breaking an extrovert

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>tfw i used to be extroverted but now im introverted
>be me
>8th grade
>talked to anyone, sometimes bullied but friend got my back
>interested in computers so is friend
>friend and i have time of our lives
>then i find out im moving to another state to start freshmen year
>parents think its a great idea since all the kids would 'be as new as me'
>they were dead fucking wrong
>all freshmen were already dating someone or had defned social group
>first day
>sitting in homeroom staring at the floor, people ask me who i am they never saw me before
>fuckoffredneck.gif
>go down to an assembly since first day always chill
>ginger introduces me to her and her friends
>say hi but too autistic to keep convo going, look down again
>pretty sure i fucked up looking back on that moment
>never spoke to anyone, not because of fear of people (id talk to random people)
>everyday just went though the motions
>middle of the year, kid sits at my table (i was alone there)
>start talking, talks about how he got a girl with a bf to fuck him in a truck over the weekend
>then he mentions that his table thinks he's doing a good thing by sitting with me
>look at him and just stop talking
>i dont want to be a pity case to help a kid get his dick wet
>ignore him, he doesnt return
>summer comes, glad and leave school
>break down over the summer because i make myself alone all the time
>do computer shit rather than try and make friends
>cry because im without a gf, have virginity and never kissed
>built mistrust for almost every person
>ff to now, introverted and angry all the time
>never dating, kissed or had sex
>major trust issues with everyone i meet
>frustrated
anyone else been broken like this?