.

>>35683962
>Tits or GTFO
>Mandatory

>>35684651
top post, should have more (you)'s

cmon there had to be SOMETHING you liked about being molested, right? these are all sad stories what the heck is up with that?

>>35685932
Well sure, when I was around 12 I began to actual feel more pleasure from the sex. I remember my first orgasm. Growing up being abused in such a way, I felt the only thing I was good at was sex. So when I was being molested and fucked, it felt good in a sick way because I felt that was the only thing I was good for. It was a strange love of being hurt, not something that can easily be described.

>>35686094
so if it didnt hurt and you were treated with love you wouldnt have really minded?

>>35686123
No, but you're proposing something that didn't happen. I also don't know what I'd think like if I wasn't hurt so much. I grew to love being abused and molested because it's what I felt like I was good at and the only time I felt loved, if I felt love outside of being abused, I don't know how I'd feel

Those of you who have been through this stuff, the girl I am seeing for casual sex is hypersexual and likes being raped, beaten, cut etc. She doesn't really like to do 'nice' sex stuff like kissing and soft sensual sex. Do you think she was abused? I've suspected it the whole time but I'm not sure how to ask.

>>35686182
hmm yes yes, interesting. so why did you stop liking being abused it seems like you ruined a good thing by shifting the paradigm

>>35686205
Because I wanted to be abused exclusively by my dad, not by other people he'd pimp me out to. I wasn't being abused because he loved me, I was being abused because he saw the dollar in me.

>>35686182
Would you want to get violently fucked and 'abused' in a consentual way if you had sex now?

>>35686235
I get the feeling if he was banging you out of love everything would have been alright. that's the real tragedy. cursed avarice rears its head again

>>35686247
Yes, it makes me feel loved. Soft sex feels fake. Being hurt is the greatest way to show love.

>>35686257
Yes, but he didn't love me. So it doesn't matter, I dislike talking about hypotheticals.

>>35686182
>and the only time I felt loved
This so much. Remember that many molesters rely on winning their victim over with compliments and "love". I came from a pretty shitty family and immediately fell for that. I knew the guy for months and craved his attention and "love", even though sometimes he hurt me.

>>35686304
your experiences are only real to you, madam. to us it's all hypothetical, I'm afraid.

>>35686304
Do you think you could come around to nice sex with the right person?

>>35686360
she's damaged goods anon, you're better than that

>>35683547
When I was 4 a babysitter tried to take scissors to my penis. I thought for the longest time during my childhood that I made it up, but my mom assured me and insisted that it was real and that there was blood. I still don't know what to believe.

>>35684551
>he broke my arm after I attempted to stab him
alpha as fuck.
>tfw you will never be this alpha

>>35686378
I would be more interested in strangling and hate fucking her desu I've gotten quite good at playing that role, just curious to hear her feelings on the matter.

>age 12
>spending the night at a friend's house
>we're both lying on the floor talking about stuff
>out of nowhere he says he wants to put his dick in my ass
>decline, but he overpowered me
>goes at it for what seems like an eternity
>finishes and tells me to go clean myself
>he says that no one will believe me if i try to speak up about it

10 years later and now I hate being touched and consider suicide everyday.

>>35686424
>he's had sex and he abuses women
fucking norman. don't reply to me any more lest you sully me

When I was in my teens(13-14) and I was a fairly shy girl but I put a lot of effort into my appearance so if I put in the effort I was, for someone of that age, drop dead gorgeous.

I was in a small town and a middle school of about 400 or so kids. There were constant rumors about sex and the sort like "there was some people in a bathroom getting a blowjob!!" And the sort. I was doing theatre at the time and so I'd be at school until 6. We were doing some musical(my memory is fuzzy due to repression) one night some of the cast members gang raped me and told me to never speak of it, so I never did. This wasn't the first, nor last time they did it but they were later caught for molesting some 6th grader a year later

>>35686338
Well, my point still stands. He didn't hurt me out of love, he just hurt me because he could, and gave me to others so they could hurt me for his profit. I don't know if he ever loved me, I don't know if he is capable of love.

>>35686360
No. I don't like the idea. I'm used to being hurt and being treated like meat, that's what makes me feel loved. Soft sex is for other people, I know I'm meat and wanted to be treated as such. I don't expect others to understand

>>35686465
OK. Want me to rape and abuse you?

