25+

loved the last thread

>tfw you're supposed have figured out your life by now

33 and just this year i have had a compulsive need to learn how to build stuff out of wood. i bought a bunch of tools and have begun.

25 isn't old. 30 isn't old either. Hell, not even 35 is old.

40 is when the chinks in the armor start showing, but even then, you're not "old" in any real sense.

You're not old, OP.

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>hate my face
>hate my body
>hate my *personality*
>hate the way I think
>hate being frustrated all the time
>hate being stupid

WHY CANT I JUST FUCKING ACCEPT MYSELF GOD DAMN

>turning 26 in 2 months
>haven't achieved anything worth mentioning yet

>>35479844
i second this anon

You have been muted for 2 seconds, because your comment was not originatas.

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>JUST 2 years ago at 25 years old I had perfectly smooth wrinkle free skin
>27 now and i have big lines in my forehead and lines around my eyes

JUST FUCK MY SHIT ALL THE WAY UP

>>35479818

That's nice of you to say and all, but 35 is pretty fucking old.

>>35479805
33 and just this year I have a compulsive need to learn how to repair my home and car entirely on my own. Maybe this happens to all of us.

>>35481263
I'm 35 and have continued to never ever want to perform home or auto repair.

>>35479773
I've been told this exact line since I was 18. I think these high expectations are what ruined me.

>>35481284
>>35481263
>>35479805
Us over 30s really don't fit in to the 25+ threads tbqh. A robot is a robot, but at 30+ the emotional sting is mostly gone, leaving a sense of calm acceptance that just doesn't jive with most of the other comments.

>>35479686
38 my nuts hang to my knees life was basically over before it started.
Had such potential but never tryd now it is to late
FML

>tfw just turned 25
>tfw no gf since i was 20
>tfw havent made any progress in personal development since highschool
>tfw insanely lucky and making $200k/yr+ but realize it doesn't mean shit if you just sit alone by yourself in your room browsing 4chan

>>35481405
I haven't worn underwear in years and I'm afraid my nuts will do the same. Is that what caused it?

>be 32 and had a good career, got laid off due to a corrupt union leader. Now have to live at home with a mother is is nuts and a step father who doesn't give a shit about anything. I think next Social security check I'm buying a gun and blowing my head off.

>>35481421
Read Mr. Money Mustache and Early Retirement Extreme, set aside every penny of that money into a low-cost broad market Vanguard ETF and retire a millionaire by 30 my man.

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>>35479686

>27, checking in

I was real brave with this dying alone, I'll just keep playing vidya and posting 4chan, bravado when I was in my early 20's.

But lately it's getting to me, bots. I'm really gonna die alone, on this website. It's a heavy feel. There is so much suffering left still to endure, I know.

>>35481421

what do u do for work, career field at least?

>>35481346

You've got a point, but where else should we go? Besides, I think these end up becoming good advice threads - most of us don't want to see the twenty somethings end up like us and can offer some real-world perspective.

I wonder if 4chan will cease to exist in my lifetime

>>35481832
This too shall pass

Origuacamolito sauce

29 reporting in, i feel as if life is going to end for me soon and somewhat began.

>>35479818
I'd be lucky to make it to 25, I think most guys here would. No offence but health isn't really something lonely depressed people dp or care about.

You can't tell people they are not entitled to a job or a woman no matter how hard they work and think they will do jack shit.

>Turning 26 this July
>Enrolled in electrical program back in January
>So far enjoying the class
>Have a real urge to quit my job as a truck loader, but don't have a backup plan
>Somehow I stopped giving a shit about missing days at work for the past several weeks
>Seems the managers don't give a shit either
>Tell myself I will have a backup by the time July comes but don't do anything to ensure that probability

I'm gonna be fucked.

>>35481938
35* edit that

>Turning 26 in August
> Live in middle of nowhere with just a roommate and no other friends
> Half way across the country away from any family (not that I particularly enjoy their company)
> Working an ok job making making ok money.
> I don't know what I want to do.
> Just drifting
> Think of suicide every day

>25 years old
>still live with parents
>parents going on vacation next week, will be gone for three weeks
>will be me home alone for 3 weeks

at least i wont have them nagging me about being a shut in when im not at work. maybe ill watch porn on my tv

>>35481421
Normalfilth richfaggot.

How do you faggots get through the day? it's getting difficult.

>no plans or goals

After I finish my apprenticeship I dont know what to do other than working until I retire

>26
>Still haven't "accomplished" anything
>Still live with mommy
>Share a bed with my equally as much of a loser brother

I've become numb and accustomed to my existence, my emotions alternate from apathy to slightly depressed.

>>35482188
Now see, this is interesting.

Not only you, but your brother is a loser too. This has to indicate some kind of nature vs nuture thing right? Like your parents had to have messed up somewhere

I'm an only child like this, and with my family situation I honestly don't think any child would have been normal, but as an only child I'll never know

>>35479686

>>Share a bed with my equally as much of a loser brother


Elaborate please

27 here. I think I just found my calling in life and that is to move out of burgerland and into a country where over half of the available women to date or marry aren't entitled landwhales. I'm eyeing China and Russia currently and learning both languages.

>>35482461
> China

You can't possibly comprehend what a mistake you would be making. Just google/youtube around about mainland Chinese women.

> but I want Hong Kong/Taiwan girls

Then you don't need to learn Chinese, they already speak English.

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>apply to fast food gig
>26
>HR asks "what makes you panda material/'
>come up with some BS on the spot because off guard
>tfw fake experience on my resume got me the interview in the first place
>late 20s and need fake experience to get fast food gigs
>tff
>didn't get the job

>>35482281

We share a queen-sized bed because no one has money to buy 2 smaller beds.

>>35482905

Man, that sounds....unpleasant.

almost 29

take me back to the early 2000's

before I was angry and developed anxiety

Anybody else find nihilism to be quite comforting now? It's comforting to have your expectations shattered and to realize your life doesn't count for much.

>>35481832
I hope so. I want to be cut loose from you fuckers, because I don't know how to quit you.

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>>35479805
Holy shit, me too.

I wish I could remember when I first started coming here. It was when the robot had just been restarted. When was that exactly?

>>35481945
Just get EE internships periodically. Mine paid $29/Hr. You'll be fine, and will have to quit senior year anyway.

>>35479686
>tfw turning 25 in 4 days
>tfw going to jail tomorrow
>tfw actually accomplished and don't belong there and it's a total waste of my time, and should be instead furthering my career and education but no, even if what you did was not morally wrong, you still broke our rules

26 KHV here. I feel like when you work full time, life just flys by. Not the actual time when you're working, but weeks and months just go by. I swear I just turned 26, now I am 26 1/2. Literally just drifting through life, still live at home, saving a little bit. If I don't get promoted soon I think I'll just quit, I'm gonna have a couple of G's saved up might try to hack it in another country for as long as I can. Currently leveling up my spanish, colombia looks like the move.

