Something that normies can't relate to

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It's weird how when you get age, you become apathetic to your situation.

>2009
>Be in college. Have trouble making friends, but hope that it will come naturally
>1 month in. Still have no friends. Feel really awkward and skip lunch so people don't notice.
>2 months in. Still have no friends. Depressed but don't tell anyone. There's no one to tell.
>3 months in. I kill the free time by walking the perimiter of the campus over and over or sitting in the library for hours at a time.
>Sometimes I'd go on long walks through the local woods where it was quiet
>People start to recognise you and actively avoid you out of awkwardness. You're pretty much invisible.
>You're hurting. Your teenage years have been spent as a lonely husk. No one wants to know you and people who are in your classes would look away if they saw you in the woods on your own
>You're not getting this time back. It's just you and your shitty music that you listen to on repeat.
>Seriously, how many times have you listened to "That Joke isn't Funny Anymore"?
>Every once in a while, people from high school would want a lift into college or whatever. You knew they were phoney but you wanted the conversation on the way in.
>Once you got to college, you didn't hear anything from them until 16:00 so that they could go home. It was parasitic at best.
>What a mess I've of my life

This didn't change. I didn't make friends and I existed like a rat for 3 years. I ended up getting good grades as a result of being a lonely bastard, but the trade off was not worth it.