>having gay thoughts again FUCK OFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF i am

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Embrace it anon, there is nothing wrong with it

>>35530449
Everything after I fap I feel immense regret afterwards, I think about wanting to dress up cute and give boys I know buldges, I cant deal with this.

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you are a faggot congrats

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>>35530528
You shouldn't feel regret about it, you can't help what you're attracted too.

Just remember that it's ok, become comfortable with yourself!

>>35530578
I dont actually "like" boys though, I only like them sexually and I couldn't comprehend having a relationship with one.

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Kill yourself, friendo! That will fix it.

>>35530528
Just imagine opening your mouth and having him lay his flaccid dick on your tongue. He slides it into your mouth and you feel it slowly get harder as you lick it.

>>35530431
Watch some episodes of tumblrinas

guarranteed to perish any gay thoughts you may have had

>>35530431
Reminder that a boy needs to have a enema before anal sex so he doesnt shit all over your cock and bed sheets.

Hahahahahaha pathetic we see right through you /LGBT/ don't try make these retarded threads. Sagerino.

>>35530651
I want that, really bad actually. But I would feel terrible. I wish I was just actually gay/bi or not, this is awful. Am I stage 1 gay? Will I be able to live like this?

>>35530688
No, it'll just keep you in the closest, where faggots belong desu.

>>35530768
You're just a prison gay you lonely bitch.

>>35530804
I hope so, I dont have a problem with gay people, but I do not want to be gay.

>>35530449
i want killua to tear my heart out with his hands

OP Here.
I have the lingering desire to become a trap, I know its a meme, and I know its pathetic. I wouldn't be able to pull it off anyway, I am a little chubby and I dont know if I could keep on shaving to look nice.
I hate that I want this, I know if I just go masterbate this would go away, but it will be back tomorrow.

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>>35530640
It's something that develops overtime. When I was 16, I loved dicks and traps but couldn't even comprehend doing things irl or dating guys, now I'm exclusively gay.

Other boys I've talked too slowly stopped finding guys attractive and went back to girls.

You can't control it, just let develop naturally and stress about things you can control instead.

>>35530858
He has already torn mine out desu

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>tfw I am thinking very very lewd things about other boys

>>35532102
I'll try not to think about it as much, but it is annoying when I have to re-adjust my dick, feel it a little bit. And then fantasize about giving boys buldges and sucking cock for the rest of the day until I masterbate.

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>>35531116
DAMN IT OP YOURE ME! (Im not ashamed of the gay part but no way could I ever pass. I understand you pain and self-loathing brother) REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>tfw no sissy white bf to give my penis to

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i keep thinking of cock too op

and i just bought these because i'm starting to feel more feminine

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>>35532483
At least someone shares my feels. I wish I just woke up a different person sometimes, my life is monotonous and I want to wear a skirt.

I feel disgusting.

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>>35532542
>and i just bought these because i'm starting to feel more feminine
CUTE!

>>35530431
I dealt with it by not caring if I have gay thoughts and fap to traps and sometimes gay porn. After I got bored of that, it was no longer a problem.

>>35532542
How are they? Ive wanted to wear something like that for the longest time, they look ultra comfy.

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>>35532587
AHH NIGGER STOP THIS FEEL IS TOO HEAVY. WHY COULDNT I HAVE BEEN A GIRL OR NOT HAVE DYSPHORIA OR HAVE THE GENES TO PASS>
!!!! I WANT OFF THIS FUCKING WILD RIDE!

>>35530431
Who gives a shit? Just go for it OP. Life is too short to deny yourself happiness.

>>35532618
nice and warm, don't itch either

i'm gonna get some more

>having flashbacks to when you practiced for girls with a friend

AHHH FUCK WHY DID WE SUCK EACH OTHER'S DICK SO MUCH REEEEEEEEE

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>>35532648
>i'm gonna get some more
post link

>>35532664
just look here

https://www.amazon.com/s/ref=nb_sb_noss_2?url=search-alias%3Daps&field-keywords=knee+high+socks

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>unsupressed the tooth brush incident

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>>35532587
Dont leave me Op everyone else here is just a normie fag whore. I need someone who gets this feel please!