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>>35479686
>hoIy shit, i'm old

29 here

>>35483147

Well anon, what did you do?

>>35482957

Like I said, numb and accustomed. You would think either of us would get sick of this existence and get a job but we are extremely lazy and drive-less.

>>35483189
possession of marijuana

>>35483153

I've thought about doing this too. I already have enough money to get by for a few years. I was considering Abruzzo, Italy or Algarve, Portugal for their cheap cost of living

>>35483227
How long are you going to jail for, I thought possessing marijuana was a misdemeanor. . .

Once video games stopped working on me it was like oh fuck, I done goofed. I accidentally fucked my entire life up not taking my education and job prospects seriously. I literally have no life at all, I go to work, go to the gym and post here. No pleasure in my life, no fun, no happy. Sometimes I drink alone that's it.

>>35483227
Must have been some serious intent to distribute if they're giving you jailtime

>>35479686
24
Getting better job

Long run I wasted 6 years
Short term I had so much fun

I graduate for collegue 3 years, i am 26 btw, the first two years i has 5 different job with shit salary and with periods of 3-4 month working and unemployed the rest, worried for paying my student loan and rent for my mom, two dogs and myself. Dad is absent. A year ago i got a pretty decent job, good paid, i had to pay two rents, because my job is in the twon next of my home and paid my my loan each month. By thw end of the month i still have money for hobbies and vidya. This is actually the best period of my life

>>35481938
>You can't tell people they are not entitled to a job or a woman no matter how hard they work and think they will do jack shit.

You are not entitled to any of the above. All of the above is earned.

If you're not willing to put in the work or the time to earn it, then you don't deserve it and you probably won't get it. And I have absolutely no sympathy for the likes of you because realistically, you brought it upon yourself. Most of your faith right now is your making.

>>35483250
>video games stopped working on me

I know that feeling. Sometimes I still play some I bought after my mother's death, but only because it feels like a waste of money otherwise. I can't get absorbed anymore.

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>>35479686
just a reminder
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p978u4r-q4c
ONCE YOU REACH 25 YOU ARE DONE.

>>35483327
i can't even watch this once i saw sam hyde's face, he fucking says too much real shit

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>>35481436
I thought I was cool for not wearing underware. Then it happened,
My right ball swole up to the size of a grapefruit. Before I went to the emergency room. The operation included taking my nut out of my ball sack and cutting away the rotten part.

Anyone else not feel like an adult? Well besides the fact that I'm a virgin so I don't deserve to be called a man, I still feel like a child. I once got a little drunk and took a walk in town during a busy saturday night. I saw people my age in loud bars and restaurants hanging out. I went home and felt like crying, that could never be me. I don't even feel like I would belong among them. I've never even been to a restaurant as an adult. Yet i work a job and pay taxes.

>>35481241
I'm 36 and feel exactly the same as I did when i was 22. I've got abs and shit but I'm still utterly aimless.

>>35483381
Wait as I put some underwear

>>35483381
ya get dat dere torsion anon?

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>>35479773
Lol
>>35479818
This is very positive, thanks.
>>35481263
Yup, but I was wanting this for most of my twenties.
>>35481451
Sounds like you have a trade, at least.
>>35481491
If you survive, you stop caring. Eventually. But at least try a hobby.
>>35481832
We are here forever. If not here, we will whine somewhere else.
>>35481883
Nothing happens when you hit 30, really, you more or less feel the same. If you don't work out, you start to get a little more sore out of bed, though.

>>35483393
yeah im 25 and with how fast life passes me by, and my complete lack of experience, i feel like i'm maybe 16-17

>>35483393
Get a hooker. I'm a 26 kv and last week I went to a brothel I found online for my birthday.
I couldn't get hard. Ended up having to pay anyway. At least I fondled and sucked some tits and ass, but my dick never got hard.
I realized even to have sex I had to get confident and actually like myself to a degree. So I've been trying to work on that right now. Just hang on anon. I know you're a lovable human bean and even if you aren't, it might seem a little cliched, but, you are the only person who actually needs to love you. try to become someone you'd be proud of.

>>35483327
oh man this hits too hard

>>35479805

lol

33 here as well.

>>35482461
I lived in China for years (and Japan). Korea or Japan are miles better than China IMO. But Chinese girls have better English on average.

>>35481491
I'd recomend reading 100 years of loneliness. I actually don't fear dying alone now. It doesn't matter anyway

>>35483393
Well I guess you at least got a job? I mean, I am a NEET and even though it sounds good in principle, I don't know what I will do when I have to face the world. I am still like a child that is scared to go out and work out a life for himself and instead I stay at the safety of mommy's house, you know?

>>35479686
>Couple of months shy of 25
>Friend working in Paris
>Hear stories of an ex friend working in Japan I. Some engineering related thing
>Loser friend is a high manager in an expensive restaurant

I just got my ged last year and have one year of drawing lessons under my belt
That's all I ever achieved
Each time I actually tried something I got horribly depressed as soon as something went wrong and gave up
I spent more of my life in therapy than not
No end in sight

>>35483905

Maybe try joining the military. One of two things will happen: 1) boot camp/having responsibilities will push you to become a more confident, self-reliant individual. Or 2) you will flame out horribly and have some cool/horrific memories of boot camp.

>>35479686
>The moment people realize you aren't going to outgrow being you
When did it happen for you?

>>35483425
Well I'm 22 now what should I do to figure it out?

26 years old here.
I am now apathetic towards the whole social play. I don't want a degree, or a job, retirement, even less a family.
I just want to be something like a monk or hermit, though that'll make me a waste of human because social expectations.

recently i've started to feel a little better by realizing my life is terrible not necessarily because of decisions i've made or personal failings, but because of poor genetics -- particularly, being ugly.

this made me feel worse at first because it's something of a reality shock to realize you're totally worthless on a metaphysical level, but once i got used to it i stopped regretting things, because there's no way anything could have been any different.

>>35483978

I actually think I've grown a lot. When I got my 1st degree from 18-22, my grades were absolute shit, I barely made it out. And my first few years working after college I wasn't the most reliable worker. Now I'm getting a 2nd degree and my GPA is about 3.75, and the last job I had, I called out maybe once in 2 years. I wish I could diet and lose 10 kg though. I still eat like a fucking pig.

