What was it that made you realize that your "friends" actually didn't give a shit about you?
>>35614948
turning on me with absolutely no hesitation at all, even for the dumbest of reasons
also pink floyd is best band
>>35614948
If anything I dont give a shit about my friends.
No calls from anyone. No messages really. When they feel like seeing me its always in person at my house. Im basically a neet btw. Cept i go out every now and rhen when friwnds visit.
Mine was when my last gf and I broke up. It was a shitty time. We lived together in another city. I ended up moving back to where I grew up. I kept contact with a few people in the short time I was away (a little less than a year). I found out that nobody had time for me. I was hurting pretty bad, but nobody wanted to make time to see me. Never got invited to anything and everyone would bail at the last minute when I invited them to anything. I stopped trying after a while.
>go through rough patch due to the suicide of a friend
>struggle to connect with other friends afterwards for about a week
>get shit back together after two weeks without hearing from any of them beyond the original condolences the day of
>find out they no longer want anything to do with me after I "ignored and avoided them" during time of grief
>lose all friends
After I realised that I had to initiate every single conversation.
Didn't realize it, it just became apparent after healing psychological scars how much damages had been done.
>>35614948
When I moved from England to live in the land of big macs been here 20 yrs now and not 1 peep apart from when I had a normiebook account which I deleted years because it was boring as hell gave them contact info never heard a thing from any of them