Why haven't you become a girl yet? I'd literally improve

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>>35557229
>Why haven't you become a girl yet?
I want a bf who bullies me into transitioning
I refuse to transition until this is achieved

>>35557229
Because I would be ostracized by my family and don't like the idea of having a open wound where my dick used to be.
I'm fine with being a closet trap

>>35557229
Honestly it's a scary thought to transition I know my life is worthless as is and maybe it could get better but it could also get worse plus I'm 22 so there is that

>>35557229
I'm already on hormones senpai ;)

there's literally a thread on the front page about a guy bleeding from his dick and wanting to die because of HRT
LMAO

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>>35557262
I have a friend who keeps saying he's my boyfriend and tries to bully me into admitting that I want to be a girl - WHICH I DON'T. He tried to convince me to take hormones the other day

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>>35557229
Because I'm too fucking fat and I'm afraid I'll just look bad and cringy. I want to be a cute trap anime girl but I can't lose weight because I'm too weak. The thought of having to wait and work hard for a whole year before I can even think about trying to look cute is too discouraging

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>>35557280
You don't need to cut your girldick to become a full woman.

Yes I know it would fix my self image issues. I want this transition more than anything else. More than Kitty Bunny, more than Maria, more than the money...

>>35557280
>don't like the idea of having a open wound where my dick used to be.
real women have penises

>>35557392
Force yourself by starting hormones then
It's not like you shouldn't lose the weight anyway

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>>35557864
Real women have unclits

they refuse to give me hormones. Those bullies!

>>35557392
this. I need to lose about 50 pounds (weight 190 right now). There are other reasons but this is the absolute dealbreaker. How can I loose weight effectively?

>>35558511
lots of fiber. since you want to lose muscle too you can really cut like a motherfucker.
190pouns so a 3000kcal to maintain weight?
eat 1.4-1.8k kcal a day, you don't have to worry about protein now really... Still if you allready have little musclemass use alot of protein, also do sports.
you will need longer to regenerate from sports thought, however alot of protein and sports make you lose no muscle, so do squats n stuff.
Never do Keto, also never use no oil at all, a little bit a day is fine and needed

I'm too tall, 6'3 here

>>35557928
>everyone of them is overweight

>>35558867
all four of them are the same person
Chris chan

that's his taint, he ripped a hole in it.

>>35557229
I wish I could, but I just don't have the face or body to transition.

>>35558980
How do you know? Some transitions turn out surprising

>>35559020
>How do you know? Some transitions turn out surprising
post pics

>>35559020
People always compliment me on my broad shoulders and masculine facial structure, thinking it will boost my self-esteem. It kills me inside. I'd post a pic for reference if I didn't hate myself so much.

>>35557229
Because that shits hard, and I like being a /k/ cute boy

>>35559042
If you go to reddit trans timelines some people actually look pretty decent when they started looking like shit

I've been on hormones for a few months but I'm not coming out till I move away. I don't even practice make up or dress up in private cause I'm terrified of my mormon family finding out.

>>35559218
hows your voice

i fucking hate mine and i cant wait to move out to practice it

>>35557904
But I'm scared of hormones

>>35559257
I know exactly how you feel I wish I could just order them and take them but it's horrifying.

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>>35559257
How could you be scared of hormones?
These are just little pills

>>35559230
I got ma'am'd one time at work on the phone and luckily puberty didn't completely wreck my chords, but yeah, pretty clearly masculine. I'm already don't talk often and practicing at home isn't something I could hide because the shape of my house carries every single sound.

Definitely looking to move out to start that too.

>>35559324
I really hope those aren't your pills because even if you blacked out the name you've provided more than enough information be doxxed.

t. ex walgreens employee

ps. phone number and rx number

>>35559271
>>35559324
But what if I don't like what they do to me or they make my mind even weirder or they make me kill myself or something? I'll probably look grosser as I grow up too. I'd have to tell my family about it and I don't want to. I don't know if I actually want to consider myself a girl I just want to look like a cute anime girl. I'm also terrified of losing my hair and I know the hormones could stop it before it starts, but I don't know.

>>35559324
What's your Spiro dose? 25mg twice a day here

>>35559367
Here's the big ol' secret
The effects of hormones are reversible for a good while

You can start them and, if after 6 months, you decide transition isn't right for you, stop

It's not an all or nothing deal

>>35557262
>>35557359
why is this hot?

it's originally hot

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>>35557359
>I have a friend who keeps saying he's my boyfriend and tries to bully me into admitting that I want to be a girl - WHICH I DON'T. He tried to convince me to take hormones the other day
g-give me his contact info

>>35557323
honestly, don't do HRT, even if your life got better it's only temporary, if you want, you can try shaving, getting into a good shape and just dressing up, like a proper trap.
Have fun as much as you want but live the rest of your life male.

>>35559347
These aren't mine, it comes from this article:
https://www.autostraddle.com/hello-estrogen-farewell-heteronormative-privilege-8669/

I actually saw this image on some memes on /lgbt/

>>35559367
You have to talk to a doc and/or therapist before starting hormones. By then, you'll already know what they will do to you.