FUCK YOU MILLENIALS PIECE OF SHIT, I HOPE YOU ALL FUCKING DIE
>omg, over 25 so old guise xddd
FUCK OFF, DIE ALREADY

>>35482092
It's gets easier
All your anxiety and expectations melt away
You just accept things, big moment for me was when I finally realized that if I had a time machine and could go back in time to when I was 18 to change things I wouldn't be able to because everything that happened then was caused by things that happened when I was 17 and that was caused by things that happened when I was 16 and so forth
Basically this is the only way things could have ended up, I would have to relive my life from age 6 to make any sort of significant change

Did you ever sit and think I can't believe my life ended up like this? Used to do it all the time but now I know better

>>35484124

Its honestly cruel telling unattractive people that looks don't matter. Its like sending an untrained soldier into war. Its like telling a 5'6 guy height doesn't matter in the NBA, then having him practice all his life, then when he doesn't get in just say "oh haha guess it does matter".

>>35484142
if you haven't "made it" by 25, you're not going to. in fact, the real age is probably younger than that, probably 20 or 21. you can get a pretty good sense of someone's life trajectory by the time they're that age.

the fact is there's never enough time to change, and it was always too late.

>>35483227
did you get caught with dabs anon? here in texas the minimum sentencing is 180 days in prison and the label of felon your whole life

>>35484087
I know that feeling. I have a degree and I'm working, but it's all pointless. I don't want a family. I don't want a social life. I don't want friends. I have no expectation of ever being happy. I just go through the motions. Nothing feels as if it has anything to do with me. I wish everything would cease to exist.

>>35483972
There isn't a good military here anon. Hell my dad handles lawsuits veterans take to the state because they don't pay their pension all the time
They keep making it borderline Impossible because there is no money and people don't care about them

>>35484198
You're so fucking retarded, it's not the same starting doing something as achieving something. You may start a degree at 18 yo, but maybe won't start your own company or thing (like achieve a good job etc.) at 30. You fucking retard

>>35484138
Why are you here then?
Notoriginal

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>>35479805
Wanted to be a carpenter since I was probably in middle school. Instead, I wanted to live up to everyone's expectations and went off to be an engineer, since I was always "the smart kid". Really regret not going with my heart. This is such a soulless profession.

>>35484187
yes, it makes me very angry when people try to say looks aren't everything. people are very ignorant of the importance of physical manifestations of genetic quality, because it just doesn't apply to them. they are also in thrall of anti-nietzchean morality that just because someone is a "good person," or "nice," or "smart," he will have some kind of romantic success. it doesn't work that way. it's ALL about looks, because looks are the visual manifestation of genetic quality and drive sexual selection far above all else.

>>35482621
Throw in the towel m8. Unless you're a charismatic normie cock sucker they want nothing to do with us. Embrace the neet lifestyle. Wageslaves are envious.

>>35484198
It's a never ending game of catch up
It's like if you are the slowest kid in the race and everyone else got a twenty minute head start
Maybe with a lot of hard work in ten years I could get to the point everyone already is right now
Better quit early and try again anon

>>35484198

This is totally false. I know people that served jail sentences in their twenties and got out and became millionaires in their thirties. It's all up to the individual, their aptitude and their ambition

>>35484224
i don't know what you're talking about. if you're still a kissless virgin at 25 then you've totally and completely missed out on the chance to have any kind of fulfilling life. this is definitely true.

>>35484284
But i don't want to quit. I don't want to be neet for life

>>35479818

yep. the median age in America is 37, I fucking hate when young ass people complain about "feeling old". You're not widely considered "old" till you're like 45+

>>35484310
if you're a kissless virgin at 25 then you've totally missed out on the chance to have a fulfilling or enjoyable life, end of story. maybe some people were able to have sex/relationships early in life, then went to jail in their 20s, and came out and became rich. fine, maybe that happens, but it has nothing to do with what i'm talking about.

if you're a kissless virgin at 25 you know with a certainty your life is meaningless and always will be. you've totally missed out on everything.

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>>35483000
I know that feel all too well 7475838284858-$-#-#-'-'+47#&

>>35484124
>>35484187
I think it's cruel to give children the false impression that life is full of opportunities or that they should expect to be happy. Happiness is the exception and not the rule in most lives. We should let children know that. And because we tie happiness to success, a lot of people feel like failures for being unhappy, which only magnifies their suffering. Life is mostly about suffering. Most of what we do is an attempt to mitigate suffering. Most pleasure is just pain being brought to an end.

>>35483733

do yo mean One Hundred Years of Solitude?

>>35484252

Man that's a good question. I haven't spent much time on 4chan in the past decadebut recently returned to see if I could learn anything on /fit/. But /fit/ actually sucks and I should be using my time more productively. So yeah, I'm out.

>25
>take subway to work every day
>see people around my age on it occasionally going to work as well
>know that they are all better looking and more successful than me
>start off day unhappy

>go to work
>work a shit tier basically office assistant type job as I await a graduate school
>see people my age at the job in better positions (who already attended the graduate schools), especially the girls
>get sad/upset because these people already have more in life than i ever will
>be sad at work too

>>35484298
No one told you when to run
You missed the stating gun

>>35484409
>try to go on /fit/ because i heard it's basically the only board that doesn't have mods so you can discuss random shit since /sp/ doesnt anymore
>every thread is talking about their girlfriends, how much sex they have, etc

>>35484311
When did I imply that you retard. I'm not a kv, I have a degree, and I'm with a band, yet I haven't " make it" I'm in the process of it, mongoloid piece of shit

>>35484224
Do you like strategy games anon?
Have you ever played a long type of strategy game, the kind that you could play for hours
Have you ever started one only to realize that by the second turn you already made a crucial mistake that will absolutely mean you are going to lose no matter what and your only choices are to drag it out for hours or just quit?
Imagine you chose not to quit and you know you are going to lose no matter what
And you can see the other player getting better and better, becoming menaceing, scary
But your mistake costed you so much by now you move at a crawl Wich makes everything much more scary
And you become numb, you go to the motions because you are going to lose, it's still going to take a long time and every turn just reminds you of that

>>35484417
i feel this anon ... i hate going out and having to look at people who are so much more attractive than me. i don't even mean particularly good looking people, just people who aren't actively ugly. have decent enough faces, not balding, in fine shape ... holy shit, i can't even imagine what it must feel like to look like that. you can go out in public wearing whatever without feeling overwhelming shame self-consciousness.

>>35484454
>I'm not a kv, I have a degree, and I'm with a band, yet I haven't " make it"

yes you have.

orgingjahd lll.

>>35484485
Nice analogy retard

>>35484045
The only thing you know about that person is that he wouldn't know the answer to the question you just asked.

>>35482621
>>HR asks "what makes you panda material/'

What the fuck is wrong with these people? Haven't we suffered enough if we're applying for a fast food job to begin with?

