>grandmother insinuates she suspects I might be gay, but that she would be okay with that if I was
my mom does that shit as well
>>35635512
I wish my parents or anyone close to me would say that
I'm not fucking gay! I'm just a shut in loser...
T-thanks I guess, though, grandma
I wish I wasn't such a failure.
I constantly feel like I need to apologise for existing.
>>35635512
I too know this feel anon i
I'm a pretty chill person, not really looking for a relationship. Not that anyone would be very interested in me, but I'm content with who I am right now. Never been a hound for the girls. I never thought about how this was being seeing by the people around me, by family and friends. One day, a friend made some comment how a movie had an actor I liked in it. The phrasing made it possible for it to be misunderstood for sure, but still. Another female friend immediately asked if I had gotten myself a boyfriend. I just looked at her. I'm straight, I told her... Really got me wondering about how people see me.
>>35635663
That reminds me of this one instance back in high school
>hang around oneitis
>we talk
>she tells me that some people assume that I'm gay behind my back
>she feels bad for telling me
>tell her that I feel fine
>I kept thinking about it, wondering how people really view me
I mean, I didn't talk to anyone since mostly everyone got under my skin and I always refused to answer questions such as "who would you bang" or "ass or tits"