whats it like to be chemically castrated

I didn't want to breed anyway, the world is pretty scary.

Depends from person to person. I can sort of answer your question as an MtF.

It's like seeing the world clearly for the worst time without the stupid haze of sex drive clouding your brain.

You can get things done. You can focus on tasks and do things without your mind wandering to sex. Sex and relationships seem like no big deal and you are capable of anything you put your mind to.

For a few weeks or months..

Then because you have no testosterone you lose all your ambition and energy and thought processes and it becomes really hard to focus on anything or do anything in particular.

Thoughts sort of just drift around stupidly without any sense of control over them. The loneliness really settles in and since you don't even care about sex, you crave the affection and being wanted even more to make up for it.

It's a mixed bag of tricks but you may like it. You may also hate it. I personally like it.