Trap/Crossdressing/Feels story from yesterday.

>>35477597
>Be me
>I've always been too feminine, got bullied a lot because of it
>I think it was because I was fat when I was nine until I was fourteen, so when I got skinny I had a girly face
>I don't really know how that works or why it supossedly happens, but I do find it believable, because the shape of my face didn't change at all, while the other boys' face started to look manlier.
>At least that's the only reason I can find.
>I'm also really delicate. I know it's not really that relevant, but I grew with a single Russian mother, so even if I don't believe in that "all men are agressive pricks" bullshit, but I do think it makes the fact that I look like a girl worse.
>Most boys in school hated me because of it, but I got along with girls really well.
>Met this girl when I was seventeen
>She's a weeb, really nice girl, let's call her Alice
>She's not really that popular, but no one hates her
>Alice watched a lot of anime and liked yaoi
>I didn't really watch anime, but we were friends
>I start to watch some of the things she told me about
>A year passes
>Still get bullied by some boys at school
>Got beaten up for "being a faggot" once
>One time Alice invites me to her house
>She puts some hentai
>We watch it for the plot
>We see each other more often, trust grows
>One day she's on youtube watching some girl that likes lolita fashion and such
>I'm just there doing something else and she's watching her.
>The video is about that girl making a boy wear make up and a lolita dress (I'm pretty sure the video is still there)
>She sees me watching
>She says "Look how cute that guy looks"
>I laugh a little bit and agree
>She says something like "You should also do something like that, you already look like a girl"
>Why have you forsaken me
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>>35477615
>why have you forsaken me

Kek
Keep going, anon. I'm reading

When I was four I used to put on my mum's shoes and hat.

>>35477789
>It was the first time she talked about it
>I liked her a lot because she was one of the few people that never said anything about me looking like a girl
>You don't know how bad that made me feel
>I laugh it off because I like her a lot and she's my friend, but I'm broken inside
>She asks me "would you let me do something like this to you?"
>I obviously say no
>I don't want to have anything to do with "girl things"
>"I just think you would look good..."
>I just laugh and decline again
>She keeps watching some videos and we change the subject
>Feel like shit the next days
>Even Alice somewhat betrayed me
>We still hang out but I still feel bad about it
>Two weeks pass
>We're at break and Chad and his friends are doing dudebro things
>They're loud and aggressive
>Alice hated their attitude
>She said they were like the physical manifestation of the football highschool players they show at movies
>Then she says "I like how you're not like them, Anon, you're delicate and kind"
>I remember that time when we were at her house
>Feel like shit again
>But I'm kind of happy because it seems she likes me
>The next days she starts talking more about how feminine I am
>I hate it, but she does it a lot now
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>>35477812
That's fucking hardcore bro. Respect.

>>35477872
>I start to get over it
>She just makes comments like "Wow, your hands are so tiny, like a girl's" or "Your skin is soo soft, like a girl's" and things like that
>One day we're at Alice's house
>I'm drinking some coffee
>She's looking at some dress that she bought
>She wants to get lolita dresses or learn to make them but right now she has some old-style dress that she thinks looks good enough
>"Hey Anon, look at this dress"
>The dress is lying on her bed but I'm sitting in front of the TV
>I get up and when I'm walking towards her I trip with her foot
>Spill the coffee all over her bed and the dress
>Oh shit
>I panic
>I apologize frenetically
>"I'm really sorry, I just trip. I'll buy you a new dress, I swear"
>"Don't worry, Anon. It was just the best dress I've ever had"
>Feel like shit
>"Please forgive me, I'll buy you a lolita dress if you want" I had no idea where I could get one of those, but I still wanted to buy it for her
>"Don't worry Anon, I'm just joking, it's ok"
>"I'll get it for you... Let me clean this mess though
>I try to clean the dress, even though I know coffee stains are too strong
>I change the sheets
>Apologize again
>"I'm really sorry about it, let me buy you a new dress"
>"It's ok, Anon, Really"
>"It's not, let me buy you a new dress"
>"No, don't worry"
>"Why not, just let me do something for you"
>She just stares at me
>"Ok, Let me put some make up on you, Anon"
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>>35478015
>What
>"What do you mean?"
>I get really nervous
>"Come on, Anon, no one will see you"
>"You will see me"
>"It doesn't matter, please"
>I feel really bad for ruining the dress, but I still don't want to.
>"But why do you want to see me wearing make up? I'd do anything else"
>"I just want to do it, pleeasee, let me do it... For the dress..."
>My guilt is too strong
>"Ok, but just a bit..."
>I hate the idea, but I say yes because I ruined her dress.
>"Yay!"
>She brings her make up tools
>I sit in fron of her
>I have long-short hair, so she uses a hairband to see my face better
>I just sit there all embarrassed
>"I love your eyebrows, Anon"
>That just keeps making things more akward for me
>"Why are you blushing so much, Anon, you're really like a girl"
>I don't know what to say, but feel the need to say something "That's sexist"
>She says "Your eyelashes are also long, I don't think I need to use mascara" like she wasn't even listening to me
>Starts putting some lip gloss
Cont?