>>35484523
THAT'S NOT MAKING IT YOU FUCKING RETARD.
I want to make a living out of music, haven't done it yet, I'm in the process, but not even close yet. Kill yourself already

>>35484400
Yeah that one. I read it in spanish

I just want to be away from people, but sometimes I crave company or want someone to talk to.
What is this curse?

>>35484454
>>35484523
>>35484567
Will we ever make it bros? I've fucked 7 girls, have a degree, have a job $70k, have my own apartment, but I still feel like a loser. I have no hobbies, no friends, no passion.

>>35484577
Read this in Spanish: FUCK YOU

>>35481217
>tfw 32 and people still think I'm 24

>>35484609
There's something for everyone. I've found that for many is an art. SHould try it, for me it was music

>>35484567
we're on /r9k/, we're not talking about becoming billionaire celebrities here. we're talking about being able to have basic, fulfilling relationships and enjoyable life experiences such that your life isn't a never ending assault of sorrow and regret. THAT'S what is meant by "making it" here. you've already accomplished it. go to some other forum if your idea of "making it" is being a millionaire rock star.

>>35484375
If we told kids in school the truth, we'd see a lot more school shootings and suicides.

>>35484439
Either you got there late because the other kids hid your running shoes
Or maybe you were just too poor to afford them
Or your drunk dad broke one and you spent all afternoon trying to fix it
Or who knows what else
Nobody is going to give you a break, nobody will ever have any sort of empathy for you, you will listen to everyone tell you it's entirely your fault even tho it isn't and you will be demonized and made fun of for your horrible situation by people who demand special privileges because their lives suck
Worst part is that if you try to kill yourself they stop you and tell you you are selfish or they rush your dying body to the hospital even tho it's very clear you don't want to be saved you want to fucking did you are done, did they stop and wonder how hard it was to get the courage to do it? Do they consider how much pain you went through?
No
They just keep you there for a week never telling you when you get to leave and then you are no longer a risk and are free to return to your regular hell Wich is now worse because your dad removed your bedroom door

>>35484417
>subway
What city, anon? If it's New York, you might want to try another state with a lower cost of living. The prices are sucking up your income, and most people would be richer even making a little less in salary in another state. Don't fall for the
>all the best jobs are in the big city hurrdurr
meme.

>>35483381
>I thought I was cool for not wearing underware

robots say the darnedest things

>>35484724
Physician-assisted suicide should be available on demand.

>>35484714
You're again missing the point. That hasn't fulfilled me at all, I need to achieve something with music, and I don't mean becoming a rock star. Being able to sensibilize people

>>35484681
I bought a keyboard many years ago and even took lessons for 6 months, and I love piano music, but I can't bring myself to practice on my own. My dusty piano mocks me from the corner every day; I wish to enjoy it, but I just don't ever want to play it.
I also like watching Bob Ross paint and have considered trying it out, but I fear it's going to end the same way with a dry easel taunting me after a few weeks

>27 years old
>just transferring from community college to a university

I'm scared. I just wanna keep my head down and not attract any attention to my old ass, I KNOW there will be bullies who'll get off on fucking with someone older than them.

>>35484820
I did the exact same thing with the piano and my old keyboard sits there greasy and sticky by now, covered in dirt
Learning to play it requires commitment and discipline but it also requires joy and I don't have any of that

>>35481217
>He was wrinkle-free at 25

Normie out

>>35484741
i live in the bay area so basically just as expensive. but really my only cost is paying my parents rent

>>35484873
Similar thing happened to me with a girl younger than me who approached me giggling whole her friends watched to ask me my age
I just stared into nothingness and grabbed a chair and walked away without saying a word
Trust me, it's better being the creepy wierdo that everyone avoids

>>35484873
I'll be transferring to a real college when I'm 30. At best.

Could be worse pham.

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>>35481883
Errrbody up in here... GET MARRIED AND HAVE KIDS. I was OP. it worked for me. It always does. having a family fulfils you and gives you the direction you are missing.

>>35479686
You're brain isn't even fully developed until you're 30. Your still a fucking child.

>>35484590
Failednormie-itis

>>35485022
>bringing innocent children into this hellhole

Cruel.

>It's an "anon gets a girlfriend in a dream" episode
I got over knowing I'd die alone years ago and then this happens.
>tfw NEET 28 year old virgin

>>35485022
>normie faggot
>on /r9k/

get out

oregano

>>35485022
I already was part of a family once and it was hell
At least being alone nobody hurts me

>>35485022
I wish..god do I wish..

>>35485022
I'm sure fucking off and killing yourself would be even more fulfilling.

>>35485048
But those dreams are nice tho

>>35485022
it would be a moral assault against humanity for me to propagate my genetics.

>>35485022
>just start a famiIy bro
Normalfag delusions have reached new heights

>>35484786
Sorry anon, you aren't entitled to anything, even death.

I JUST DOWNLOADED AND CONFIGURED LEECHBLOCK
WITH THIS I WILL FINALLY BE FREE FROM THIS PLACE

FAREWELL AND GOOD LUCK

>>35485139
I also have it. See you in a few hours.

>>35485139
>Decide to quit 4chan
>Watch some YouTube video
>Go to the store for some snack
>Read a bit
>Realize your life is completely empty and you have nothing else
>Come back to 4chan

>>35485158
>>35485214
I'm also turning on all the options that don't let you turn it off
I seriously hope I have the good sense to not reinstall firefox just to get around it

>>35484985
wtf i barely believe this, like why would you care what a fresh-out-of-high-school cunt says even if it was real

>>35479686
>25
>sociopath chad-burnout
>17-24 was sweet; fucked lots of girls
>got useless polisci degree
>dad said he was paying for it, but is actually a broke faggot, and hung me out to dry
>40k in debt (thanks beta faggot dad)
>16$/hr merchandising retail cuckery.
>live in 2 bedroom apartment with dad, nigger stepmom, and brother
>no privacy; everyone is tense
>normie friends "moved on"
>everyday is just like the day before
>drinking and smoking cigs are my hobbies

I was diagnosed with major depressive disorder around 17 and shrugged it off. I can't feel emotions. o well!

my job gets cut in august so i think im gonna save for a week-long trip to thailand. I figure its better to do it now rather than later. plus, the job cut gives me a nice excuse not to be working for a few weeks. gonna try to be a liqour sales rep

>>35485260
I felt so old and anxious anon
I just wanted to leave
I locked myself in the bathroom because I couldn't stand going back there so often
All these kids are so full of life and experiences and joy I can't fucking stand being near them

>>35482461
come to france mate

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>>35479686
>Had to visit old high school to get proper records/documents
>Felt like walking through a mausoleum

>>35485249
I did too. Here I am.

