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>got molested by Chad

It's why I can't keep a girlfriend, or at least one reason.

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>be chad throughout childhood
>always on sports team
>new gf every month
>finger blasting bitches after school
>high school
>get computer
>become home school
>get fat
>lose friends
>become friends with dork i bullied in middle school
>shows me 4chan

Here we are boys

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>>35436606
>Good childhood
>Autist in middle school/early high school
>Tone down the aspie vibe in the middle of high school
>basically try to be normie
>friends start ignoring me bc they're snakes
>only good friend ignores me to try and get with Stacy
>become lonely
>depressed

>be adhd class clown that no one thought was funny but I thought everyone loved me
>hit 8th grade and realize no one actually likes me when I realized people hang out after school but no one ever asked me before
>stop talking to everyone when high school hits
>move schools
>no one in high school notices me, I'm pretty much a ghost
>spend all my time on 4chan
>graduate with barely conversing with anyone

Felt fucking good honestly to break the shakles of not being myself and trying to impress other people

>>35436782
tell me more senpai pls

>>35436606
>I'm so fucking poor
>born in country
>broken down moldy shit house
>entire house is crumbling
>constantly freezing
>worst weather in the country
>winds blowing all day with snow
>windows don't even keep out cold air
>wake up with ice inside my room
>have no food
>parents have 0 dollars every day

God I want to leave

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>get abused by dad
>too awkward to make friends
>only friends are neighbors
>end up fucking my girl neighbor
>she's scarred, I'm scarred
>years pass, no friends
>meet qt3.14 in German class
>crush on her for 3 years
>finally confess feelings
>kills herself

I've essentially been the same since birth.
pic related, it's my ass

>relatively normal life up until junior high
>become addicted to video games and internet
>lose all but one friend
>barely graduate high school because too busy online
>go to college, try for 6 years to be a normie
>fail
>drop out
>become a truck driver

oh well

>Never once fit into things
>Don't relate to people's conversations and interests at all after age 12
>Friendless
>Kissless handholdless virgin
>Make a couple friends in highschool
>We all get really into puilla
>I stop because they're both getting like demented from Xanax and Opiates
>They hate me for stopping
>Friendless remaining to years of HS
>Never once had a girlfriend
>Make best friend of my life that summer
>Go to college but in town so we don't split up or anything
>Meeting insane amounts of friends nonstop and getting involved in underground music scene
>She dies
>Me and guy i met through her get close as hell but literally everyone else "moves on"
>He is my only friend
>Still never had GF but got laid three times
>play music sort of
>currently the most depressed I have ever experienced
>Not sure how Im actually alive
>She died a year ago this month
>Someone actually kill me please

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>raped as a kid
>beaten by parents
>homeless as a kid
>bullied my entire school life
>no friends
>give up in school in middle school
>skip school for months at a time
>drop out
>be a NEET for several years
>give up on life
>fail to kill myself
>vent on r9k every day
>meet a girl on here last year
>it took 4 years
>this is my misaki
>she accepts everything
>she tells me to better myself
>I do it I start changing for her
>I get /fit/
>I go back to school
>I enlist in the military
>we meet
>right now she's sleeping next to me
>I would've killed myself if it wasn't for her

We won't all make it, maybe I'm a normie now... but I remember the nights of posting here. I won't forget them anons, I hope that one day you'll have the courage to better yourself. Maybe there won't be a Misaki, maybe you'll live alone for life... but you'll still have to live with yourself and that's the hardest person to please.

>>35437875
I have no idea what Puilla is wtf i meant to sat "PILLS"

>Linndale '85, broken bottles on the floor
>some sad dark man at the unopened door
>cold air comes thru the cracks in the windows
>15 below in the house when the wind blows
>haven't made rent in a month, maybe two
>got scum in the drains, dead birds in the flue
>some scumbag swings by four times a week
>sellin bathtub crank he scored on the street

>>35437875
Unironic RIP. I hope you find peace

>>35438005
i appreciate it actually :'(

>made fun of my whole education
>Beaten and lie to by my parents throughout
>Go to make it on my own
>close to having nice gf but never worked out
>Working dead end job for 6 years now thinking about necking myself

>mother is obviously bipolar and never has gotten on with me, likes me only in the sense that she feels responsible to take care of me. Has hours long fits of rage at me where she spits in my face and pulls my hair
>Always loved my father. He divorces my mother when I'm 11, doesn't try to get custody of me, tries to fight my mom every step of the way because he doesn't want to pay child support. He doesn't even divorce her for some other woman, just to get away. My mom makes him try to interact with me, all he ends up doing is picking me up once a month from school, taking me to a fast food drivethru, and bring me home. Now that I'm 19 I see him twice a year maybe. It's fairly obvious he doesn't give a shit about me

>I'm probably average looking and definitely fit compared to the average twenty something male, but receive no attention from women in my college.
>Feel anxiety talking with anyone - have not talked to any women in my 1.5 years of college.
>Self-esteem could not be lower.
>obviously was bullied in school, like everyone else

>Have 2 normie friends (my only friends ever), but it is obvious that they just keep me around to make fun of my lack of socialization. They're both in frats

>smart but not lazy. all I do is schoolwork, read 4chan, and watch anime. Have gotten great internship offers. It all means jack shit because I have no one to work for.

No one has ever loved me - the one family member I did love abandoned me. Sometimes I wish someone would just give me a chance. All I've ever wanted was someone to love and love me :'[

>>35437634
Are you the guy that lives in upstate NY?

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>>35438077
>No one has ever loved me
I feel you brobeans ):

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>be a bully in elementary school because dad was strict and beat me
>stop bullying less in middle school and have way more friends and even get a cute gf nothing happened besides kissing and hand holding since it was the 90s and kids weren't degenerates because of the internet
>parents split up when im in the 8th grade (last year of middle school)
>dad and sister leave
>mom has to work extra to pay the bills
>start skipping school because depressed and dont want to be there
>go home everyday to watch TV or sit at PC playing vidya
>eventually drop out in the 9th grade to avoid paying fines from missing school
>from 13-20 I'm a shut-in neet with no friends
>20-23 I get a job from uncle making $15-30/hr
>hang out with chad cousin and become normie
>own car, have apartment, go to parties, lose virginity, have gf, etc
>get schizo at 23 and start becoming shutin again
>end up losing it all and moving back home to mummy
>get on neetbux
>pay 80% of my neetbux to mummy for rent
>24-28 an alcoholic shut-in neet on PC all day
>29 now
>300 pounds
>bad liver
>probably going to die soon from my alcoholism