>>35532630
Ive been wondering how my future 10-20 years are going to be, am I still going to be this pathetic? I dont know If I am going to transition either, this all might just be a sexual thing to me. Since these gay feels go away after masterbation. And I dont know if any trans girls look good past 30, do they? Is there any hope?

>>35532659
Am I not the only one?

>>35532659
>>35532742
I never did that in particular, I haven't had many gay encounters in my life, only a few with a certain friend. One where I gave him a psuedo footjob, another where he would grab my dick In class.

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>fapped to traps again
why am I such a faggot

>>35532737
In terms of appeal most traps have 3 options
1. Fully transition
2. Go boymode and at best be a twink (prolly best outcome)
3. Become a hideous chimera
If youre a slut fag youll get what you deserve once your boy puss and face arent so appealing to fag chad anymore.
If youre a decent person and lucky you might be able to snag a good man.
If its sexual for you man I dunno hopefully it is because for me it isnt and you dont want on this ride it never slows down nigger. My advice RUN if you can PLAN if you cant. WE CAN MAKE IT MAN I WE JUST GOTTA BELIEVE!

>>35532810
Its been primarily a sexual thing for a while, and I only felt like wanting dick sometimes. But now its happening almost all the time, I am legititmatly craving to such a dick. I dont have a dildo so I deepthroated a banana yesterday. I want my body and brain to just make a fucking decision already.

>>35532892
Well maybe your just another slut fag then i had hope but I guess Im truly alone in this feel. I just wanna be loved. I just wanna be important to someone. I just wanna be happy again before all the dumb shit fucked me up so hard. I fucking hate living this stupid dysphoria is only a part of my fucking terrible. I MISS MY MOM! I MISS MY CHILDHOOD FRIEND BEFORE HE CHADED AND TOLD ME TO FUCK OFF! I MISS THE GOOD OLD DAYS BEFORE THIS INTENSE FUCKING DESIRE TO BE HUGGED AND LOVED COMPELLED ME! I MISS WHEN I COULD JUST PLAY VIDYA AND BE CONTENT! I MISS WHEN IT SEEMED LIKE I HAD A CHANCE FOR ALL THE OTHER FUCKING DOUCHY KID TO LIKE ME! I NEVER HAD A CHANCE AND IF I DID HAVE A FUCKING MINUTE ONE I FUCKED IT UP BECAUSE IM WORTHLESS TRASH! THIS FUCKING TRAP MEME PISSED ME OFF SO MUCH! YOUR DONT WANNA BE A GIRL YOURE ALL JUST ATTENTION SEEKING FAGGOTS! GOD YOU PIECE OF SHIT FAGGOT KILL ME ALREADY ILL GLADLY BURN IN HELL BECAUSE THE FIRES WILL BE BETTER THAN THIS COLD!

>tfw keep having dreams about a muscular blonde chad I don't even know
Seriously, what the fuck

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>>35532157
Tell us anon, there's only boys here~

>>35533048
I'm sorry anon, I am. Im sorry I cant relate to you as much as you thought, but I hope you find yourself content later in life.

>>35533145
Maybe with a gun to my mouth but Ill probably die at 30 from some heart condition at the healthy weight of 450lbs. Knowing me Ill be to much of a pussy to even take charge of my own death.

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>>35533126
>Tell us anon, there's only boys here~
I-I don't wanna say... it's so embarrassing >_<

>>35533179
I cant say anything about suicide that hasn't been said before, stuff you probably have already heard. Sorry anon.

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>>35533217
> >_<
I recognize this from somewhere hmmmmm

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>>35533217
Can you tell us anon? I am intrigued, you don't have to worry.

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>tfw create throwaway accounts so i can be lewd with boys without people knowing i'm a slut

>>35533461
creating throwaway accounts isn't exactly some revolutionary thing though

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>>35533528
I didn't say that? I just said what I do, of course I know other people do it anon

>>35533461
Creating throwaway accounts on what exactly? Steam? Skype?

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>>35533571
Skype/Discord whatever I need

>>35530768
>I wish I was just actually gay/bi
You are. Obviously you are. That's what that means.

looking for a cute boyfriend
i miss r9k gay threads

>>35534125
Am I though? If I only think about males sexually and not romantically does that still count? Im probably just being too strict on myself for no reason.