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So much of the suffering I see here can be avoided by avoiding associating with unstable people and avoiding pornography at all costs.

>>35478124
Yeah go on, I don't believe any of this is real but it's really hot so continue.

>>35478172
I can assure you it happened. But since my word obviously doesn't prove anything, just take it as any other greentext story.
>It feels weird
>In my mind I try to justify what's happening
>I ruined her dress
>Then she stars applying some eyeshadow
>Some eyeliner
>Some brow definer or something like that, I don't really know
>She then stares at me really surprised
>Takes the hairband off and looks at me
>"Wow"
>I want to kill myself
>"What is it?"
>She says "Anon, you look cute as fuck"
>It sent shivers down my spine
>"look yourself in the mirror"
>I'm not capable of doing that
>"It's ok, I'm good"
>"Come on, Anon! you look great"
>"I'm fine, don't worry"
>I didn't even know what to say
>"Anon please..."
>"Why? You're seeing me"
>"Yes, but I want you to see yourself"
>"I already know I look ridiculous"
>"You don't! Bring your ass here right now"
>"I know how I look already"
>She's kind of pissed now
>"Why the hell do you think you look ridiculous?"
>"Well... It's obvious"
>She sighs and gives me this comprehensive look
>"Ok, don't do it"
>Thank god
>"Let me take it off then"
>And finally, it was going to end
>She grabbed my arm and pulled me to the boudoir table
>I saw myself in the mirror
>"You're really light" she says
>I'm fucking terrified
>It was like my worst nightmares just came to life

>>35478332
My dick is diamonds OP. Keep going you fag.

>>35478332
better keep writing damnit

>>35478564
>>35478632
>I just see myself in the mirror
>Can't stop staring
>I start to remember all the times people have called me a faggot and the times people thought I was a girl
>Or that time when I got beaten up
>She says "What do you think, Anon?"
>I can't say anything
>I feel like shit again
>"Say something Anon, I made a great work"
This is too fucking embarrassing but since I've made it this far I'm going to write it anyway
>I'm about to cry
>Feels train simply won't stop
>I look away from her and tears start comming
>"Oh, come on Anon, why are you so drama--
>She realizes I'm crying
>"Oh shit. Anon, calm down, I'm sorry"
>I can't look at her
>I wipe one of my eyes and see a black stain on my hand
>God damn it
>I still heard the other boys saying I was a faggot and a pussy in my head
>"Anon, I'm sorry ok, I'll take it off, don't worry"
>I just can't stop sobbing silently
>"Look at me, Anon, please" She says
>She grabs my face and I take it away
>"I'm sorry, I really am" Alice says "I won't do it again, don't worry"
>She grabs my face again and looks at me deadly serious
>"I'm sorry, Anon. Please stop crying. Just let me take the make up off, ok?"

>>35478635

Please do

Orgignnaa

>>35478635
Yeah, keep going.

>>35478687
>>35478688
>>35478697
I deleted the reply the first time because I screwed up one little part. But anyway.
>Things couldn't get worse
>I just sit again and she starts removing the make up
>I don't want to see myself in the mirror but I end up doing it for a second
>Could see my face all covered in black tears on my cheeks and a big stain at the corner of my eye
>No one says anything. The room is quiet.
>After some minutes she's done
>"I'm done, Anon"
>I calmed down a little, but I was really embarrassed about her seeing me that way.
>"Thank you"
>Alice says "I'm sorry, I didn't know it would end this way"
>"It's not your fault. I'm just kind of an idiot."
>"Of course it was my fault, I forced you to do it"
>I didn't know what else to say
>"I'll buy you a new dress"
>"Oh my god, that again?"
>"Sorry"
>After that I went home. I saw her at school two days later and she tried to act like none of that happened
>It was still pretty embarrassing. I couldn't look at her in the face.
>I try to forget about it but it's too hard
>Some days pass and things are getting back to normal
>I started to somewhat realize people around me didn't even see me that way anyway, so I was more relaxed
>Still feel akward when I'm with Alice.

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wow this is a new level of faggotry. I love being a man. What if you get raped while you are on trap-mode? being a female is degrading

>>35478762

More please, anon. This is interesting.

>>35478762

post moar stories pls.

>>35478792
literally no one cares fuck off

>>35478762
cute and sad anon

was hoping for more

>>35478762
>Expect some dick sucking
>Get the story of a traumatized boy
I'm kind of dissapointed, but keep going.

