Pointless story coming, just wanted to share. Most of you will

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Pointless story coming, just wanted to share. Most of you will consider me a normie, which I'm not, but I'm also not a complete robot. I'm an almost 20 year old virgin with a couple superficial friends.

>Send a "send nudes" picture made out of chocolate letters via snapchat to a bunch of people as a joke
>this german girl from my uni class replies "send that to your crush haha"
>I reply something corny along the lines of "why you think I sent it to you?"
>chat for a bit
> invite her to a casual party i was going to that night (no I'm not regularly invited to parties but this was my only real friend who invited me)
>she says ok
>go to the party. I drink a bit, she doesn't because she doesn't drink.
>after a while everyone goes outside to smoke, I'm alone with her.
>think fuck it, and go for the kiss
>she kisses back
>euphoria
>say I'm leaving, she's also leaving.
>walk to my place, ask if she wants to come in
>she agrees. We go inside, just kinda chill in the bed.
>after a while go in for the kiss again.
>she says she's a virgin, tell her I won't have sex with her tonight.
>we lay in bed all night. I feel super awkward and euphoric at the same time. I can't sleep at all. Don't know if she can sleep and I'm constantly worrying that she's uncomfortable.
>next morning do some cringy shit like bringing her orange juice, making it too much like a cheesy romantic movie.
>next few days at uni I'm a bit too clingy, which I afterwards try to compensate by ignoring her completely.
>I ask if I can come over one more time. She agrees but doesn't seem very enthousiastic about it. We make out once more.
>stop contacting her because she never shows initiative.
>now it's just kinda awkward in class.

Why did I have to fuck this up robots?
She doesnt drink
She's a virgin
She never goes out except some rare occasions to formal events with girlfriends.
I lived the dream for a night.