In hindsight, that girl treated me to one of the wildest, most

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In hindsight, that girl treated me to one of the wildest, most unique, craziest and most fun rides of my life.

It was 12 years ago, I'm I'm nearly in tears now and how I treated her. This is coming back now for a variety of reasons, the main one being I masturbated to memories of her last night.

Nobody should have to be rejected in such a cold-hearted fashion, talked absolutely down to the dirt by someone they really liked.

I can't believe I was so cold.

I know she's over it by now, but holy fuck, some of the things I said. And I felt no remorse nor did I even really think twice about it at the time.

She opened herself up to me, introduced me to dating and sex, gave me some wonderful memories... But when it started to come crashing down, I just unloaded on her with all I had.

I was such a brutal person when I was younger. I was so reckless with peoples' feelings, so merciless.

I just can't believe some of the things I said. I can't believe a person could ever open up to someone else and just get shat on like that, even if the relationship really was probably not going to work.

I'm just so sorry.