>>35478815
>>35478818
>>35478826
>>35478867
>We talk normally, like pretending that never happened
>More days pass and I'm starting to forget about it
>She didn't invite me to her house for some time
>Guys keep making fun of me
>One day chad pushes me and makes me fall
>Says "Oh, excuse me lady, need a hand?"
>Goes away laughing
>I stand up and just keep walking, nothing out of the ordinary
>See Alice
>She saw everything
>She knew guys made fun of me but she never actually saw them doing anything to me
>She acts like she saw nothing
>"Hi Anon. Want to go to my house after classes?... Wait, no, don't worry about it"
>This can't go on, god damn it.
>"Of course I'd like to, Alice, thank you"
>I went to her house and acted normal. I didn't spill my spaghetti or anything. Things were good
>We were sitting there drinking some coffee
>She says "Hey Anon..."
>"Yes?"
>"About that time..."
>Calm down, you have to face this shit
>"Yes... What is it?" I say
>"Why were you crying"
>I just stay silent
>"I'm not gonna judge you, Anon. I just want to know if it was really all because of what I did"
>I felt bad because she actually thought it was all her fault.
>"Of course it's not because of what you did. It wasn't your fault at all. It was mine, I'm just a crybaby. That's all"
>"But it's weird, you neve cry for anything"
>Silence again
>..."You felt bad because you hate it? You shouldn't pay so much attention to that. Also, those guys who make fun of you are fucking stupid"
>I think she knew at that point
>..."I don't know how I didn't think about that. I thought I fucked up really bad, but it wasn't only that... When I saw Chad pushing you today and calling you a lady it just made sense. I can't believe I didn't think about that all this time. I know guys made fun of you and all, but I never saw it as a reason for you to break down like that. You don't even seem to care about what they do to you"
>I just listened quietly
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When is OP not a faggot goddamn

>>35478907
keep going mayne

>>35478909
bugger off.

>>>/pol/

>>35478943
>..."I shouldn't have done that, Anon. Please forgive me."
>I wanted to cry again, but not because I was sad. I just thought she was so sweet.
>I finally said something, "You don't need to worry about it. It's not your fault."
>"It is, Anon, for fuck's sake"
>"It is not, damn it. I just wanted to cry, that's all"
>"You know that's not what happened. I felt bad after doing that."
>"But it's not your fault" I just kept insisting
>"Look. Let's just say that I'm worried because you're fucking traumatized."
>"It's not that bad. I just felt like crying"
>"Ok, Anon. What do you think might help you stop feeling bad about that... Situation"
>"What... What situation"?
>"You don't like how you look, right?"
>"That's not a problem"
>"Yes it is. You just broke down in tears in front of me"
>That hit me really hard
>"I'm sorry, I just went full retard in front of you."
>"You should stop worrying about that so much. You're not a monster or anything..."
>That made me laugh a lot to be honest
>She was kind of serious, but then she seemed more relaxed
>"Why are you even laughing, I'm all serious here"
>"Sorry, sorry..."
>"What can I do for you to stop hating yourself, god damn it"
>"What about you? You sound like you hate yourself"
>I said that without thinking that much. What I wanted to say was that she didn't have self-steem at all either, but I said that short version instead.
Cont.

>>35478909

KYS fucking tard

You gonna post nudes or what lad

>>35479023
I'm interested in where this goes

>>35479023
So you're talkig to this girl. Will you actually get sum fuk or you're an actual fag OP? Type faster.

>>35478907
congratulations, you've experienced what gender dysphoria is like

t. tranny

>>35479140
>>35479158
>>35479342
>"We're talking about you, Anon"
>"I'm talking about you"
>"Listen to me, please. Do you think I could forget the way you cried that day?"
>I couldn't say anything
>"I can't forget the way you looked that day, god damn it."
>"Sorry"
>"Stop apologizing. Will you forgive me?"
>"Why are you even asking for forgiveness? Do you think I hate you?"
>She just stays silent
>I'm a huge beta, don't know what to say
>"Hey Alice, can I hug you?"
>She looks at me
>"What the fuck is that question"
>I hug her.
>She doesn't mind
>I say "you worry too much"
>We let go
>"It was a bad day, nothing to be worried about. I just cried because I never do it"
>She says "Really? That's the only thing you're going to say about it?"
>We just stay silent for a while
>I don't really feel bad now, just embarrassed
>After a while Alice finally says something
>"You need to overcome that situation"
>"What do you mean?"
>"You can't simply live with the fear of looking like a girl"
>"I'm not "scared" of that"
>"Are you sure, Anon?"
>I'm not.
>"Well..."
>She says "See!? You have to get over it"
>"I'm not scared, really, I just don't like it"
>She looks really pissed
>Shit. I'll just bite the fucking bullet
>"You know what. Put some makeup on me again"
>She's surprised
>"Are you joking?" She says kind of upset
>"I'm not. Go ahead"
Cont.

>>35479023
Post more OP. I'm really interested to know what happens next.