>>35559378
I don't want to tell my exact dosage here but 25mg twice a day is not a lot. Unless maybe you also use another anti-androgen.

>>35559367
The only thing I'm really afraid of is telling my parents and it going badly since they're all I have. If they didn't accept me or even worse threw me out I probably would just kill myself. I guess I'm afraid of how I might turn out badly as well.

>>35557229
because i'm fucking ugly
hormones can't fix that
nothing can fix that because life is objectively the worst thing

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>>35557229
Cease this faggotry OP, this has gone on for too long!~~

I'm trying
I just had voice surgery

https://clyp.it/12ongp1t

>>35559563
How is it only temporary? It's not for as long as you keep taking the hormones, and assuming they're in their early 20s they're gonna get more masculine as time goes on

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>>35559613
You sound like you've been smoking a lot

>>35559218
Are you in utah? I'm a young mtf with a mormon family but I moved out recently.

>>35559576
Lol that was my situation not so long ago, but finally I started low-dose HRT without even telling them.

Now my mother finally knows and nothing bad happened. They might need some time but most parents come to understand.

>>35559613
Was it really low before?

>>35559646
Its normal for now as I've had Botox injections in the vocal cords.
I'll sound less like party and Selma in a few weeks

>>35559646
The vocal chords take a good while to recover after vocal feminization surgery, it's only been one month for her

It's really intensive afaik and it's generally only recommended if it's impossible to get good results via voice training (a lot of people can rely on voice training entirely)

>>35559672
142hz was my average pitch
It's 20hz higher so far and I should expect it to reach 210 in the next 3 months or so

>>35559640
I meant he'll get cuter, maybe even passable if he had the bone structure and body, but that'll all fade once he hits, 30? maybe 35? he won't remain a passable girl forever.
That's why I say trap up without the hormones, it's slightly harder but atleast you don't fuck up your body, have your fun for a few years and get back to being a guy when you're older, instead of, you know, killing yourself like most traps end up doing.

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>>35559486
N-No he's my friend only sorry...

>>35559613
sounds pretty good anon

>>35559613
https://clyp.it/w3rradxb

>tfw 6'4"
>can never be a cute girl

why live

>>35557350
wanna link that?

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>>35559678
>>35559704
https://youtu.be/oxJ_unclsO4?t=221

>>35559753
>>35559613
P-Please say lewd things to me in your voices

>>35559753
You sound very quiet and strained for a merely androgynous voice, hardly making me regret surgery

>>35559753
How do I make my voice this without surgery

>>35559613
>voice surgery
wat this

>>35559834
There are speech therapist just for that

>>35559814
https://clyp.it/o1tdpdtm

>>35559847
I can't talk to someone in person about this.

>>35559711
But for a lot of people (I'd say almost everyone who considers hormones, desu) it's not about having one's fun and going back to be their assigned gender afterwards, it's about living entirely as their preferred gender

And yes, you can remain a passable girl forever if you start young and pass when you're young. Look at Lynn Conway, started transitioning in the 60s, got fired from IBM because of it, came back stealth and continued to have a successful career as a computer scientist and nobody realized she was trans until around 2000 due to someone specifically investigating during research on her career.

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>>35559877
Eww you sound like a woman, shame on you thee impuritan

>>35559218
>>35559328
>>35559650
pls respond

oruginalino

>>35559753
God damn, that's pretty good
What's the biggest advice you have? I've always had a good enough pitch but it still doesn't sound right, even if I get gendered female on the phone about half the time

>>35559574
I actually had really low testosterone before HRT! It was like 130 ng/dl. I got it tested about 3 months in and it was in the single digits, so I think that's enough.

>>35559969
Make a clip of your voice and show me and I can try to help, but a big thing I've noticed is most mtfs focus the sound nasally which sounds off.

I'm already a girl tho, but would wearing a prosthetic penis give the feta trap illusion? This is sort of my fetish.

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I want a lady voice too :(

But how would that work for singing? How crazy would I be to want that on top of everything else?

I'm really kinda hoping that you guys put me into some kind of coma. I want to go into a dreamless slumber and wake up completely changed. A different body, different voice, different life...

Surely the CIA and aliens could do this, right? If you guys can read my fucking mind, implant dreams, and predict the future surely you can alter something as simple as my physical form... right?

I'm really hoping that one of these nights I just go to sleep and wake up as pic related. I would be the happiest mother fucker alive.

What are we waiting for? Why the game?

>>35559917
right, if you actually wanna live as the opposite gender, sure, but there are people out there that just want to have their fun.
But I get your point, actual transpeople and all..

>>35560008
I haven't actually worked on it. I'm not sure where to start. I always hear about talking in your head, and hypothetically I think I understand it, but in practice I can't make anything sound good.