>>35484332
You're more resilient than I am, anon. I accepted this is my fate, I'll.never make it to anywhere or do.anything.

>>35484802
No one cares about your music and no one is going to pay you to play. Can that dream like an adult man and move forward into a realistic direction .

I'm turning 25 on Friday. Luckily my life seems to be improving after a bad period lasting maybe 3 years. I'm hoping I can continue the trend I started this year

27 here. Going back to work tomorrow for first time in two months. Laid off collecting unemployment, but old job finally called me back. Boss met with me yesterday and destroyed my confidence by saying I was laid off because I was one of the slowest workers.
Life is not actually going horribly: I have money in the bank, my own place and a car thats almost paid off, and I even got laid 3 months ago. Yet no matter what good things happen, I revert to negative thinking. I think I will always be cursed with anxiety and unhappiness. Dreading going back to work tomorrow.

>>35486810
where do you work anon?


organic

>45
>going to community college again to finish up my degree that i didn't finish up when I was 20
>slipped in and out of long boughts of unemployment
>longest job i held was when I was working in Circuit City for back in 1999 to 2004

>>35486810
Why did they want you back if you were one of the slowest?

>>35482461
>Russia
Rusbot here. Please don't. Russian women are not that much different from your women. Tgey are not fat but they are still entitled. They will spread their legs hoping to become a citizen of the US.

Funny, in my twenties and early thrities I was a rollercoaster of emotion. Now I'm pretty mellow.

I'm a loser. It's okay. I've comes to terms with it. Once in a blue moon I'll get an email from my dad or something but I'm persona non grata 99% of the time.

I'm about to turn 22 I wonder if you guys will still be around when I'm 25.

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I told myself it wouldn't happen this way.
"I'm young! I've got time! As long as I maintain a healthy social life and keep my chin up, I'll find the girl for me! That's how it works out, right?"
What a fucking crock of shit. No one wants me and I don't blame them.

>>35488193
how poor are you?
What's your problem?

29 and the longest I've held a job (near min wage) is 2 years. I have a worthless degree though, so I guess Im doing a bit better maybe?

>>35488630
Been here for 11 years now. No reason to leave.

>>35487067
electrical contractor

>>35488309
Not completely sure. He did say that I had been there long enough to be part of the team. I guess I am just less valuable. He wasnt mean about it just matter of fact. I think it was a bit unfair

>>35479818
Maybe in terms of lifespan, but 25-35 is pretty fucking old to not have life at least somewhat figured out.

People my age have budding careers and are starting their families, and I'm just existing.

bump!

origigi

>>35489218
Use that comment to learn to work faster
Maybe it'll be the push you needed to become great

>tfw I've always considered 25 to still be relatively young
>mfw I realized it's not

>Running an old fantasy through my head
>Think about how nice it would be to be with a slightly older woman
>She could be motherly towards me and it would be great
>Wouldn't want her to be too old, maybe like 28, ten years older than me or so
>Remember I'm 27

Oh.

>>35479686
I have had 3 people this week tell me I'm 15 even though I'm turning 29 in December.

>>35484253

My dad always wanted me to be a carpenter like him, but I want to be an engineer to make money and push technological progress forward, even if it's in a blue collar banal kind of way.

Tell you your tale of woe, anon, that you might change my mind.

>>35491035

30 is when youth ends. 25 is one of lifes final peak ages. You're objectively a child if you don't think 25 is young. 40 is getting old. 60 is actually old. When you stop being an adolescent who actually believes this nonsense is important, you'll work it out.

>>35491123

Right? This was such a charming idea at 23, but now that I'm 26, older women are closer and closer to that 30-32 y.o. wall

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>tfw 27 year old and starting college this fall
It'll work out, right? I haven't sat in a class since high school. I have heavy social anxiety but I'll make it, right? I'll pass and be a success, right? I want to not be a loser anymore..

>>35483276
I can feel your retardation from here. Please look up "Just World Fallacy". This is coming from someone who has both a job and a gf.

>>35479686
>Tfw have exercised consistently for nearly a decade now, aesthetic af
>Twf finally got through a year of only getting 4-5 hours of sleep at night and barely eating anything, putting in the hard work necessary to get a decent job
>Tfw have okay job now, making a decent living, no financial worries because I don't overspend
>Tfw still no gf, only had about 5 hook ups that went nowhere

It hurts... Don't fall for the memes, our society is fucked, immigrants make it much harder for us to get jobs and get into school and women are absolutely fucking ruined.

>>35485043
This. They'd have to deal with the world and my shit genes.

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>strangers on the street never refer to me as 'that boy' when they want to comment on my autism walk
>"mummy, why is that boy looking at the ground like that?" has become "mummy, that man is weird"
It's not fair I would look younger if not for these slight age lines!

I've just turned 25 and sometimes when I think about what has become of my life after high school it almost seems unreal. Often late at night or just after I wake up and before I have my coffee I'll be in bed and just keep thinking, "How can this my life? How could I let this happen? This can't be real."

Objectively speaking my life isn't that bad, but I've fallen so far that it just feels devastating to realize it.

>tfw hairline is starting to go

FUUUUG

>be 28
>life is in shambles
>chronic disease
>hair loss
>no money in the bank

fuck me.

>>35491793
>tfw so bald I had to start buzzing it at 24

It's been over a year now and I still think of myself as having good hair. Looking in the mirror is always devastating experience for me.

Get off your fat fucking ass and get in shape. If you take care of your body you can still be hot in your 40s and maybe even early 50s.

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cute slim brunette in glasses moved in nearby last year
not sure about her age since she is slim and tall
might be either 15 or 20
refers to me as "sir"
>tfw for her I am in the same league as her teachers, uncles and grandparents
I am only 23

Supporting myself. Moved into apartment with gf. Have job that pays well in an industry I thought I wanted to work in. Floss daily.

>Feel fucking miserable and am more constantly anxious than I've ever been in my life

Anyone else know this feeling?

>>35491884
Flossing daily is a good feel.

>>35491545
You can do it anon, I hope it all works out for you.

start a perma blast/cruise and make life more interesting

>>35491884
How recently did you move and get the job? Might just take a while to get settled to the new life and the anxiety will disappear eventually.

>>35491936

it's been about a week for both. Thanks anon I hope you're right.

>26
>med student with two years of delay
>bullied by superior doctors and treated condescendingly or ignored by classmates
>i want to drop out, but i would be the only one in the family without a degree
>a good chunk of my problems are my own fault, for example, i should be studying breast cancer now

PD: fuck you /v/, for deleting the thread where i posted this first

>>35485022
how would we, males who can't even get a date, get a woman to GIVE BIRTH for us?

