Just until a year ago I wanted to make movies, video games and music and tried to git gud and I always thought about this stuff and coming up with ideas. Now I can't stand it. Why the fuck would I wanna write things for fake people to say in front of a camera? Music is just a sound wave made out of other sound waves. Video games are computer programs for wasting time.
What the fuck happened? Why don't I wanna do that anymore? I loved that stuff.
Nobody else experienced something similar?
Porn addiction. You wanked too much and that fried your brain.
Not even shitting you.
>>35613285
Why would that be the reason? I masturbated a lot more when I was 13-16 than the last 3 years.
>>35612835
nothing new under the sun bud
all you can do now is reach Nirvana by asceticism
>>35613363
Well that's what addiction does in general. Some have more perceivable effects, such as alcohol, that make you physically depends on them, but porn addiction has other effects such as social phobia and excessive laziness, which seems to be a shared trait among users of this board.
I feel pretty similar to you and I think excess of masturbation has a lot to do with it.
>>35613446
So, can it be reversed?