>>35686447
did you like it at all?

>>35686414
I'm a 90 pound skeleton, it doesn't take much effort to break my arm. Not exactly alpha.

>>35686490
No. Besides, you asking is a turn off.

>>35686465
Post a picture of your body you fucking slut

whats the point of posting anonymous rape stories if youre not gonna get into the taboo aspects like that you enjoyed it and orgazmed and shit?

>>35686543
I prefer consent to be established first, I don't like the thought of actually raping someone but its fun to play.

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My mom used to french kiss me till I was about 5 years old.
Dunno how to feel about it, desu.

>>35686543
you had a knife though. even a skelly should at least be able to get a stab or two in

>>35686465
Roastie translation: soft sex??? Ewww you fucking beta how dare you even suggest this? I need a strong alpha to hurt the shit out of me to make me cum.

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Just a reminder that you will never regain the purity that was taken from you. You will always be broken. Nothing will fix you.

It is sorry that you have to live with the worst consequences of our normality-filthed world.

>>35686547
I'll pass. There's only one picture of me I willingly put on the internet and the idea still bothers me. Also I wasn't a slut, I was a whore, get your words right.

>>35686566
If you want to know something just ask

>>35686603
Play seems pointless to me although I know others are into it.

>>35686664
well, you're halfway right. Soft sex does feel less pleasurable, physically and emotionally

>>35686701
i've gotten all I needed from you. I need fresh perspectives from different abused women now

>>35686701
You didnt get paid you slut, stop bullshitting everyone and fuck off

>>35686701
You're not really submissive as you say, if you won't even post your whore meat body when told to.

>>35686730
My father got paid though, it's not like I did it for free or for my enjoyment. You're factually wrong using the word slut.

>>35686701
The fun of play is taking things a little further than she wants, enough to scare her a bit and make her feel like she legitimately has no control even though she agreed to it. It's a fine art, you have to be a bit empathetic and a bit sadistic simultaneously

>>35686746
I am submissive, just not for strangers. As I said above, I'm not slutty. Besides, there's multiple porn boards on this site.

>>35686787
But why play when you can do the real thing? Knowing any moment you could just have your way with her? That's what my father did to me, I knew whenever he was around he could have his way with me any moment he wanted and he could go as far as he wanted. And he never went too far even though he could, and that's why I fell in love with him originally because I thought him not hurting me more meant he loved me.

>>35686758
>I'm a whore because I didn't get paid for sex

you're a dumb slut/a roleplaying neet

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Friendly reminder the vast majority of child molestations are not done by pedophiles but average folks who are horny and just want a body to fuck or dominate.

>Any other molested people have stories to share?
I was taken behind a shed by a teenage neighbor and forced to "play swords."

My mother probably molested me as we showered till I was 7-8 together, she wiped my butt till I was 12 because she never bothered to teach me, and slept in the same bed every night till I was at least 11, and then often afterwards too, cuddling.
She also used to stick laxities up my butt because I was constipated because I was a corpse-muncher and had little fiber or water in my diet, nor activity in my life.

>>35686729
What perspectives are you looking for? (I'm >>35684846 )

>>35686826
What you're describing is pretty much what I do. Except it isn't my daughter obviously. The 'play' part only comes into it because I know she likes that shit, there is never any expressed consent.

>>35686865
there was no penetration though so im less interested but you can tell me what was going through your mind when you were blowing him. i know you said it didnt seem sexual, but what specifically was going through your mind, especially at the point he climaxed. tell me how he treated you afterwards too and if you liked it

>>35686830
Slut
>a woman who has many casual sexual partners
Whore
>a prostitute.

Which do you think applies best to me? Outside of being pimped I've had two partners in my life. I am not a slut, sorry friend.

>>35686880
That's a very lovely thing, to know you're at the mercy of someone else, to know they don't go too far because they love you. That's very sweet.

