Hey robots, and or cyborgs; I have no motivation in life, I still have feelings, and happiness, and all that, sadness too; but I have no motivation, the only reason I still get up from bed, is because my dad loves me, and I want him to be proud, and I also have pets that like me, but other than that, I'm pretty fucking hopeless in life; I'm shit at math, so I'm pretty fucked in life when it comes to anything that involves it, its not because I'm not educated, my brain is just stupid; I hate people, normal fags, SJWs, and all; I'm shit at being responsible, or taking orders; I'm shy to romantic love, so I'm never gonna get a girlfriend; I've been separated from society since I was 10, its finally been 8 years, I gone to hospital school because my mom hated my elementary school, and took the offer, hospital school helped me in infinite ways, and I'm forever thankful for it, I however was separated from society for 8 years, and for 8 years I haven't talked to anyone that wasn't 30+ years my age, I do think that I needed those 8 years of solitude, it changed me in ways I would have never of been if I had never gone though them; in 2016 a girl complemented me in walmart, that was nice, but then I remember that girls just complement random, lowblow people, for practice, still though, 8 years of not even talking to boys, atleast it was a girl, I also look almost like a 14 year old, curse my youthful genes, thats prolly why she said I was "cute"; I've been spending basicly my entire life on the internet, since 8 years ago, also haven't talked to anyone on the internet either, just to add salt upon wounds; I don't do anything, and I really can't, I live in a shit place, and the family is going though hard times, my dad and I go for quick hikes, when its nice out, but thats it, its either internet, hikes, sleep, or fap; any suggestions?
>Tl;dr: 10 year old fag gets locked in a bunker for 8 years, but luckily has an internet connection; looses hope, and motivation in life.
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>>35499534
I honestly have very little understanding of what you're trying to convey here
>>35499847
I don't really know either; I think I'm asking for help with motivation.
>>35499898
I would say one thing that helps is exercise. Try jogging for half an hour. 2 days on, 1 day off. You'll notice a difference in your perspective quite quickly
>>35500103
Can't go out of the house, I live in a shit place, theres loose dogs, and nignogs everywhere; also planning to get an exercise bike soon, family just has no money though.
>>35499534
I think the idea of being overly motivated is overrated. You only really need a little bit and I think you have it. You say you are motivated because of your dad. Now you might downplay this and say it is not enough but evidently it is.
>>35500207
I know its enough, but just for what I'm currently doing; I'm planning to try to go to college though, it will be hard without him being a shout away.