i grew up alone, had friends as a kid but as an adult i have none once more.
never had a gf, held hands, kissed etc.
i never even had a hug, not even from my parents. all i want is a hug, i've worked so hard all my life, i've got a degree, a job, a car i rent my own apartment, do everything alone, achieved so many things but still...
i've never had a single hug or someone tell me they love me, why does it hurt so bad robots?
is it because i put effort into it and still get nothing? should i just kms?
For every hug, a slap. For every honeyword, a hiss.
fug. You need a hug m8?
Hey, Anon. If you managed to achieve all those things, you'll get a hug (and far more) for sure.
Don't kill yourself over it. You're better than that. Heck, look what you managed to get despite that void in you. Many others would've never made it this far. Don't give up now. Godspeed.
>>35435291
Im on the same boat just different sea.
I wish you the best anin
You've made it this far, and you're a clearly successful guy! You'll get a hug someday, and it will be from someone that loves you. Keep at it anon. Many of us know this feel. Robots love each other.
>>35435291
>is it because i put effort into it and still get nothing? should i just kms?
Try putting no effort into it. Give up. Focus on something, anything, else. Maybe it's easier if you have no libido. Dunno. But worth a try. Why keep trying at something hopeless? Maybe you were meant for something else. Yearning for the impossible is a waste.
relationships are overrated op. frankly, i envy your position. in the end, were just all the same person spewing its own bullshit all over itself.
keep focusing on you. do something crazy. people will look.
ill give u a hug. nothing weird. just some raw fraternal brotherhood shit just for being such a trooper. stay golden, hang in there.