Fill yourselves, how close are you to doing it?
Suicide originally
>>35639232
I'm the exact same. I don't even think about doing it anymore though because I know I couldn't do it to my mother. I still pray for death on the occasional night though.
I kind of want to get a gun for self-protection, I live in a city with a lot of criminal blacks and I've been robbed and had my car stolen before.
But I worry about getting down and using it on myself
orginally feeleroni
>>35639471
Get a paralyzer instead of a gun, then. I personally don't carry anything.
it's getting better
I used to be isolated
Got all except lethal means (britfag) and giving stuff away.
>>35639471
This right here makes me wish I lived in the US. At least then i could just buy a gun and get it over with.
>>35639232
I haven't givin anything away yet but before I die I want to really make some prostitutes day by giving her all my money in my bank account (~$500) since my family can go fuck themselves
I think I'm not going to do it.
Also, does having some medicine, kitchen knife, instant glue, access to open windows in a high-storey building count as "possesing lethal means"?
>>35639539
You can just hang yourself. If you do it right you'll lose consciousness pretty quickly and the rest is just a matter of time. Or you can use helium bag.
Be informed
http://lostallhope.com
I'lm sure I'll kill myself eventually I just haven't had a strong enough reason to yet
Well fuck
oregano original
Not as bad as I expected huh
>>35639587
how do you not have isolation checked off? I thought that would be a given on this website
>>35639180
One day, it's just a comfy thought for now
well shit i fit all of those except giving things away and making funeral arrangements. I'm a cheap fucker. It's MY stuff.
not gonna become an hero or anything, just an overwhelmingly negative person
>>35639627
I have one friend who kinda cares about me. Also I try to talk to people now cause they already know I'm weird and I have nothing to lose.
>>35639180
Those signs are not on par with one another. Possessing lethal means is easy, having a negative view of self can be just a phase, feeling alone can come from outside sources you have no control over, giving things away can be a nice move. Making funeral arrangements on the other side is quite a sign.
>>35639677
>>35639599
What risky behaviour are you engaging in?
I wouldn't kill myself. Too many people would genuinely be happy if I did.
>>35639723
You selfish dick.
This is why people want you to kill yourself.
>>35639705
smoking, stealing, drinking and driving, getting into physical fights
>>35639180
Everything except making the threats and giving my shit away.
>>35639694
It's the combination of multiple behaviors that make them signs.
>>35639180
Im essentially one more bad life experience away from losing all hope in my life then ending it.
I will be a NEET and drag down as many normies into depression as possible for as long as I can.
This is true happiness.
>>35639784
So you think about your funeral already? What would you like it to be like?
>>35639180
lol i have all of them, currently throwing my stuff away so that my family won't have to do anything for my old flat.
Most likely will end up in psych ward like the last time but this time it will be far more likely. Only thing holding me back is the people griefing afterwards, no matter how much of a robot you are, there are still many people who like or love you and who you will hurt
I like dark jokes
>>35639180
All of them except for funeral arrangements.
>>35639180
Could be worse
Oregon
>>35639180
10/14 bretty gud
I feel like I can't be arsed to kill myself.
>>35639180
At least I've been having a relatively good last few days.
>>35640934
Forgot the mood & behavior one. Imagine I'm not a retard and checked it off the first time.
I'm not suicidal, I just realised that I don't matter.
I think one day I might actually kill myself but not yet. Definitely not yet.
>>35641147
It certainly looks like depression.
>>35641147
same picture as this guy.
i know deep inside that I'll end up killing myself, overwhelemd by nostalgia and my longing for otherwordly stuff.
I AM GOING TO FUCKING DO IT
I SWEAR TO GOD I AM GOING TO DO IT AT 4PM
I FUCKING HATE MYSELF SO MUCH
>>35639180
>making suicide threats
>talking about death
lmao implying i have anyone to talk to
im not suicidal at all but if someone did live through a shotgun through the roof of the mouth what would it be like afterwards? would you be in a funny farm or would they just be like "as long as youre fine now you can leave the hospital"
or would you not survive lol
what if you did it outside so there wouldnt be a mess would you have more of a chance of being kept alive?
>>35641685
>live through your head exploding
Pretty sure a shotgun is a surefire way to suicide
>>35639180
Poorfag, so I don't have much to give away. Only have my computer and my outdoor gear. Gave some outdoor gear away.
Would make funeral arrangements if I wasn't a NEET no money fag.
I'm pretty close
or
My friends have been helping.
Whatever. I don't really care any more.
>>35642211
Not if you shoot yourself in the chin or roof of your mouth and move the gun as you pull the trigger so you blow your own face off.
Although I'd imagine if you were using anything but buck shot you'd get pretty bad brain damage regardless.
>>35642395
so buck shot wouldnt do much damage?
>>35642450
I'm probably speaking completely out off my ass but I'd imagine the scatter shot would do more damage if you specifically shot your own face off by accident due to the little pellets getting everywhere.
I don't feel suicidal at all. Probably because I don't like other people enough to feel guilty about burdening them or give them my shit.
>>35642335
So... Attentionfag?