>>35479469
I hope this story ends with you being a tranny anon <3

bumperino please continue op this is a good story

>>35479568
>>35479569
>>35479825
>Maybe it's true that I'm kind of traumatized after all
>"Are you sure, Anon?"
>She looks worried
>"Yes. After all I have to overcome that situation"
>"I don't think that's how you do it" she says
>"I don't know... Maybe I was too embarrassed that time, that's why I cried"
>"What would be the difference now?"
>"I don't really know, but go ahead. I promise you I won't cry again"
>"...Ok..."
>Uses the headband to see my face better again
>Starts putting eyeliner, eyeshadows etc.
>I just sit there thinking about the time I cried
>That time I was thinking about the people who called me faggot and such
>Fuck that
>Start wondering why did I even cry
>Alice was right, I never cared too much about people making fun of me or even beating me up.
>I guess sometimes we have to let all out or something
>"I'm done, Anon"
>She takes the headband off
>"Thank you, Alice"
>"I go to look in the mirror"
>Alice stops me
>"Hey, are you sure?"
>"Yes, please don't worry"
>I look myself in the mirror
>Well shit
>I just look at my reflection
>Start laughing
>I see Alice is still concerned but not that much
>"I'm ok, don't worry. It's actually pretty funny"
>"Ok, Anon..." She says, but she's not laughing
>"You know... Sometimes you just need to let it all out. I think that was why I cried that time"
>"Are you sure, Anon?"
>"Yes, look at me now, Alice. I'm fine, it's really funny"
>"You look cute as fuck, Anon"
Cont

>>35479979
You better wear a cute dress on the next part Anon.

>>35479979
I waited all night please finish the story

I wish I had a friend like alice in high school :(
instead it was just nothing but denial and repression

>tfw tall and lanky
>tfw no girl ever wanted to put makeup on you

>>35479979
The suspense is killing me. Please, finish the story Anon.

>>35479979
Keep going anon, I need to read the rest of this

>>35479979
>You look cute as fuck, Anon"
she fug u in dress: coming up soon

>>35480375
You say it like it's a bad thing.
berk

my girlfriend wants to put makeup on me allll the time, i really dont get it. Im not really into it and its a bitch to take off.

she said its not even a sexual thing so whats the point lads.

>>35480375
hetero sex is gross

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>>35480438
>You say it like it's a bad thing.
No I didn't
that's exactly what I would want to happen to me

>>35479979

Please keep going, Anon. I hope there is more.

>>35480480
just slap the whore, I bet she's cucking you anyway lol

>>35480056
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>>35480347
>>35480363
>>35480375
>>35480602
>I'm embarrassed but I don't want to cry at all
>"Hey, you know what's missing here, Anon?"
>"What?"
>She hesitates, like wondering if it's ok to say whatever she was going to say
>"A dress"
>What
>"Oh... Well, I don't really know..."
>"Come on, Anon, you've made it this far"
>I'm not really sure
>Whatever
>"Sure. I don't know if your dresses might fit me though"
>"Really!?" She's not worried anymore "Of course they'll fit"
>"Ok"
>She takes a black dress
>"Here, Anon, let me put this dress"
>Things are getting more akward and embarrassing
>"I'll go change in the bathroom if you want"
>"Ok, here you go"
>I go into the bathroom
>It's a nice dress. Old style, very conservative.
>I don't know how to put it on
>At first I thought I would have to get my feet first or something but it doesn't have a zip as I imagined
>I have to put it on like a shirt
>I try to be gentle, have some trouble on the shoulders part because it's kind of tight
>I think it fits me normally
>See myself in the bathroom mirror
>Can't see all the dress but can see my face and a little bit of the shoulders
>I feel nervous
>I go outside, she's waiting in the room
Cont

>>35480633
Lol fail repost pls iryginalpostsonly

>>35480663
Sorry, I just hate it when I screw up a sentence.

>>35480633
>>35480586
Good thing I happen to shitpost regularly, otherwise I would have missed this.
Please go on.

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>secretly have a fetish for this shit happening to me
>6'3 sports junky who is stuck acting like a savage

Females are full blown repulsed by me unless they are drunk. I don't even get the pity points some neets get.

>>35480761
I started to cross dress and wear makeup recently and I like how it feels DESU I think I might be a girl

>>35480628
OKAY THATS ENOUGH WHY DOES EVERYONE SAY IM GETTING KEKED HERER KLESNRFOAJF

>>35480480
Tell her to be my gf

>>35480792
I'm still living with my parents so makeup for me isn't an option. Moving out in 2 years, i really want to try makeup. Should i go on vacation a few days and try on makeup and maybe female clothing. I don't know

>>35480847
Same I commute to my Uni so I only cross dress and stuff once a week when no ones home

>>35480761
>>35480792
>>35480847
are you really all repressing trans feelings?
you can order hrt and become more feminine without having to tell anyone or ever actually fully transition

I've been doing it for 5 months now and I feel much happier overall than I used to

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>>35480792
I like how it feels, and I like how my dick feels doing it, but I can't stop myself shitting with the door open, pissing in the shower, eating on the toilet, burping/farting in public, and getting naked after a few drinks.
I guess I am just stuck as a male desu.

>>35480847
Same, I'm taking a gap year before I go to uni right now and I'm going on a trip in a few months

I'd love to go to one of those makeover places for people with dysphoria but have no clue how to find one

>>35480663
>>35480690
>I look down and see that the chest part is a little bit loose
>I go to her room
>She sees me
>She's just sitting there looking at me
>"Don't look too much, please"
>"Anon, you're a girl"
>God damn it
>I laugh.
>"So, what's next?" I ask her
>She thinks
>"Put this socks on"
>Long black socks
>"Ok"
>My legs fit, but the socks are still kind of tight.
>"Done"
>She stands up and begins to examine me. Walking around me
>She lifts up my skirt
>I push it down as fast as I can
>"We forgot the panties" she says
>I've never been so embarrassed in my life
>No way I'm going to wear panties.
>"I think it's ok" I say with my voice breaking.
>"Why are you all embarrassed, Anon?"
>"What do you mean?" I'm almost trembling
>"You look good, Anon."
>"Thank you..." I don't even know what else to say
>"Do you want some coffee?"
>We just sit there in her room drinking some coffee
>I feel like I have to push my skirt down every five seconds
>Doesn't feel bad at all, it's just kind of weird.
Cont.