I was
probably messed me up more than I think

>dad finds me wearing dress
>cry and tell him I wish I was a girl
>he doesnt get mad and instead says its ok
>starts buying me girls clothes
>says he wants to 'teach' me how to be a girl which is code for fuck me
>have sexual relationship for 4 years
>threatens to expose my desire to be a girl when I dont want to go through with it
>suddenly kills himself when im 15

Ive posted this here a lot of times

>>35686946
you killed your dad lol wtf

>>35686318
Iris?
This is so original it's not funny

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>tfw that one thread that always makes your dick hard
I love these threads

>>35686915
Its getting a bit old for me and I feel like it comes from an unhealthy place. Like I feel as though I am reinforcing those ideas and whatever trauma caused her to think that way.

>be 12
>niece is 8
>we hang out a lot
>i make her give me a handjob
>she stops talking to me

>>35687005
I can't speak for her but for me, my issues aren't going to go away. I want the trauma reinforced because it's what feels right. Maybe she's different, I don't know. But I dislike the idea of being 'fixed'

I hate people that had traumatic childhoods

>>35687027
>tfw did the same thing twice but with sister
Ironically she doesn't seem to rember it happening

>>35687091
me too especially when they dont cough up the details

>>35684494
Did you swallow your daddy's cum?

>>35686994
No. Not Iris.

>>35687091
I wish they would show their boi and fem pussy to us

>>35683962
Tfw he sucked on them so much, I started lactating at 12.

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>>35683962
>>35687133
how sick of a person does a father have to be to do something like this jfc

>>35686909
I didn't know what "climax" was. When I first saw him masturbate I thought he peed.

My father was a drunk, but he was our protector (my mother was a violent drunk) so I just wanted to do what my father asked so I could stay on his good side. So when he asked (told) me to help with his masturbation I just did it.

>>35687162
>not sucking sweet milk out of your dauthers tits
faggot

>>35687165
what about after he came in your mouth was he affectionate towards you? seems like you did it out of selfpreservation not love and he seemed to just want to get a nut. what do you think about that?

>>35687117
Yes, I had to.

>>35687204
luckily for everyone you will never have a daughter

>>35687133

damnit lol i avoided an erection until now ;w;

>>35687133
He told me he'd "help" me with their development and he'd message them and "track their progress"

>>35687236
>he doesn't know what adoption or kidnapping is
faggotX2

>>35684651
My sides are gone
Thank you anon
Probably not original

>>35687275
>tfw know you're just an RPing faggot but this is still hot

>>35687048
Do you like or dislike the idea of being broken?

>>35687287
they don't let morally decrepit losers adopt children, and go ahead, kidnap a child because I'd like to see someone like you in prison

>>35687334
>he thinks i cant find a way to kill myself if arrested
>he thinks everyone on r9k is him
man you're on a role at being a faggot today

>>35687321
It's complicated. I hate being broken but it's what I am, and I hate myself because of it. But at the same time I wouldn't want to be someone else. I don't want to be broken but I don't want to be someone else.

>>35687372
please do kill yourself it'd be quite a service to the world

>>35687387
You just need some student loan debt from your failed liberal arts degree that you are still paying even though you changed majors

>>35687387
so just fix yourself dummy

HAHAHAHA wtf is this pity party for a bunch of worthless fuckmeat way past it's prime

>be future roasite
>get reeeeeeeaaaaaaped
>omg i wuz molest
>go to the-rapist office
>never be the same again

>>35687404
>le kill yourself meme
it never stops with you does it?

do you think getting molested once is a big deal if no penetration happens?

>>35687434
it's proof that more rapist need to kill their victims

>>35687309
No, it's true. Well shortly after my 13th birthday he started teaching me how to have sex and then I got pregnant with his child, my mum thought I got pregnant with some school kid but when she learned the truth she killed her self. Now I still live with my dad as his wife, and I have 5 children by him and we are a happy family.

When at home, i walk naked even if there is my father or mother and i still sleep naked in the same bed with them if we are in holidays and there is only one, but i don't feel abused for this. Should i?

>>35687481
Yeah especially fathers when their roastie daughters get out of control

At least until there are state sanctioned free brothels or household slaves, something for this worthless fuckmeat to be obligated to

>>35687496
of course not idiot that's normal

>>35687478
depends on the circumstances. Not everything is molestation, tough

>>35687494
pic of face or damaged goods with time stamp and i will believe you otherwise fuck off you RPing faggot

>>35687494

oh fug what country?