Also I wanna wait until all my roommates are asleep

>>35557229
>>>/lgbt/
fuck off tranny shill

>>35560059
You have to retrain your singing voice but that's also really good voice practice for speaking because it's kind of intensive
>>35560100
Look up some singing videos of people talking about headvoice and that'll explain some of it, also check the pastebin on mtfg, essentially you're just contracting your vocal cords and speaking through your 'head voice' but no tfalsetto.
It takes time though you'll sound like a faggot for a while.

>>35559877
do they secretly want to fuck you but have to hide it as well?

>>35560171
two of them are gay and into like big guys and I don't talk to the other roommates.There were two roommates in the past that made moves on me and I'm distrustful of almost any guy that goes to bars for fun now.
I have a boyfriend I'm moving to soon so I won't have to deal with it for much longer.

>>35560229
you are actually living the life

fuck you

>>35560257
I'm cute and mostly content but everyone hates me now ;-;

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>>35557445
are you sure that's a girlyboy?

>>35560152
>mtfg
is that place still a gigantic drama filled shithole? I haven't gone to /lgbt/ in months, there's just too much negativity and self-doubt for it to be healthy

>>35560229
>two of them are gay and into like big guys

do you live in a fag house or something

>>35560316
Something like that. They're like in their forties tho so they're kind of pieces of shit too.

>>35559723
>N-No he's my friend only sorry...
if you won't be his gf you don't deserve him

>>35560294
>tfw srs doesn't have the right colour >>35560312
It's even worse now

>>35560312
Yeah don't actually read the thread just get the pastebin from the OP and leave

>>35560345
>Something like that. They're like in their forties tho so they're kind of pieces of shit too.
how old are you?
how did you even find this living arrangement, I thought you were talking about college or somethinf

>>35560385
19
Craigslist when I got kicked out

>>35560413
how long have you been training your voice

im 18 turning 19 next month and hopefully moving out this year and i really need to start trainin

>>35560449
Started getting consistent around ten months, been practicing for 17 ish months I think, and I'm 12 months HRT

>>35560495
yeah like i've been practicing for a few months myself on and off but once i get my own place how do you think i should go on

like whenever i use my voice i just do my best 24/7 even outside?

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>>35560346
I-It's not that, it's just that we're bros, you know?! We hang out online, and it wouldn't be very cool to just give people his info...

P-Plus he wouldn't like anyone else probably anyway so don't even try please

>>35560510
I just practiced as much as I could when nobody was gone or there's a few quiet isolated places. Didn't really start using it outside until I knew I sounded like a girl.
Also whatever you do make sure you practice every day I took a month off and delayed things by two months. But using it 24/7 could be quicker I suppose.

>>35558799
>Never do Keto

Wynaut?

>>35560754
Shut the heck up my guy

>>35557229
I'm not interested in being a girl(male), if it means I'm not feature-complete

>>35560413
>Craigslist when I got kicked out
your parents actually kicked you out for being trans?

what city do you live in

>>35560754
CIA pls go originally

>>35557229
For as long as I can remember, since my teenage years i've wanted to be a cute girl.

But i'm not crazy enough to do it as it is now. Maybe if we had Ghost in the Shell technology. But I missed out. Life isn't fair and I was born a boy and i'll never be a real girl and live my youth the way I wanted.

I'm not happy about it but there's nothing I can do about it either.

>>35561293
Can you still become a cute boy though?

>>35561325
Eh, I dunno. My face isn't terrible but not really feminine. I'd have to wear a lot of makeup and stuff and that's not my scene.

I could be in better shape. I stopped running a few months ago because of depression but I just got a new job that requires some physicality so I need to start running and eating healthy again.

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I'll show you why :^)

>>35561517
I'd smash it.

Originally.

>>35561517
there's literally nothing wrong wtih that although getting more /fit/ would do you good

>>35557229
I'm enjoying being cis-gay.

Because God is a cruel mistress.

>>35561609
>only being gay for cis people.
transphobe

>>35557229
I know at least I would feel better. I've always wanted to be a girl and I'm pretty sure I have dysphoria. It's just coming out as trans is basically the hardest thing to come out as. My parents might not accepted me I could get kicked out. I have 2 friends and 1 I know for a fact doesn't like trannies or gays. I just don't know. I'm getting older and I know I'll be less passable as time goes on but it's just scary what it could do to your life and even if I did finally get the courage to do it I might not even pass.

>>35557229
Okay then matey, tell me what problems being a faggot solves please.

>>35561517
i-is that you, anon?

c-contact?

>>35557229
i wish you guys would stop pushing your tranny propoganda on this board

>hur dur yeah just change your gender so that you look like even more of a freak and then realize it doesn't change anything
there's a fucking reason why trannies have such a high suicide rate

>>35561908
Yeah because we will never be accepted and we can never really be girls it's a shitty life to live.

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>>35557229
Because I know that traps are a meme, and I'd be doing it for purely sexual/fetishistic reasons. Somewhere down the road, quite possibly when I begin aging like milk, and have successfully driven everybody I care about from my life, I'd realize what a colossal mistake I had made, and that there was no going back to a life of normalcy.