>>35480883
In think about hrt I only found out recently that I like cross dressing I'm not sure if I want to get my privates removed yet though but I want to have a feminine figure and such. I only repress it not to let my family know

>>35480924
type faster ffs you original faggot(no offence)

>>35480883
Difference between being transgender and having a fetish anon.
If they are, good, but let them find out on their own. Nothing worse than being convinced you're a tranny and then going through with it.

>>35480885
Lol I like sitting down while peeing DESU I need to lose weight though. For me the sexual thing about is thinking about cross dressing but when I do it I don't get any satisfaction out of it besides feeling girly

>>35480933
>I'm not sure if I want to get my privates removed yet though
that isn't a part of hrt lol
itll definitely give you a more feminine figure as your fat deposits move from male spots to female spots (legs, butt, boobs)

>>35480883
Meh not trans but i'm just curious how it looks on me, but still i'm 6'7 tall and built like a male. I don't look feminine at all so i will never be a trans, only want to try it

>>35480969
I know it's not apart if hrt but that's the only aspect I'm. Not sure about doing yet. I'd like to have Boobs not big but not small. I always grab my chest when I wear my bra because I feel like something needs to be there

>>35480924
This better end with your ass getting railed

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>>35480924
MY BONER IS SO HARD RIGHT NOW KEEP GOING OPIE

>>35480977
I don't really look like a girl too but you'd be surprised what hrt could do for any guy

>>35481047
What hrt are you using?

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>>35480924
Fuck you for being able to experience a cute tea party as a girl in a dress

>>35481089
Haven't started anything yet and have no clue where to start desu

>>35480883
Please post a before and after so far of your face, I want to believe

>>35481091
I know your feels bro iryganalino

>>35480924
Hurry the fuck up OP i'm waiting for you to finish before going to sleep.

>>35481047
>but you'd be surprised what hrt could do for any guy

nice larping faggot. HRT doesn't change you that much. They're preventative more than anything

>>35481102
Yea same. i live in the netherlands but i can't find any HRT here

>>35481148
Hrt can do a lot no need for the hate

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W-why does this get me hard

>>35481158
I'm probably gonna ask my doctor DESU eventually once I move out

>>35481201
Dunno. Still need to research this shit tbqh senpai

>>35481199
You're probably into traps or something, sissies etc. nothing to feel bad about it's not like you're hurting anyone

>>35480936
>>35481023
>>35481033
>>35481091
>>35481144
>We act normally, drink the coffee, watch some things
>She puts hentai and we watch it for the plot
>"Put something else, Anon"
>"What do you want to watch?"
>"I got it now, wait"
>She puts some hentai about a girl that has some kind of servant that looks and dresses like a girl but it's a guy
>She puts a girl swimsuit on him and have sex
>"Hey, Anon, do you think that's hot?"
>"I guess"
>I never actually thought about my sexuality. I like girls, but I don't get turned on by anything in particular
>I don't watch porn either. The only thing I do is watch hentai with Alice
>"What about you?" I ask her
>"I think so" she says
>"Want to watch some yaoi instead?"
>"No, don't worry, I like this more"
>"I thought yaoi was your favourite thing to watch"
>"Well, I like it because it's kind of different, but it's not my favourite"
>"I see"
>"Also... I think I'm a lesbian, Anon, so..."
Cont.

>>35481230
Yeah same all I know is that your dick will get smaller with hrt doesn't bug me, I have a micro penis anyways

>>35477615
>>35477872
>>35478015
>>35478124
>>35478332
>>35478687
>>35478762
>>35478907
>>35479023
>>35479469
>>35479979
>>35480633
>>35480924
You have taken 3 hours to write this shit out. Most students write 12 pages in this time.

Write your fucking shit before posting.

>>35481268
My dick is around 6 inches right now. Don't really want to shrink it i guess

>>35481299
It would only make sense for me to get the surgery after hrt my dick would be microscopic at that point

>>35481282
He has to think about what he's writing because it's pure LARPing faggotry

>>35481325
If i would take hrt i still want to have my dick, going to consider it lol

>>35481282
But they are 12 pages of text Anon... I'm not even joking.

>>35481344
What the hell is larp'ing ?