>>35687494
Wow, that's actually a prettt nice story. Thanks for sharing, roast.

I especially liked the part of your mom killing herself out of jealously, what a dumb whore!

>>35687387
There is no such thing as broken or fixed really, just different experiences that affect you in different ways. I hope you can learn to accept yourself because there is a lot of love in this world, you just need to get used to being receptive to it.

Thanks for the talk it was interesting hearing another perspective.

>>35687418
I didn't go to college though.

>>35687422
I don't know if I can, and if I can, I don't know if I want to. I don't know anything. Feelings are confusing.

>>35687211
After he came (either on my hand or in my mouth), he'd just growl to clean up any mess and stagger off to bed to pass out.

it was probably a combination of both. many nights he'd come home from the bar and just pass out somewhere and I'd help get him into bed. But there was a part of me knowing that if I didn't try to help him, my brother and I might suffer.

>>35687559

You should go for it. At least get into therapy so you can get disability bucks.

You reminded me of my old GF of 5 years lol.

Live near Seattle?

>>35687550
Shut up, fag. That's a NPC you are talking to.

>>35687520
i know, but some random fag wrote that he felt molested cause of sleeping with his mum at the age of 11. I think sometimes the "OMG i've been molested" thoughts are much worse than the act itself

>>35687494
rp rp rp rp

>>35687588
my mom did the same shit that guys mom did and it wasnt abuse lemme tell ya, im sure you'd know if it was. lots of kids bathe with their dads into adulthood its just weird americans that get icked by naked bodies

>>35687494
i want pics of your tits you fucking whore

>>35687550
I'm not sure if I really buy into that, I do believe you can be broken and be fixed. But thanks.

>>35687580
I already receive therapy, have for roughly the last 8 years. I am a NEET on welfare.Therapy does nothing for me.
>Live near Seattle?
No I live on the east coast

>>35687569
seems like a pretty tame scenario i doubt you even harbor any ill will towards him. do you think it could have been something pleasurable if he loved you and showed affection towards you?

>>35687646

Dang ;3 I have a huge thing for damaged girls and its amazing sex and shit for 6 months until i fuck things up.

I used to live out by Saratoga Springs ;3

>>35687646
therapy is a fucking scam you're probably fucking yourself up more going to one. get religion

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I wish I was a girl and molested by my father a lot. He's already a shitty person who has a shit relationship with me. If I was his fuck toy at least that would fulfill some deep kinks of mine.

>>35687685

Therapy is difference between panic attacks and just being weird.

Some people cant talk it out with themselves and need outside perspective from impartial person

daily reminder you're not a robot if you got molested go to r/molested you NORMAL FAGS REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>>35687750

am I a robot if its strictly for masturbation?

Here is a good one. When I was like... Idk, 8,9 or 10 years old I was about to get in the bath and I was use beforehand and had a random boner and my dad saw and I faintly remember him chuckle and gave my dick a light slap.
This is all a faint memory but that is all that ever happened. He is a cool dad.

Was I molested?

>>35687706
everyone not only can work it out for themselves, but must do it that way. otherwise you're just getting dependant on a scam artist that wants you coming back year after year and buying them a fucking BMW

impartial my ass

>>35687588
i slept in the bed with my mom until i was like 13. thats probably why Im here now. why the fuck did she let me do that?

fuck single mothers, man

>>35687673
I hear it's the opposite, that usually damaged girls mess things up first. I wouldn't know.

>>35687685
I am religious, I do not feel strongly about my religion. I disagree that therapy is a 'scam'. I think I've made small progress over the years but I've hit a dead end where therapy can't do anything more for me.

>>35687775
nah but your dad probably pictured it to be funnier in his head than it actually was in reality

>>35687706
I would've preferred getting molested a lot to getting hit in the head a lot. Fuck my sister probably ruined by life by all the head trauma she gave me for fun.

>>35687800

I can come out and sleep on your couch if you want a 6'2 white guy with a big cock to cuddle for a bit

>>35687800
That's because you are a NPC so KYS.

>>35687821
KYS with her, mate

Worthless animal fuckmeat

>>35687821
I'll pass, thank for the offer though, I guess. If you were a girl I would probably take you up on your offer.

