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Story time. I never actually post anything so bear with me.

>Be me, age 14(ish)
>Be in school, social outcast, beta, all the classical shit.
>Get okay grades but don't really care much for school, everyday is just a struggle until I can get home and get online.
>One day I 'meet' what I consider a very cute girl, 14 aswell.
>inb4 FBI
>Looks is 5/10 but personality is 7/10.
>May not be much but atleast someone is talking to me, with me.
>Time goes by. We both turn 15, the age of consent where I'm from.
>Things evolve, we start flirting, we start sharing shitty low quality nudes.
>Was never a neckbeard but not chad-looking either.
>She lives in the furthest possible city away from mine.
>6 hour transit by train each way
>One day my family have to visit some distant relatives in that city. I convince my mum to let me visit the girl while we're there.
>It's happening.jpg
>She opens the door and she's like perfect. Everything about her is just, too much, how can I possible deserve something this good?
>Proceed to take eachothers virginity soon after, while we're 15. We continue dating and doing this transit both ways for the next 3 years.
>Life is amazing. we're now both 18 and conditions are favorable. We want to move in together.
>Hold that thought.mov
>My best and only friend for many years stops talking to me one day.
>Gf stops responding to my texts, she still lives 6 hours away no matter what transpotration method.
>wat do
>She calls me after a week of no response. A week of me being fucked out of my mind due to the emotional stress of not knowing wtf is going on.
>She wants to break up
>i beg your pardon.xlsx
>Turns out she's been with 3 different guys from her city while we've been dating.
>tfw literally cucked
>Now she's dating my best friend.
>Can feel the metaphorical knives in my back, the salt grinding in the wounds.
>Contemplate suicide, end up not doing it because I'm afraid it'll hurt.

cont.