why are you depressed tonight, anon?

>>35617584
because the world is uncaring, and people have little love for each other

>>35617612
That's only true for busy places like cities. In towns and such, people have a much stronger sense of community.

>>>/adv/ go there and give people advice. There is an actual board for it. Most robots don't have meme illnesses.

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Because I'll never be a little boy again

>>35617584
>Shotgun to head
>1.72 minutes

what the fuck

>>35617662
That's true. However the world is only getting "busier"

i really just want to be held

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>>35617584

Loneliness, inferiority complex and existential dread.

If you've ever read Baumeister's "Suicide as escape from self" it basically describes me.

>>35617584
because I reap what I sow

>>35617707

You probably lose consciousness instantly, but it's the time until your brain stops emitting any type of electric signals and your heart stops beating.

>>35617762

Nothing to reap but despair.

>>35617902
have you seen pics of people shot with a shotgun to the head? there is no brain to emit any type of electric signal

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>>35617902
it doesn't make a whole lot of sense that shotgun to the chest would be faster

>>35617708
That's a good point, I didn't think about that. What's more, the further you go in life, the less personal things are, it seems.

I realize I've wasted three of the best years of my life stuck in a dead-end job I have hated the whole time. I stupidly gave notice on my rented room so I have to decide by Monday if I finally quit my job or if I keep it for another few months. I am going to apply tonight or tomorrow to study for a masters in librarianship, but I think I'll get rejected since I don't have experienced, but if I don't get rejected I'll still have to pay out of my ass to study it. I thought about resigning and spending a few months at home either way, but since 2010 my mom has lived with her partner, they are both retired and he's an ok guy but we aren't close and he has two normie sons around my age so it'll just be embarrasing. I told my mom I was thinking of quitting and coming home and she said it's fine, but she just phoned me and said she has a holiday booked in May if I want to spend a few days at home by myself, obviously forgetting what I'd said. She phones and I reply in one word answers but she can't even tell how close I am to ending it. It feels like I've backed myself into a corner and the only way out is suicide. I am very dissapointed in myself tonight.

>>35618105
Mass phenomenons, brah. Society is treated like a crowd now more than ever

>>35617584
Got reminded by facebook that 5 years ago my life was way better than now.

I turned the back to the one girl i would never get because of my then gf. Worst decision of my life.
Why? I never had my ex-gf appear in any of my dreams, while i still dream of this one girl almost once in a month.

>inb4 but you had a gf
She made my life a hell

>>35617584
I'm thinking about her again. I can't get her out of my head and it has been 4 fucking years already.