>>35481355
Yup same I would need to lose weight before starting hrt DESU I don't like my body ATM

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>>35481251
More please desu

in before walk the dinosaur

>>35481389
Same, i'm 260 pounds and 6'7 tall so i'm too fat for my length

>>35479979
not even trans and im getting heavy feels reading this

>>35481509
I'm about 200 pounds my goal is to be 120/30 as a girl I'm 5'11, I'd be tall for a girl but I don't want to be super thicc I guess

>>35481251
boy if you dont put on those panties I swear to god

>>35481251
sweet fucking jesus please more
>i want to believe

Holy fuck if you're gonna post your erotic friendfiction on r9k can you at least have it typed out before you start posting

>>35481485
>>35481530
>>35481553
>I think I'm stuck in the friendzone even though I never even tried to be with her
>So I got rejected without even asking
>"Oh... You never told me about it..."
>"Well, I was never sure to be honest. Right now I'm not that sure either, but I think I find girls more appealing that guys."
>"I see..."
>Nothing actually changed, but most of the times I went to her house I would wear dresses and makeup
>We saw each other daily and did the same things
>Guys still made fun of me
>I think about what would happen if they knew I wear dresses
>We graduate
>Still talk and see each other daily
>I still wear dresses almost everytime I go to her house
>To this day I'm convinced I'm in love with her but can't do anything about it because I'm a robot and she's a lesbian.
That's the story of how I began to crossdress. Some other things happened afterwards but I don't think Anons would be interested in them. I almost got caught once by her dad and I did wear panties if you're wondering, can tell those stories if you want.
Sorry for the lack of sex in the story, if anyone was expecting it. I'm still a robot.

>>35481598
>she didn't even fuck you with a strap-on

fuck this man what the fuck

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>>35481530
I have some news for uwu

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>>35481102
>>35481158
there are online pharmacies you can buy them off without a prescription
cypro and spiro are the two most used anti-androgens
estrofem and progynova are the two most used kinds of estrogen
cypro is stronger and will seriously kill your balls
spiro will make you pee a lot but also clears up acne
estrofem is a bit more expenisve but you can take it sublingually, which can benefit feminization

>>35481126
idk its not much but its something

>>35481598
>that shit ending

YOU COULD HAVE MADE SOMETHING UP AND SATISFIED MY PENIS
REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

>>35481598
Post your chronicles fellow bot

>>35480883
I want my dick to work and HRT is pretty cancerous to men iirc.

>>35481598
stories of wearing panties senpai

>>35481598
Post a picture of what you'd wear to her house, I'd like to see it.

>>35481598
SO YOUR BOIPUCCI DIDNT GET FUCKING RAMMED?

>>35481644
How long HRT?

dfsdf

>>35481644
Thanks but idk if I'm comfy with buying drugs online because of them possibly being duds

>>35481598

Didn't get rammed by girlcock after she reveals she is MtF ;_;

>>35481598
FUUUUUUCCKKKKK MY BONNERRRR
ORIGINALMENTE ORIGINAL PARA TODO ORGIGNAL

>>35481644
What do you do to make your hair like on the right? Straighten? Ir brush while wet? mine looks like left side.

>>35481673
>HRT is pretty cancerous to men
thats a /pol/ myth
>I want my dick to work
use bicalutamide as your anti androgen and 2mg estrogen

>>35481598
Do you ever wear things in public or is this crossdressing something you only do in private?

>>35481598
Bit anticlimactic but thank you for sharing.

>>35481598
But you're a girl with a dick, stop being such a faggot and make a move and then post about it. we believe in you

>>35481805

i had a bf on hormones who couldnt really get hard or use his dick at all

>>35481644
this makes me want to see john travolta on hrt

>>35481598
I was hoping that would end with you transitioning and having a beautiful transbian romance with Alice.

>>35481598
I used to crossdress with my girlfriend and she was a lesbo as well in denial. that's probably why they do it.

>>35481598
post a pic of yourself preferably trapping. I really wonder how do you look like

>>35481723
about five months now .-.

>>35481725
that is a possibility but there are also probably better ways to make money than to sell fake pills to trannies
legal is better but sometimes the hoops they make you jump through are ridiculous and are just a waste of time

>>35481785
it basically does it by itself, I just let it air dry, shampoo every-other day and conditioner every day
sometimes it helps to wear a hairband to kinda shape it

>>35481854
not sure what this means but I'm just going to assume it was rude

>>35481836
he (she?)
was probably on spironolactone or cyproterone acetate.
bicalutamide allows doodle usage.

>>35481906
>not sure what this means but I'm just going to assume it was rude
nah chill i think you look great on hrt

before hrt you reminded me of john travolta

>>35481906
im similar

you're looking a lot better than me

good luck anon :)

>>35481659
>>35481717
>>35481761
Sorry about it. I'm still a robot, I just wrote what happened.
>>35481673
>>35481679
>>35481745
>>35481824
>>35481860
>>35481864
I'll post about the panties.

>>35481932
I didn't ask but ok

>>35481906
Yeah I'm not sure about the legal loopholes

>>35481932
Please, tell us about the panties.

>>35481952
Sorry, I think I put you there by accident.