>>35687831
But I'm playing as myself right now.

>>35687800
so what you are is dependant on it. too late for you probably, oh well just one more mistake you made

>>35687667
I have mixed emotions about it. I realize he was always drunk when he did it and other than that he did what he could to take care of my brother and me, but at the same time he knew it was wrong but still did it.

I think it would have been worse for me if he showed affection since I would have associated it sooner with sex I guess.

>>35687853

tease, son of a bitch. you just fucking misgendered me you fucking cis fuck

>>35687853
whats with all the roleplaying neets on r9k lately?

I have vague memories but I don't know by who and every time I go near the memory I can literally feel myself start cracking so I think this is a can of worms best left unopened.

>>35687878
you said you saw it as just helping your dad when did you start seeing it as especially bad? when you found out it was sexual? how did that change your outlook on it once you did

what about while you were sucking his dick did the fact it was his private part thrill you or cause you anxiety or anything?

>>35683547
My mother's sister (my aunt) used to touch me in various ways started when I was about 8 to 12. I think it's why I have a fetish for older women.

>>35687991

THE SECRET IS OUT AND THE SHAME BEGINS

>>35687587
Is this Corpse/K?
If so you know what to do.

If not, have a blessed day.

>>35688096
Didn't know he still browsed this board, probably why so mad.

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life is fucking terrible man

i feel for all of you

>>35688180
Because he's a dummy.
Dummies always get mad without a logical reason.

>>35688072
gotcha fag

>>35685194
Well I do for sure now.
I thought I needed a couple hookups to get over all the anxiety and what not, which worked for a while until it started making me heave during blowjobs or blackout. Not only that but my PTSD (from later in life) usually kicked in when I fucked a couple guys and I had to make excuses to leave.

>>35688420

oh fuck elaborate on the later abuse I havent cum yet

>>35687991
I realized it was bad when I I was walking with some girls and one said another girl had put a boy's dick in her mouth. All the other girls went "ewwww...". I didn't know why it was wrong so ended up asking an older cousin and she explained it. I think she also suspected that I had done something since she kept asking me about it. Once I realized what was going on I gradually stopped (I think my father also felt I might be catching on since I was getting older).

The concept of "private parts" was foreign to me. My vagina and boobs, and his dick were nothing different than my arm or my father's nose. I know that's hard to understand but that's what it was like.

>>35683547

A couple, nothing too exciting though.

>be five, about to move out of town
>cousins are over, family is saying goodbye
>older female cousin and male cousin take me into my room, shut the door, parents are getting drunk together one last time so we're left alone
>female cousin, about 9 at the time, pins me down and sits on my lap, grinding her ass into my dick
>male cousin stradles my chest, pulls his cock out and smears it all over my face
>i start to cry even though he tells me adults do this all the time
>calm down after a few minutes of sobbing, though still teary eyed, proceed to awkwardly suck his cock for a few minutes until he shoots a load in my mouth and pinches my nose shut until i swallow it

>be 12, kid who comes over to my house a lot is maybe 9 or 10
>watch porn together, offer to suck his dick like the 'pretty ladies in the movies do'
>he agrees
>dick is tiny, i suck it anyway for a good twenty minutes
>he can't cum but says it feels nice
>never do it again

>be 9, parents don't trust me to stay home by myself at night even though they leave me alone all the time after school until around 12 at night when the bars start to thin out
>hot ass babysitter this time, not sure how old, can't be more than 17
>brings her fucking boyfriend over, some guy who looks like he's fucking 30+
>instantly get bad vibes from him, stay in my room most of the day avoiding them, playing super nintendo
>they call me out, tell me it's movie time
>we watch some shitty romance drama, the girl isn't paying attention, the guy makes me sit on his lap
>can feel his dick between my asscheeks, he's grinding me through his pants and my underwear, too scared to say anything, too scared to move, too scared to cry or do anything because this guy looks like he's done some prison time and isn't afraid to go back
>can feel his dick twitching, can feel his spooge seeping through the material of my undies
>say i'm tired and go to bed, locking my door behind me
>hear it rattle

>>35688036
did u realize what she was doing

>>35688443
No there wasn't any later sexual abuse, only childhood stuff.
The PTSD came from a particularly stressful set of events all within the span of half a year.
Did use it to my advantage though, feels like I finally "got it out of my system" after I brutally hate-fucked a couple hookups to the point where they were bleeding or shit themselves.

