Ive lost everything

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I've lost everything my fellow anons. I have no one to talk to. I'm all alone, all i have is my music. Everyone i know either ignores me or just doesn't care enough to even text back. I'm always the one who has to text first, at this point finding a gf is damn near impossible. Everything looks so damn black and empty, people tell me to stop looking and let it come to you. Well how can I let it come to me when there is nothing there at all? How can I know it even exists if I stop looking. I've lost all my friends, I've lost myself. I dont know what to do, an hero sound so great but i dont want to, not because im scared but because of the damaging affect it will have on my family. Im so fucking gone and i don't even know myself anymore.