>>35481679
>>35481660
>One day I'm crossdressing in Alice's house
>The usual
>She lives with her mother and sometimes I worry about her getting home early or something and seeing me this way
>I don't think she even knows who I am but still
>"Anon, what are you thinking about?" asks alice
>"Oh, nothing"
>"I see...Hey..."
>"What is it?"
>"You never wear panties, do you?"
>"What? No, I don't"
>"Why not?"
>Get nervous
>"What do you mean? I can't wear your panties"
>"I thought you could have bought panties by now..."
>"Of course I haven't"
>"You should try"
>"You think?" I ask
>I don't think that would be comfortable
>"Yes."
>She takes some panties from the drawer
>"Here. Try these"
>What
>"Wait!" My voice is shaking at this point "Those are yours..."
>"Yes, you should try them"
>"Oh... I don't know..."
>"Come on, Anon, why not?"
>"Well I don't think they'll fit"
>"Of course they will, Anon"
>"I mean... I'm a boy"
>For a second she looks like she forgot I was a boy
>"Oh well..." She gets embarrassed "I don't think you'll have a problem with "that", come on"
>"Are you sure?"
>"Yes, Anon, please"
Cont

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>>35480924
Why couldn't this happen to me.
I never had a friend to confide in and had to crossdress on my own. Once I finally did, I broke down crying because I didn't look like a girl.

>>35482078
yes
pleaseee this is great

>>35481929
well thanks!!
good luck to you too, we're all gonna make it anon

>>35481927
oh ok cool
I get some really weird looks from people (mostly guys) that I never used to get before, idk if its the hair or what
some black guy kept smiling at me when I was in a store the other day and it was seriously the weirdest thing I've ever experienced

>>35481988
some countries make you go around in women's clothing 100% of the time for a full year to be approved hrt
which is just downright cruel...but I guess you'd find out pretty quickly how much you want it

>>35482078
now this is what i'm talkin bout

>>35482164
>oh ok cool
>I get some really weird looks from people (mostly guys) that I never used to get before, idk if its the hair or what
>some black guy kept smiling at me when I was in a store the other day and it was seriously the weirdest thing I've ever experienced
they want to fuck you desu

kinda uncomfy when most of them are ugly but hey its cool

>>35482164
Yeah I think forcing you to be in girls clothes is disrespectful but it can help you get used to being a girl too

>>35482078
How exactly do you feel about crossdressing?
Is it something you enjoy or do you only do it for your friend?

>>35482164
>some black guy kept smiling at me when I was in a store
an american tourist walked up to me in the grocery store to tell me how beautiful i was when i was about 5 months in
shit was weird as fuck

A homeless guy once called me "Young lady" while asking me for money.

Am I going to make it?

I kid, I'm just a dude with long hair. And I'm fairly confident the dude had poor vision.

>>35482228
I enjoy it now. I don't think I would do it if it wasn't for Alice, but I do enjoy it.
>>35482124
>>35482172
>"Ok"
>I go to the bathroom
>Lift my skirt up and take my boxers off
>Feel the dress fabric on my tool
>Damn it. I don't think this is a good idea
>Put the panties on
>Don't know how to accommodate my member
>Doesn't feel that bad. It's not as uncomfortable as I thought it would be
>Go back to room with my boxers in hand
>Alice looks what I'm carrying
>"Oh, how is it, Anon?"
>"It's good I think"
>"Does it feel good?"
>"I think it does"
>We talk and do some things
>I feel like I have to push the dress down more often
>I feel kind of exposed
>She realizes I keep pushing my skirt down
>"Don't worry, Anon. It's not going up"
>"I know, but I feel naked"
>She laughs and pulls my skirt up a little bit
>I push it down
>She laughs harder
>"Why are you so scared, Anon"
>"I don't know, I'm used to my regular underwear"
>we watch some hentai
>It's about time for me to go
>Not that late, but I usually go at this time
>We get up
>Alice pulls my skirt up as hard as she can
>All exposed
>Try to push it down
>She saw my manhood
>She looks at me bright red
>I'm just keeping my skirt down
>She looks away and apologizes
>I apologize
>"Sorry, I just... I shouldn't be wearing your panties"
>"No, you can keep using them"
>"I'm really sorry, Alice"
>"Don't worry, it was my fault"
>"I'M REALLY SORRY, ALICE"
>"Calm down, Anon. It wasn't that bad"
>"I'll go change. I'll give your panties back"
>"Ok"
>Go home.

>>35482164
well i certainly hope so

i don't go out of the house very often so i haven't really been noticing how people have been perceiving me i suppose

i see something p ugly in the mirror though

>>35482203
I do really want a bf

>>35482353
part of it might have to do with people of different ethnicity not being able to tell gender very well
like apparently the meme of all japanese people have transitioning easy is only true to white people, asian people can still tell

still that probably made you feel pretty good

>>35482538
how bi are you?

>>35482538
Are you willing to take any pictures?
It doesn't have to be of you, it could just be some articles of women's clothing.

>>35482701
I don't really know. Sometimes I do think I also like boys but I'm honestly not sure enough yet.

