how do end my suffering without pain?
>get a job
>earn money
>join a sport club or something
>make friends
>go do fun stuff with friends
>repeat until no suffering
All of this is fueled by confidence and this is where alcohol intervene
> Try to fix your sleep schedule by getting up an hour earlier each day
> Use PC less
> Go walk through a forest or by a river or something
> In fact just go walk anywhere even if you're alone, it really helps
I used to do the same shit when I was unemployed. Playing vidya and using PC in general wasn't even fun anymore it just made me feel numb. Now I only play vidya a few times a week and I try to go on hikes and walks instead. Try finding some kind of hiking club or something, you'll make friends there. I just go alone most of the time but it's nice to socialise.
An airtight plastic bag.
Something to tighten it.
A helium tank.
>>35517546
Not him, but I had money, wasn't really part of clubs and had friends. I did "fun" stuff, but I still want to die.
There is no problem to fix and it's fueling the despair.