>>35485139
>>35485158
>>35485214
>>35485249
>>35485401

First time i heard of that extention. I'll give it a try. Fuck 4chan, i love you guys, but you really aren't good for me.

>>35483393

Literally me. But i don't drink, so that sums up to the problem.

>going to be 30 next year.
>very little job experience.
>multiple physical and mental health issues.
>missed most of the important social milestones when growing up.
>everyone in my peer group is doing much better then I am.

Any career field I could get into with my level of knowledge could be automated within the decade. I don't care about relationships and since I've never dated there wouldn't be much to offer in the first place.

What is a good way to commit suicide in a way where my body couldn't be found?

>>35483393
I feel like I'm 18, but I'm stuck in this aging, sick body and can't get better anymore. It feels claustrophobic sometimes.

>>35483393
I felt much more mature and ready to handle things when I was 19 than I do now. Some of it was ignorance for sure, but I honestly think that I've regressed a lot over the past 5-6 years.

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>work ass off and get a good degree from a good Uni with good internships, land a normie approved big player job
>realize that I really aren't that talented or enjoy what I'm doing
>apply to some shitty paying but chill job which leads no where
>have wife and 3 kids
>not attracted to her and wish I got to experience hot women at their peak, probably never fuck a 7/10+ and be at peace
>wife is a good woman however and wish I was more attracted to her and feel shitty/guilty by not being physically into her
>kids are ok but sometimes annoying and are too young to engage with
>wish I could provide for family more, but hated my corporate services job I was doing before
>get frustrated from no gains from lifting with such intensity as I keep forgetting I'm not 20 anymore, so fried CNS 24/7
>spent too much time playing video games and browsing the internet for 2 years when I was a NEET and so my dopamine receptors are absolutely fried too
>don't feel much happiness, but not much sadness either, everything is just more mellow - Maybe this is what being an adult is all about
>unironically believing in more /pol/ shit every day despite not browsing there regarding multiculturalism, feminism, consumer culture etc.
>just want to play miniclip, runescape and WoW all day on those long summer nights
>gotten into survivalist house prep and food production lately
>feeling really aggressive against people, keep looking for opportunities to get in fights with other guys on my way to work
>only enjoyment is watching nature/wildlife, outdoor living, DIY off the grid and gold/mineral prospecting videos on the internet after work

I'm only 29 and I feel I'm a mix between being 16 and 50, It's an abstract kinda feel

>>35481421
200k a year. How?

tfw too old from 4chan
tfw too lazy to escape it

>>35492965
2/3 of a maths degree

>>35479686
You're as old as you feel OP

I'm 22 and I still feel like a 12 year old
but that's because I'm sperg [/spolier]

>>35481421
>live in 1st world country and make 200k/yr
>complain
fucking people i tell you.

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>>35479686
>Turning 19 this year
>No job, no friends, have major social anxiety
Just fuck my shit up.

Why don't I just apply for a job? I feel like a bum.

>>35485343
>All these kids are so full of life and experiences and joy I can't fucking stand being near them
This desu. I hate them and I'm always content when another happening at a high school or university occurs.

>>35484985
Why did you grab a chair lol

>>35495588
What else should he have grabbed?

>>35495632
Nothing
orgigjriieal

>>35495644
That's a bit anticlimactic, though. If he grabs a chair you're left on the edge of your seat, wondering why.

>everyone in this thread got memed by youth culture

Graduating from MTV world is something to celebrate guys, not something to despair over lol.

>>35495690
>26
Just got a letter to say I won't get anymore unemployment benefits because I missed one interview.

Haven't worked in a year. I need help honesly. I just can't bring myself to look for work or give a shit at all and no one cares. I can see why people commit ridiculous crimes for attention now.

I feel like it's the only way I could get help.

>>35495846
Just do it for yourself. Don't you want to have nice things? Are you really going to miss 8 hours of mindless video game playing and movie watching, or whatever shit you do that you've done a million times? Don't wait for anyone to care. Nobody is ever going to care, best come to terms with that.

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>>35479686
In ancient Greece 35 was considered "old" in the sense of 60-ish today. It's alright, anons.

>>35495892
I've worked for 6 years and still have the vast majority of money i made even from my teenage jobs.

I should still work 8 hours a day just watch the number rise though right?

>>35495928

No you should work to not be a piece of shit who does nothing all day slowly decaying.

If you have so much money then work part time.
If you just want to do the whole woe is me thing then get real about it and kill yourself. Either option would be better than your current shadow life of baiting on /r9k/

>>35495947
>Baiting
You're the one projecting.

Slowly decaying at my own computer is much healthier than slowly decaying at someone else old shit one.

Stay mad wagey.

>23
>finally starting to kick in that I'm getting old too quickly
Just make it stop !

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>>35483470
Yeah the worst part is once or twice a year it hurts like having a fat lady jumping on your nuts for like a week at a time

>>35485022
Hah. I'd love to do this. It's my dream, the only thing I really want in life. But it isn't possible. "Just start a family!" What a joke.

One common thing everyone here seems to complain about is not achieving anything.

How do you mean that? Do you feel bad compared to other people or do you feel a "personal" bad, that you didn't achieve your goals?
I don't know any advice for the former, but for the latter: why don't you work on it?

I feel slightly hypocritical for asking and saying this because I'm one of those that complain about not achieving anything.

>>35492872

Why would you marry her if you weren't physically attracted to her?

>>35485139
>>35485214

Tip: if you need some aid to stop doing something, you'll come back to it and it won't work.

Why do you idiots blame 4chan or other internet websites in the first place? Do you seriously post on here actively with a will?
I assumed that most people post here because they have nothing better to do and because it's the only way to get some social acknowledgment.

If I had anything better to do I wouldn't be here.

>Be me
>26
>Well paid full time job
>QT girlfriend
>Rent nice house
>Looking at buying first house
>Nice Car
>All things you "should have"
>Massive void of depression and emptyness

feels bad man

>>35497406

How don't you utilize your relationship with your GF for emotional support?

I'm no relationship expert, but I experienced my first recently at the age of 27 and it seemed to help. Not much, but of all the things I disliked and wanted to die, that one made me want to die the least.
Reading summaries like yours and others makes me kind of question whether or not I'd end up the same if I was able to pursue the relationship (it's a LDR). I just don't know anything

>>35492281
I'm in a similar boat, only I'm 30 and in residency. You won't quit, it's a psychological mechanism that has to do with comparing yourself to your father. You'll loathe what you do for a long time. Your hate will increase proportionally to the quitting threshold.

When my ex girlfriend's mom went to a fortune teller and told her that I am a doctor the fortune teller with her psychic ability was able to see that I am in doubt about my career choice. I see that as evidence that many doctors have this doubt.

