/feels/ Thread

>>35650288
They're alright. Haven't been depressed in ages now. Sort of having a "being in love" type of almost slip, but I'm too busy to have too much of an effect. I won't dwell on it. I'm probably just a bit tired, but I've got the ache.

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>>35650288
Tell me how to feel

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>Barely left my house in months
>Felt a bit depressed but moderately neutral
>Guy I know has a birthday party so go to fulfill social obligations
>tfw wrote to people when drunk
>Too scared to look at what I wrote
>Back to extreme anxiety like every time I try to be a normie
Alcohol was a fucking mistake

>tfw antipsychotics are making me fat
>tfw didn't leave the house in ages
>tfw care taker is getting mad at me
>tfw no friends
>tfw stuck
>tfw anxious
>tfw paranoid
>tfw hallucinations
>tfw missing doctor and therapist appointments
I just want to be normal

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I've been trying to write an important paper, but my debilitating loneliness has been hitting me like a brick. I feel like I am on the verge of a total mental breakdown, but I have no idea what to do about it. I want to reach out, but I will never do so unless I am overwhelmingly desperate (which I'm getting close to) and have an appropriate opportunity.

I just want this pain to end

>Take anti anxiety pill
>It doesn't help
REEEEEE COME ON MAN

Apathetic. A lot more lonely latey. The only thing distracting me is making videos, which might be the last thing I like to do anymore. not particularly good videos either