when was the last time you were genuinely happy? i think the

Right after I started taking SSRI's, I think a month or two in, I would occasionally get waves of euphoria and just feel extremely happy for a few hours. That stopped eventually and I haven't felt happy in a few years.

Happiness is but a memory of the past for me

Beginning of august last year.
The happiness I experience from just spending time with her is greater than I'll ever get from taking drugs and fucking ugly whores. Distractions.

>>35672016
gtfo normie filth shitter

>>35671934
I had a period of very high anxiety and just said to myself "Okay, I'm not in control, I give up, I got nothing".

After that I felt peace for a few days. It made me realize quite a few things.

I've never known happiness. It's something I can't relate to and I guess I've accepted the void as normal

>>35671934

last time i took xtc, even the euphoria before was great