>>35479686
I got 2 months boys

Tell me I'm not the only loser who never kissed a girl at 25yo.
I'm not fat but really ugly.

>>35497747

I've seen ugly people in relationships.
You must be doing something wrong. Also, it's retarded to get your self-worth from your KHV status. Also, if your life is so nice that it's only lacking a GF, it's your fault for not pursuing one.

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>31 years old
> ancient wizard
>20 somethings go EWWW SO OOOOLD!!!
> stop talking to me all together and delete me from friend's list

I'm 25 and I still live with my mom (rent is high in SF) and seeing all these young tech programmers with these teslas and nice houses are destroying me.

A good tip for my 25 bros is to remember that your choices led you to this shit situation. Make the next 5 years filled with better choices.

>>35485022

Here is a (you). Your post actually made me laugh.

>>35497839

Why don't you work to get Teslas and nice houses yourself?
I don't understand. You either complain about the jealousy, but you work towards getting it or you can still be jealous but not complain due to respect (and so you don't come off as an ungrateful ape).

>>35479686
>people born in 92 can already be 25

What the fuck

>>35497784
Every girl I talk to is not interested.

Trust me I know my face is the problem.
I've never felt a girl picking an interest in me probably because I'm too shallow of a person.

28

Decent job, make ok money

Only leave my apt for work and occasional shopping

Havent had a meaningful relationship in a awhile

Overall, I'm just sort of just existing

>>35484485
This. Impossible to be successful by conventional measures when you fucked up and put ten thousand hours, if not more, in the "play vidya and fap" tech tree

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>>35497839
thats true but your parents are also responsible for helping you make good choices and providing you with resources and knowledge. my parents were just horrible role models, riddled me with bad habits and lead me to make really bad decisions in life while barely providing support. I'm almost 30 and still lack the knowledge of getting a simple job or making any sort of income. I only recently discovered the importance of managing my time, and organizing my work things i should have been doing when I was in my teens.. I probably still have a long way to go until i rediscover the art of actually getting a job. Life is on 'nigtmare mode' for most of us.

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>>35491804
Why are people like us even born brehs?

>>35498758

You're not born that way, you become like that.

>took a day off work (called in sick)
>sit down and do ABSOLUTELY nothing
>look at the clock
>realise I would only be finishing in 4 mins.

Jesus christ I can't wait for automation. Even if I lose my job and become a bum, at least I wouldn't be waging my fucking life away.

>>35491545
You need to get that social anxiety fixed ASAP. I dropped out two times because of that shit.

>>35491545
Anon I'm 26 and I am freshly starting college.
(I did only an year worth of studies and drop out because loan and shiet)

I've been through there and I just wanted to tell you that you have not a lot worry about.

If it can help you feel better know that you're not alone and I'm just in the same shit.
Now there is a lot of things that I either need to accept as they are or work on.

As for social anxiety : Don't worry.
Most people you will study with are younger than you some may be older or just old enough for you to consider as a good study friend but this doesn't matter much remember that you are older and that you need to show you don't care about what they think of you.

It's a paradox but this is how it is, you're older and what you're scared of is not if they reject you but if you reject them and then you will try hard to adapt.

Don't do this, stay yourself and your age and hang with whoever you want if not anyone, just dont "tryhard" to be friend or make it look like you're trying, stay natural and most common way to make contact = talk about course subject.

Hang in there anon, we're in this together, I just ignored whoever he fuck cared or reminded me about my age these are negative people you have to avoid at all cost.

How easy is it to get a mature woman as a gf once you hit 25+ ?

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I have nothing to add aside from this picture and the fact that a really introspective delsym trip made me realize I need to get my shit together. I'm a 33 yo NEET and don't wanna end up like pic related.

>>35499993
I'm a khv but I have the same preference in woman.

What I figured is that it is literally the same as young girls if not harder.

If you have no game or good looks then you can only try to date fat or ugly old women and even this is mot guaranteed.

You see these women at their age they may have kids or setlled with their lives and are independent enough so they mostly look for casual fun only and they will look for Chads 24/7.

I hope it doesn't hurt you much but there are guys less than 25 who scored old women in bars.

So how hard is it? It doesn't depend on your age.

>>35500070
but he has a steady job and he's not homeless. he even had neetbux and probably lives in a first world country. wow its nothing.

>>35500562
I can smell the underage coming off this post.
>le first world problems xD
>le material wealth more important than human connections xD

>>35499855
Would you rather be a 30 year old with a degree? Or a 30 year old without one?

Plus no one would really know you just graduated lol they'd asume that you went through the normal breeding process.

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>26
>still a virgin
Joining IS sounds like a good option.

>>35501607
Tinder exists

Brothels exist

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>>35501638
I get on average 2 matches a day.
I'm 6'3", i make three times the average income, i have good and exciting hobbies, i'm fucking swole.
Still apparently having a fucked up face is a death sentence.

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>27
>no skills or education
>have been dead inside for like 10 years and have nothing to talk about even if people end up liking me
>only work i've ever done is off the books type shit so i can't even apply anywhere without people looking at me like i'm psychotic
>rare chances i find motivation in life just end up in crippling depression because i have no way out of the hole my tism helped dig

>>35500070

I'm glad you posted that. I'm no wheres near as bad as the guy in that screencap, but there's some wisdom in there.

Today at my normie cushy office job I lurked the web on my phone from 9-5, did not do one ounce of actual work, nor did I really speak to anyone. I looked over at my cubicle neighbour, and he was on his phone too. These are good times, but I fear I will be tasked with work soon.

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>>35482621

I'm at loss for words. I'm so sorry anon. The fucked up thing is I know you tried your best.

I don't know what it is about this world. It's so confusing and so cutthroat. Unless you know people who can offer you opportunities or connections or some small amount of guidance you are thrown to the wolves. You want to get your life together but people judge you because you started later than expected you are punished for your past short comings or hardships and nobody in the working world ever forgives you for it. You have to start at the right time and keep moving until you are to old to do so anymore.

>>35497256
That's sort of now one of many problems hence my post

>>35502438
What exactly is your job role/title? Seems pretty robot friendly

>>35500070
I'm just going to go ahead and do stuff even if it gets me killed, it beats working at a dollar store putting things in bags.

>>35504370
At least he's getting paid. I'd kill for a job like that and live in a real country, but I can't even get that because of mental illness and living in the third world.

At least he has an income, that means he can do something with the money to get him to a better place. there are neets like myself who can't do anything other than killing themselves

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I have been depressed for as long as I can remember.
Recently I quit the programming job I worked for 2 and a half years,
the job wasn't demanding but it made me feel bad doing the same shit every day and made me become kind of an alcoholic.
I had always wanted to go the the UK and to start a new life so I went there a month ago, but of course things never went the way I expected to,
not only did i not get better but I was so fucking depressed there that I couldn't function normally.
I locked myself in the hotel room most of the time and turned into a fucking mess, plus the homesickness and loneliness so I returned home just after a few weeks.