>>35688561

What events?

Also lol. Unless you were raping them or 500lbs and crushing them

>>35688523
Not at first. I wasn't sexually aware but eventually came to understand. It was a gradual thing, like when she started she would spoon with me and slide her hand under my shirt and rub my chest. After a while she got bolder.

>>35688585
Too many thing to list.
And I would do things like purposely not use enough lube, face fucking them until they couldn't breathe or fucking them until they couldn't walk after. Basically inflicting what happened to me when I was 7 but those fags enjoyed it.

>>35686922
More at 11

>>35684494
WTF I want a daughter now

>>35687105
she probably does, just can't bare the shame of bringing it up.

>>35687802
OK good. Starting thinking Bout it and my anxiety made me feel like I should be a victim of some molestation

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>>35683547
>tfw you will never be molested and raped as a cute young shota
why even live
you guys are fuckin lucky

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>>35686426
I used to go to my uncles place a lot when I was a kid, started when I was around 12. He was just really nice. My parents were okay with it, and I basically lived there 50% of the time.
He was basically grooming me.
Things started going weird when he wanted to shower together.
He told me that anything we do is our little secret.

He started to slap me with his dick in the shower passively.
Told me to wash his dick another time.
Then it became rubbing it.
Then he told me to put it in my mouth and taught me how to give a blowjob. I objected but he told me he would make me lasagna if I did. It was my favorite meal so I just complied.

Shit got really, really weird once he started to not make the guest bed ready and told me "I could just sleep in his bed. It's better anyways and I'm too tired to make the other bed ready"

It ended up being the standard to just do full blown sex with him. Insertion and everything.

Long story short:
My uncle slowly made me comfortable with nudity and sex. Dickslap Mishap to his balls making my ass clap.

>>35689978
You left out one very relevant detail. You know which one.

>>35688771
this gets thrown around so much it's lost its meaning, but for real, kill yourself.

>>35684651
Kek
Someone hold my sides because they are in danger of blasting off into orbit

>>35689666
checkerino oregano

>>35690249
>not wanting to rape your daughter or wanting one to rape
Get out here faggot this is a mentally ill only board

>>35690608
Your daughter is going to turn into a mentally ill, self hating slut though. Would you want that for your daughter?

>>35690638
If all i wanted her for was affection and pleasing my dick then I could care less what she becomes or does

>>35690638
Or you could do it when she is a babby or todler then it's a win win

>Be like 4
>My mom went through a lot of boyfriends after my father left
>We were at an amusement park and went on a water ride
>Had to change into dry clothes, it was getting cold
>Guy supervises me in a stall in mens room
>"Helps" me change, but diddles my cock and ass
>Very uncomfortable, sensing that somethings wrong
>Some other guy outside the stall asks whats going on in a stern voice
>Molester freaks out and we get dressed
>Mom breaks up shortly after
>Currently a faggot with daddy issues who self-inserts as a child

Could be worse

>>35690957
God dammit anon you could have atleast pretend you where a girl in that story so I could get off

>>35690939
I know a girl who had that happen to her as a toddler and that's just messed up.You could intentionally kill them

>>35691007
They look pretty much the same at that age, dont worry youll still be straight anon, just think of how hard my little boi clit was for you, how soft and tight my pussy (male) was...

>>35691013
It's a risk you have to take belive it or not anything above an infant can be penetrated safely with pacience and determination hell you can do it with infants to if you don't care about it liveing or not

>>35683547
not me but my cousin literally made her life much better than mine
>she told me she was molested when we were 15
>i tought she was joking because normally a molested girl would be fat and depressed or atleast that's what (((they))) want you to think
>she is female chad ,skinny,nice butt,intelligent,good person, and is about to get married
>meanwhile im on my way to be a crazy cat lady and fat.

>>35689978
you fucking liked it don't lie
maybe not at the beginning but later

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same girl made a ama thread recently

This is really fucked up, i feel sorry for all the people affected.

>>35691250
You can avoid this by being my girlfriend