>got fucked over for $1750
>ruined my chances with my oneitis
>basically got cuckolded aswell
>blew most of my remaining Money on drugs and other dumb shit that brought me no happiness
>got stuck in a psychedelic induced hell for like 2 hours
>said all of the worst things i could think of and all of my insecurities and deepest secrets in front of all my friends
>cried a whole shitload afterwards and punched myself in the face like 10 times, went and sat in the back of my truck in the cold
Im too fucked up to even say the order of events right
There was so much more that happened
My life is ruined, all in 2 days
i'm stealing that rare wojak
>>35493088
What else happened?
original
>>35493382
I ignored a guy who just wanted to help me so that I could go do drugs at a friends birthday party (where most of this shit happened)
I turned kinda gay while I was in that fucked up psychedelic psychosis
I have a whole shitload of internalized self hate
I spent a whole bunch of money and time on that girl
I literally dont like anything anymore, not the music I used to listen too, my friends, vidya, nothing. Maybe I just need to wait a bit but it all seems so shitty right now.
>>35493450
baby's 1st lsd
Gonna need more details you faggot cocksucker