Why I continue to fuck my life up.

Obviously. That's called the human condition you twat

>>35566995
Wew, would you look at this - some self-awareness. Step 2 is to realize that you are just a lazy fucktard with a low tolerance for discomfort and a meme-tier fear of failure. Don't worry, babby grows up too, eventually. Just give it some time. Some people's teen angst lasts way into their 20s.

>>35567087
If this didn't get through, I know that I am lazy and that i hate discomfort. But I don't see things changing. Then again I just wanted to write this down. Helps me collect my thoughts.

>>35567018
Thanks for the input

>>35567126
>But I don't see things changing

That's because you are retarded/lazy enough to only do things when forced (either by circumstance, or direct external pressure). You are going to do jack shit to "improve" your life, at least not until things get bad enough to force you to make a change. Or you might just an hero, but I doubt it. Most of the kiddies grow out of it when they are forced to enter the real world and grow up enough to be able to see things in retrospect. Otherwise the "numbing and frightening" is obviously not strong enough to spur any change.

>>35567126
No problem. Nihilism helped for me; now I go to work because I want to eat and have a few comforts. I'll just keep getting better at my skills and keep going for new jobs and eventually die.

>>35567087
>If I call him mean things he'll change


Lol kys retard

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>>35567338

I'm not trying to help OP, genius. I'm just pointing out that he is an insufferable whining faggot who will likely grow up when things get hard enough in his life.

>>35567459
"Growing up" is subjective

>>35567509
>muh subjective argument

You can argue that everything is subjective, hence why meme-tier philosophical ideas like solipsism exist. The fact is, you morons grew up coddled by most standards, and one of your biggest problems is mere boredom. Combine that with your "anxiety", laziness, and teenage mentality, and you this (aka angsty 20yo #47483457)

>>35567592
Solipsism has nothing to do with subjectivness, you're a retard with no clue what you're talking about

>your morons grew up cuddled

I've always been the best in my class in school, I work and exercise almost everyday and live alone, I'm not OP you utter retard, still it's funny that you think you're better than OP, while you're just a frustrated idiot full of himself

>>35567653
>Solipsism has nothing to do with subjectivness

The internet is serious business, I know. At least you didn't use the usual copy-pasta speaking about the distinction between solipsism and subjective relativism. Good job, my man. I also don't understand loose conceptual analogies.

>I've always been the best in my class in school, I work and exercise almost everyday and live alone

Wew, congratulations. So do most non-retards who have to live on their own. If you're an American, you are already are steps ahead of the obsese population. Way to go. Totally relevant to the points I was making about OP.