So everything went back to it used to be except i'm now jobless.

Now everyday i wake up at 5 PM and just mob around at home, then go out to buy beer when it's after midnight,
and the depression is just keep getting worse,

I'm now agonising over what kind of job should I look for, programming is the only thing I have with experience so I'm kind of stuck in this field, but I'm so disinterested in it I don't want to go back to it.

I'm kind of a movie buff and I've always wanted to try screenwriter or other film related works, but the place I live doesn't have many this kind of works and I've zero experience and knowledge about filmmaking, and it'd be too embarassing to ask my parents to pay for me to get to film school.

So I'm really torn here, I don't want to be stuck in some jobs I don't like and makes me even more depressed.

I've zero friends(beside a few online friends) to talk to and I don't even talk to my parents either even though I live with them.
I also want to move out because it's annoying to have them around all the time, but I'll have to get a job first.

I'm really lost here, I feel like I'll soon be getting too old to still not know what to do in my life. I just can't see myself being happy in the future no matter what jobs I take or what thungs to do in general

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>>35479844
watch Evangelion, it helps even if the anime is overrated as fuck

>black guy almost 26
>still no gf
Only 4 more years

>>35504804

you'll probably have to go back to programming but if you want to make it in movies you can do programming during the day and write at night. with writing it's particularly easy because you only need to schedule yourself and something to write on.

i'd recommend writing things out in prose first, so you can get a feeling for what you want the story to be and look like before writing the script, which is more bare-bones. if you get stuck there's plenty of resources out there about how to do stuff; you'll need to go back to these for actually making your movie anyway.

i know how you feel, but there's nothing else to do except keep on struggling to find your thing.

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>26
>high school education
>never worked a day in my life

I just don't know where to start... So I did the only thing I could think of and lost weight. I've been heavily overweight all my life and it ruined my social and mental life for the most part, lost 35kg in 6 months, I feel better now but still feeling so... late on everything and everyone, don't know what to do. Don't really want a job because I hate people but I'm out of money and the government won't help me any longer for some reason...

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>tfw will never go back to 09 when i was 19 and start community college again and finish a degree
I had so much hope back then. By now I should have had at least a career. I'm now signing up for a trade.

>>35497669

>it's a psychological mechanism that has to do with comparing yourself to your father

I'm that anon, colleague, and since my father is a piece of shit as me, i think i compare myself with my more sucessful cousins (one with excellent grades at his engineering studies, his sister with successful social life, their mom have more money than mine mom, other three male cousins from another aunt have good balance between social life and academic success). I have literally nothing (no good grades and no social life) besides being the future doctor, so i'm forced to go on. I believe i would enjoy my career more if i was good at it.

>>35479686
>turned 28 a few days ago

only two years until I am a wizard ;_;

>>35504804
>feeling bad about doing the same shit every day
Isn't that literally every job on the planet though? i can't be 100% sure but it might be that you have bad work ethic and time management skills. you need to organize your time using a monthly planner and todo lists.

If you're an alchoholic im guessing your not doing these things well so it feels like endless boring tasks with no feeling of accomplishment. Same thing with your dream of being in the UK or working in film, theres no feasible plan to get it accomplished so it never comes into fruition.

>>35505073
damn dude that fucking blows u look like a manlet also survival of the fittest

>>35505422
i've been doing construction since 13 experience is everything i am now 19

>>35491753
iktf
>tfw people can tell who I am from literally hundreds of metres away based solely on my gait

>>35505616
>Turned 28 yesterday
>Got the invite for my 10 year high school reunion on Saturday

I wish I was dead

>>35485022

What if I don't want to spend two thrids of my life with the same woman though? That sounds pretty boring desu

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anyone planning on going to their 10 Year HS reunion?

>>35505931
I doubt anyone I went to high school with could find me, honestly I really can't think of anything worse though. Not so much seeing the Chads and Stacies but more so the dropkicks and betas who want to "one up" everyone for MUH EBIN REVENGE "look who the successful one now is eh xD" type people who would be there all career/achievement casually humble bragging

>>35479686
so much time wasted, everyone is already settled / settling with a nice waifu.

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>27 years old
>kissless virgin
>shit job with shit pay
>live with parents
>student loan debt
>shit degree
>no interesting hobbies (just play video games, jerk off and watch anime in my free time)
>manlet
>pencil dick
>cystic acne still on my back, chest and occasionally face

It's getting to me harder than ever. I can't even get to sleep at night, even when I'm exhausted, because I feel so miserable. How could I have become such a fucking loser? It hurts so badly. I don't even know what to do at this point. I feel cursed and ruined.

>>35505931
Sure if I wanted that one last thing to push me over the edge into killing myself.

>no job
>no house
>no wife
>no kids
>no nothing

It was a very rich and white area too, so I'm sure literally everyone but me has turned into turbo chads and stacies by now.

>27
>Finished my STEM degree
>Find out STEM is a meme, work a shit software dev job for shit pay
>Have existential crisis and just don't show up for work, ignore all their calls and emails
>Living as a NEET with my family for almost a year
>No one will hire me because I haven't worked for a year

Going to start lying on my resume and just say I've been working this whole time. If they find out it's a lie it doesn't matter anyway.

>>35506370

I'm the same age as you and in the same position (not a virgin and no acne though). I remember when I was 19 and thinking once I finished my degree I would buy a house and have a family and work a comfy research job. Then I found out I couldn't save for a house because of my student loans, couldn't find a gf and everyone I date mysteriously disappears after having sex with me (I think because my dick is too small), and every job is mental torture that makes me want to kill myself. Now I literally have to play vidya as if it were a full-time job to escape from my depression.

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>>35507300

My dick is pretty average (7x5); not that it matters, since no girl will ever have sex with me. I've never tried to pursue a girl or anything, but at this point, it'd just be a joke.

I also have ED from SSRIs. Said SSRIS do nothing for me anymore, but prevent me from having a literal mental breakdown at work everyday.

I feel so close to the edge. I hope I get cancer soon and either die or become disabled so I can get bux and sit around like a lazy piece of shit playing video games all day again.

Life is a fucking cruel joke. Anyone who brings a child into this world is a heartless fuck.

>>35507401

I think you can get disability if you have serious depression or anxiety, you could look into that

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>>35483373
>retarded attention-seeking manchild
>says too much real shit

>>35484439
That song makes me want to die.

>>35498023
I know exactly what you mean. Do you have any fun ideas to spend your money on?