>be me
>fail suicide 3 times
>spend 3 months in psychiatric asylum and in private psychiatric hospital
> get better, get out
> take antidepressants and antipsychotics everyday
> still want to kill myself but can't because it will affect my sister, my mother and my caring girlfriend
What do ?
>>35524016
Kys
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>>35524016
ask for different meds, could be that they simply don't work on you, especially if you feel nothing getting better after 1-3weeks.
also stuff like lithium? don't know the proper english therm, basicall stabilizes your mood so that you don't do stupid things out of a impuls
>>35524016
>my caring girlfriend
>>35524016
>Private healthcare.
>Your girlfriend.
You know what to do, my man.
Fuck off
>>35524142
I am on effexor and xeroquel 400mg atm. Psychiatrists told me about using lithium but it'll mess up my kidneys, they think it's not worth it since I'm too young
>>35524155
Ikr, she's as scorched as I am
>>35524227
yes, guess you are under 25 then. in those age groups some antidepressants seem to be able to lead to a increase in suicidle thoughts.
obviously I would recomend SSRIs.
I like escitalophram, since I don't know what you have exactly I can't say anything about that thought. why the anti psychotcs thought?
>tfw you're just enjoying things as much as you can before you inevitably have to end it
>>35524306
I'm taking effexor. I'm using xeroquel 400mg to stabilise my mood, I'm bipolar, my dad was too, before he killed himself
>>35524367
oh, okay. beeing bipolar is something different, thought you were simply depressed.
well, best of luck then.
>>35524359
I know that feel, I try to learn as much as possible for the chance of a rebirth
does mixing an exit bag and a suicide cocktail give some unwanted side effects?
>my caring girlfriend
fuck off
You have to be 18 to post on this board.
>>35524492
I don't know, my method would be to slice my throat
And for the record i'll be 20 this year
>>35524862
>slicing anything
if you don't want to chop of your whole head, just jump off a high building
>>35524424
>chance of a rebirth
This shit gets me sad. I've never really cared for any religious stuff or belief like that. I have this feeling deep down that after I die, it's just absolute nothingness. No living person can even conceive something that intense. I think that's the only reason I'm still alive.
>>35524952
Well, I don't care either way, I usually ook what happens and react than.
If there is a chance for rebirth, why not take it into account?
At war, you would think about every possibility aswell, right?
>>35524862
I held a knife to my brain atheria? bad english again, the main vene that goes to your brain, but I feard cutting my throat and generally it's really scary
>>35524016
Wanna write about how you failed 3 fucking times and how much of an atention whore you are, but at this point i just dont care enough to even finish my own sen
>>35525008
Of course, I would embrace any outcome. I wouldn't really have a choice one way or another anyway.