>>35532794
>psuedo footjob
sounds interesting. can someone explain what this is like with a little more detail? all sorts of funny things are going through my head

>>35534169
Yes, that still counts. There's no reason you can't be sexually but not romantically attracted to men.

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>>35530431
>make a friend with a hot turbo-normie/Chad
>always get THAT feeling when he messes with me (e.g. playfully sits on my lap, etc.)
>just want it to go away so I can have a normal, fully platonic friendship
>tfw

Why, out of all the fucking people on Earth, did I have to be born gay? Why ME?

>>35534216
>be me, in middle school, probably 12 or 13 years old
>over at my friends house for his birthday, its me, friend 1 (we'll call him Joe for simplicity), and friend 2 (Jack)
>its Jacks birthday, and we've been just haning out in his room all day, talking, listening to music, and vidya, pretty comfy
>later in the night I get on Jacks laptop and start erp'ing for multiple hours (I used to do that alot in middle school)
>I am pretty horny at this point, but I didn't consider myself gay at all
>Joe starts to masterbate, he always does this whenever he comes over to my house, or I am at his, wether or not people are uncomfortable
>he has a blanket around his waist
>im off the laptop, watching Jack play vidya while Joe cassually masterbates
>I jokingly start kicking him in the dick, but not too rough
>we are both laughing a little bit, then I start just rubbing it with the soles of my feet through the other side of the blanket
>i do this for around 5 minutes cassually
>i stop after a while cause i get tired, i thought it was just innocent fun

I think I just resurged my foot fetish from remembering and writing that story, context was probably unnecessary, but whatever.

>>35534411
I just realized
>"masterbate"
I am an idiot.

>>35534446
>I am an idiot.
at least you are cute

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So you enjoy the man form, and accept it as the alpha.
Accept it, anon.

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>>35535026
Thank you anon, you made me smile for the first time today.

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>tfw losing weight so I can be cuter, crossdress more, and attract guys
conflicted but it's something I guess

>>35530431
just remember the jews did this through their cultural programming. If you could reasonably obtain a GF you would not be feeling this way

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>>35530651
I'm just like op and I want you to stop!

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>>35530651
>Just imagine opening your mouth and having him lay his flaccid dick on your tongue. He slides it into your mouth and you feel it slowly get harder as you lick it.
>tfw thinking about it gently growing in your mouth
>imagining the heat of the dick against the back of my throat
>feeling the dick slide in and out of my mouth

>>35530431
Face it, you're gay.

Suck a dick, faggot.

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>>35536642
>Suck a dick, faggot.
but how though

>>35530431

Honestly as much as we're spammed all day long with LGBT this and i hate gays that and trans this and bathrooms that and whatever, it's pretty impossible not to have gay thoughts.

But even thinking about gay stuff doesn't make my dick tingle the same was as thinking about a girl, so they'll always just be intrustive thoughts.

>>35534411
holy crap this is gay af

you need mike pence.

>>35536442
>feeling it pulse and throb against your tongue and lips
>having him push your head closer
>breathing in his musky scent

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>>35537103
>feeling it pulse and throb against your tongue and lips
OK I am ready to feel this now
NOW
COME ON CUTE BOYS

So how do you spot a gay person without using a dating app? I have gay urges but I am not sure if I could cope with people around me knowing that. They would probably ridicule me or worse.

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>>35538877
>So how do you spot a gay person without using a dating app?
wear the shirt
the succubus male shirt

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>>35530431

You know I have a funny fantasy sometimes.

It starts with me having a trap roommate and we both are 100% hetero. He would just dress up as a hot girl from time to time and I would do my own stuff. But sometimes when something goes wrong I would be in a angry mood and whenever I am, I would just grab the next girl I can have and fuck the hell out of her. That being my roommate who just has to take it, wether he likes it or not.

I would abuse him for months this way, unless I could get in bed with a real female. But other then that I would just use him and somehow I imagine him to actually try to talk about it, talk with people close to him, even him crying over it. But I would never listen and just abuse him further. That thought just gets me rock hard sometimes.

Anbody else got such strange fantasies like me?

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>>35530431

That's rough, Anon. I'm still in denial about my gayness, I fap to futa at the moment, but I guess it's only a matter of time.

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>>35530431
I know this feel too well my friend.