Procrastination thread

>>35490758
I woke up today and this was my goal to complete but I ended up jerking off 5 times and shitposting here all day. I really fucking hate myself.

Even worse is that I noticed a timer said I had a 24 hour grace period as I had already passed the deadline and probably had that much time to fix anything but I just hurried and submitted because it was 12:01 and now I cannot make changes.

Why am I this way totally self sabotaged to stay a NEET

>>35490795

Take solace in the fact it's out of your hands now. At least the pressure of the approaching deadline is gone, for better or for worst.

>>35490864
Thanks robot. I am in a way relieved it is done. I went back and looked it over and it is not as horrible as I thought. Some stuff looks really good. Some others looks like I could have done better or taken another pic where it isnt warped due to angle. Its little stuff where I notice it so they definitely will but it isn't terrible. Just not the best presentation I could have done. I looked back at my email and it says if My portfolio is not recognized and reccomended I will still be considered for their general BA Graphic Design Program just not the specialized one I went for. I can only hope at this point I suppose.

It's not your dream, if it was you would have started on it the first day and made sure everything was perfect to your standards before sending it in. You just want to convince yourself it was, so you post here whining about being anxious and nervous, yet you still did it anyway? What allowed to suddenly pull yourself together the last 30 minutes?

The reality is you just want to go back to your instant gratification (porn, video games, junk food, sleeping all day) because you're a lazy NEET.

Enjoy.

no because i never had much opportunity

but my portfolio is amazing because im a neet and i have nothing else to do

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>>35490758
I have 2 chapters of math homework, a math project and two tests to study for. My class is at 8am and it's 1am now. Once I get to school I'll be there till late at night. I hate myself for it.

But yeah, I once entirely forgot the deadline for an art final and had to do a massive piece overnight and ended up soaking it in my tears. At least my teacher gave me a donut when I turned it in and was super nice about it.

>>35490758

You should be happy

Art school is a fucking joke.

>>35491261
I just looked at the clock and realized it was due i ignored it because i was fearing of being judged and not getting in. Examined and picked apart by normies. You are probably right its not my dream. Only something I should want to do and finish school. I left school with an AA 2 years ago and just been NEETing it up since. Youd be right in that my actual dream is to be a lazy NEET.

>>35491357
It is. However graphic design actually makes money and I was hoping to continue on into a UX specialization which increases pay to 70-100k.

>>35491386
At least you admit it, don't even try anymore just lay down and rot. Join the rotters and live off of your parents. Then you won't have to worry about scary projects.

>>35491431
F-f-fuck you ;_; mummy said she wont pay for me anymore unless i unNeet

>>35490758
I get an adrenaline rush when I procrastinate. I see it as a sort of mental edging. Im like anxious and drawing something out where if i just took care of it it would be done. But procrastinating lengthens it then boom rush to get it done. I fool myself thinking i do better work under pressure but probably not but I leterally cannot start something until the 11th hour. Its a nice rush feeling but a terrible habit. I hate myself for it too but I know no other way.

>>35491866
This. It gives a rush like no other but does nothing else to serve me. I spend 3x the amount of time thinking and worrying about something than the time it takes to complete

I moved two states away to chase my dreams (or at least I think they're mine).