>be me yesterday evening
>mom took me to the mall
>saw some Zelda sheets and comforter set
>holding it around the store for a minute
>female employee sees me
>"I can hold those at checkout for you"
>o-okay thx
>she reaches her hands out to grab the sheets from me
>she puts her hand over mine
>I don't let go
>suddenly think about how long it's been since someone touched me
>she lets go and tries again
>our hands brush as she firmly grasps the sheets and I retract my hands into my pockets
>pay for stuff
>leave
post the closest you've gotten to having sex
>>35582166
I got a handjob from some chubby cute punk girl on the bus in 2003
>>35582166
Once when I was about 18 I stopped at the country store near my parents house. I was pumping gas when two young women around the age of 16 came up to me and asked me if I would give them a ride to town to pick up some alcohol and then go back to their trailer and hang out. I declined. I am certain at that moment in time I could have lost my virginity and had a threesome in the same night.
However
>both girls were obese and hideous
>both girls were known sluts in the neighborhood
>they might have been underage
>I had romantic notions about losing my virginity at the time
>I was scared
At the time I was 6', 180 lbs of muscle and handsome. Looking back it's quite ridiculous that I was unable to approach women on my own. But being beta is something that goes beyond the physical.
>>35582209
how do i into punk gf???
>>35582350
>boxxy
>punk
yeah I guess mascara does that, huh
>>35582397
sorry, I don't save many pics of 3D and boxxy was in the first folder that had the look
>and implying that half this board of newfags knows who boxxy is
>>35582166
>on cross country team in high school
>gave mexican girl couple years younger than me rides home
>one day she asked if I thought she was hot
>say yes, start making out
>repeat a few times
>one day she wants to fuck, I agree
>in car as usual after practice
>get condom, put condom on, dick goes soft
>can't get hard enough to put it in
>fuckingkillmyself.jpg
>feel beta as fuck, next day tell her Im too busy to give her rides home anymore, cut her off
I had the opportunity and fucked it up and now realize I could of tried again with her and probably done it but I was a pussy and couldn't get over the first time. Retarded me in high school blew the only shot I had at losing it.
Was wrestling with a girl trying to get my phone back