>tfw 42
>10 - 20 years of life left before i am old and frail
>no retirement fund or family to care for me
>never had a partner for more than 6 months
>joint pain which i think is oncoming arthritis and fatigue
You can't possibly comprehend these feels. I never thought about getting old, I thought my life would be on track, maybe an achievement or two, perhaps a wife and kids..... somehow it would all work out. How wrong I was.
I'd give anything to have my youth back, the chance to turn things around and make something of myself.
If you had your youth back you would probably do the same shit you did last time, thinking "wow look at all this time I just got back, I can put it off a day". You're still the same person. No use thinking about it
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>tfw young (22) and doing this now and will probably be even worse than OP at his age
Why is it so hard to change yourself?
I woke up telling myself I'd do productive stuff and ended up doing shit all again.