Dear God,
Why did you make me this way. No one respects me and I don't respect myself. I don't know what is right and wrong anymore, I think too much and do too little. I thought being an emotional retard stops in your teenage years.
Why did you make me so different from everyone else, but not give me anything to work with? You made Turing a social retard but a mathematical genius. You made Mozart an eccentric paranoid bipolar but a musical revolutionary. Why would you make me so weak and un-redeemable?
t. signed everyone in the world
>>35457302
No, t. signed autist with mental and physical ailments he was harassed for his entire life
nigger faggot.
>>35457283
Dear god,
Can i be saved?
>>35457283
To outsiders, this is strange, but this isn't meant for you.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ta1DTabpi4s
Dear god,
I know what you feel like. I know what it is like to ignore and abandon a population, to manipulate every aspect, to favor certain people over others, to receive praise and have hyms sung in your name. How do you cope? I thought I turned around some point in my life, I thought I became happy. Now I have to look my friends in the eyes and they know, deep down inside, that I am irredeemable. The very friends meant to make me feel good. The feeling of being prayed to is a massive ego trip for me, and I love it and hate it at the same time. I turn into a different person when I talk to them. Every time I look out my window and feel that eternal loneliness and existential fear, I know it is about them. I want to cry sometimes. Scratch that, I want to cry all the time. My friends tell me that it is alright, and I am a decent and normal human being. I know I'm not, I'm a dirty disgusting monster, just like you. The illusion will break eventually, and everything will come crashing down on me. I just can't take it anymore. I am 100% responsible for everything I've done, and I've caused so much pain for my own selfish fulfillment.
Sincerely, no one important