Alright wagecucks, who here hates their job and the home life? How do you guys deal with it day in day out?
>>35650811
cigarettes, alcohol, music, reading, vidya and my imaginary world are my escapes. real life is a cruel bitch off its leash.
I like to take a charged cup of chamomile tea, and Red Malboros, it just gets me into the relaxed/cozzy mood.
>>35650811
I make plans to better myself and then lie to myself about intending to carry them out.
>>35651437
this is the most accurate response
>>35650811
this thread is so relevant to my life.
>work as a merchandiser
>have to drive to 4-8 supermarkets a day
>load a bunch of cases of crackers/cookies/health bars onto a uboat
>squat, stoop, bend, and kneel like a fucking slave in the middle of shopping market isle
>well-off people all around me
>get to watch me struggle
>have to go to the shitty backrooms and work the backstock
>usually end up spending 9-12 hours a day doing this shit
I was excited to be getting paid 16/hr and having fulltime hours for the first 3 weeks but now i realize 16/hr isn't shit. It also doesn't help that i have a college degree so the shame and humiliation is that much more intense.
The best part of my day is going to the beer store to get a budweiser 40 and smoke 2-3 cigs while i drink it in my car in my parking lot. then i get to go inside and share a 2 bedroom apartment with my brother, dad, and nigger stepmom. Its uncomfortable, there's no privacy, and everyone hates eachother but doesn't act out because its already tense as it is.
>>35652850
You work for Mondelez?
I don't even know why I do my job, its completely meaningless
Why do I get paid to do meaningless things?
Vidya, books, comics, snacks, porn, talk to friends on discord & try not to let the existiential dread set in
Work from 0300-1300 I deal with it because I'm too scared to quit or kill myself
>>35650811
Drink , go shooting on the weekends, and play wow
> Takes me 2 hours to get to work
> 4 miserable trains and a bus
> 9 hour shifts 5 days a week
> Spend all day with incompitent coworkers
> Come home to a family that disappoints me
> To top it off I have 24/7 chronic pain
How do I deal with it?
> Addicted to VR porn (Oculus)
> Opiods
> My cat is nice to me
> Vent on /r9k/
> Vidya
> Gamble online
I hate it I hate it I hate it, but what the fuck can I do? I can't move because of passport issues. I can't leave my family on their own anyway because they would crumble. Want to die but too scared to end it so I just toil away day in and day out. I wish I was a burden on people so at least I'd feel justified in taking my own life.
>>35654842
>r9k
>family
jesus the board
>>35650811
Vodka, videogames, memes, and cute little anime girls. For the last 2 months I haven't killed myself because a new game I want to play comes out tomorrow. Once I play it and finish it I'll have to reevaluate things and find some short term meaningfulness in something else.
>>35655019
When I say 'family' I mean my parents and my cat.