>>35482561
well im nordic so shouldn't be too much of a difference
but yeah i failed boymode as soon as i stopped being an overweight blob which was like 2 months in
idk what to feel at the time, felt kinda weird i guess because people here don't do that shit in the grocery store

>>35482736
do you have any desire to take hrt?
I guess based on your stories probably not

hrt can have a pretty significant effect on your sexual orientation

>>35482728
I'm too much of a coward to post pictures online.
>>35482782
I don't really want to take hrt. I still don't know if I'm bi, but I do like girls, so I guess I'll just have to wait an see.

>>35482752
lol thats not a normal thing to do in america either
congrats though on failing boymode so early, you're probably really pretty

>>35482898
>you're probably really pretty
not really, my body looks kinda meh, i just have a very feminine face and a naturally high pitched voice (160 hz or so, im at 225 naturally now tho)

>>35482861
What about something similar to what you wear, like from an online catalog?

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reading other peoples' stories and hearing about their successes and seeing passing qts makes me want to kill myself

I will never make it
I can't even start

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>>35483010
Dresses like this one. Usually black ones.

[saltyness and envy intensifies]
[motor humming]
>>35483100
This
FUCK

>>35483106
Looks nice.
That's pretty much what I thought of in my mind.
Is it mostly dark colors that you wear or are there some light colored ones?

>>35483152
Dark colored ones. I only wear my friend's dresses and she likes dark colors.

>>35483100
>>35483131
Everyone can do it. You two shouldn't give up hope just yet. Keep going, Anons, I believe in you.

>>35483100
>seeing passing qts makes me want to kill myself
even totally passing trannies feel this way
bdd is a very real thing for trans people
and you'd probably be really surprised what hrt might do for you...no reason not to give it a shot

>>35483286
HRT won't make my shoulders narrower.

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>>35483352
actually it will
it will get rid of the muscle and then you will just be an inverted triangle body

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>>35483286
I'm a weak person, I am absolutely terrified of what other people think of me. I could never do anything to draw attention to myself.

I wish I were born a girl this wouldn't be a problem if I didn't have to make such a huge life change

>>35482752
u from finland?

im from finland and im on hrt 1 month lmfao

>>35483486
swedish
oregano

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>>35480268
Shut the fuck up faggot I didnt need a reminder!

>>35483352
thats true
but the shifting of body fat and smoother skin definitely makes a pretty big difference

>>35483478
you don't need to tell anyone about it, you don't need to go around wearing makeup and dresses
if you don't feel comfortable you can live 100% as a guy still while being on hrt

some day strangers might start gendering you female even if you're just wearing a hoodie, and if not...you haven't really lost anything at all

plus the nipple sensitivity is un-freaking-real

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>>35482538
I've never realized how much I actually want to get teased while wearing a skirt and panties.

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>>35483633
thank you for the encouraging words anon but I don't think I can do it. I know that hrt is more permanent than you make it out to be and I couldn't handle the additional stress anyway. I'm already failing out of college because nervous breakdowns and shit

>>35481638
I don't get it
khflajdhfdk

>>35484072
hrt makes you happy
also mid-late spring is the perfect time to start hrt, because four months later when you start seeing noticable changes in skin etc its hoodie weather again

>>35484072
>I know that hrt is more permanent than you make it out to be
honestly idk
at some point it does become permanent, but people who have been on it for 3-4 months and stop taking it basically say all the changes go away (except for breast tissue, but they still shrink a bit)

you all are a bunch of cocksucking delusional faggots. it's because of beta males like you that women dont bother being femenine anymore and want to rule the world.
Men have penises and women have vaginas. Kill yourselves.

>>35484541
I'll kill myself if you violently fuck me in the ass first.

>>35484541
its not my fault I like sucking cock anon :(
I didn't ask for this

>>35484541
please fuck me roughly and then murder me after

>>35484541
So believe me, I get it. You get to grope yourself and steal a peak in the chicks bathroom. But bro. Have you considered that it makes you look like a GIRL?

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>>35484541
>it's because of beta males like you that women dont bother being femenine anymore and want to rule the world.
don't blame anyone but them for that

>>35484995
I have a feeling you and I are in the same 2 threads right now

So I tried the whole crossdressing experience thing yesterday. I don't quite understand this feel yet.
>be me
>out at a mate's house waiting for him to come home from work
>his sister moved out and left her clothes
>always was curious about traps and such
>tried on a pair of her panties before but kinda wanted to do more
>find a thong and put it on
>find a pair of thigh-highs and slip those on too
>find a really comfy dress and put it on
>grab her pair of slut heels and slip those on
>i like this feel
>start listening to hypno and the like
>grab the nearest hairbrush and go to town
>assplay feels a lot better than I expected
>one of the hardest orgasms of my life
>see myself in the mirror afterwards
>disgusted
Did I do it right, bros? Did I fuck something up? Why don't I want to be a girl yet?

>>35484995
i dont want to look like a fucking girl nigger i want A girl.

>>35485245
wow, how gay

>>35485166
no you have a fetish
still I have that fetish too and I'm loving hormones and transitioning
it definitely can work out, although idk if I'd recommend it

Don't listen to >>35481282 I was already erect by >>35478124
you do you

>>35481250
fuck I hate this
older sisters not even once