>3 hours spent masturbating to femdom porn >80$ spent talking

>>35416864
There's a ton of free stuff out there you know?

Why don't you just post a pic of yourself throwing money in the toilet you fucking loser?

>80$ spent talking to a retarded findomme
BAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHHHAHHHHAHAHAHHAHHAAAHAHh

>>35416864
I know that feel OP. I spent 60 bucks in diapers yesterday to indulge in degeneracy. My usual routine is
>Indulge
>Cum
>Regret
>Cut Arm
>Cry
>Burn Evidence

And then I do it again next month.

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>>35416879

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ive seen all of it believe me buddy ive been doing the same shit for the past 5 years of my pathetic life

>>35416969

we have sames, only i do the same with chastity devices

>>35417032
What compels you to do this shit though?
Like the whole super sub thing? What part gets you off?

What do you get out of spending money on this?

>>35417159

humiliation

i get hard off of the humiliation and it gives me boners like no other. lately i have been conditioning myself and getting really hard without any kind of porn but i fear i will slip back into this kind of behavior

i used to do this alot when i was a NEET and living with my grandparents but now that i have joined the military i had to go thru a period where i didnt have internet at all

>>35416864
>findomme
What is that, some sort of dolphin bdsm?

>>35417032
>>35417159

i've always wondered this too and I think I might be close to understanding the reasoning/mechanism behind it:

you get off on (and magnify) that feeling of "unworthiness" that one sometimes gets when talking to someone they find so attractive and "out of their league"

am i somewhere in the ballpark on this?

>>35416864
https://kinkfemdom.com/

>>35417238
>you get off on (and magnify) that feeling of "unworthiness" that one sometimes gets when talking to someone they find so attractive and "out of their league"
>am i somewhere in the ballpark on this?

kind of. i feel like i'll never be able to get with a woman normally. i've been told i can easily do it, that im not horrible looking, that my cock is good, etc. etc. i actually had domme say this to me on kik when i was having a breakdown once

its weird, its easier for me to go and chat up random dommes than it is to do random girls.


today what really triggered it was i kept swiping right on tinder and i just felt so ugly by the lack of matches that my mind just went into a completely dark place. i felt alone and unwanted and i just needed some kind of intimacy.

so here i found it

>>35417212
It's a financial domination thing. People give women money because their fetish is being told to give people money.

>>35417193
Do you have a super low self esteem or something? I'm just trying to understand. Not shit talking.

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>Pirate findom videos
>Watch free findom videos
>Blow massive load
>Didn't pay a dime

>>35416864
Super into the fantasy too, so I get it man. I've never gone out and done it in reality though.

Best advice is to marry someone like that. That way when you want to blow your money at least it is going to your wife and not some internet slut.

And she can setup her own bank account, and use that money to pay for rent, and bills and stuff, ie things that could actually help the family, not having your money get siphoned off to help someone else.

>>35417308
>Do you have a super low self esteem or something?

That and anxiety, absolutely. I'm an absolute pushover in social interactions.

>>35417327

i dont know man i havent been with an actual girl for months and last time i did it my mind was so brain addled with porn all i could do was eat her out, i literally had no desire to fuck her normally

>>35417415
Unfortunately, I don't think one can change their kinks. But you don't have to pay for that shit and bankrupt yourself. C'mon fampire.

>>35416864
>80$ spent talking to a retarded findomme
Femdom is fine and great, but come on dude. Findomme isn't even real. It's basically some bitch who isn't actually dominant getting free money.

Everything else is fine.

Aware me on these sites? Can I catfish men like op into sending me monies?

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>>35417483
>. Findomme isn't even real. It's basically some bitch who isn't actually dominant getting free money.

this is the worst part

>>35417574
Try and find someone you can hire for the fantasy? So you pay her like $50 or whatever per session, and then you can send her $1000 and she'll give it back once you nut.

>>35417636

im not doing that shit

i dont even want this fetish, holy christ, i really don't, this isn't right, i want to fucking drop dead

>>35417552
A close friend of mine who actually browses /r9k/ called me one night telling me she was thinking about doing it. She then proceeded to yammer about paypigs for like 2 hours. Apparently most of the guys like to be yelled at on webcam and shit if you do it 1on1. You probably won't get the chance to prove it since you're a guy catfishing but there are always stupid people out there. Just find the sites.

She didn't end up going through with it because she said it was too mean, the stuff she'd have to say and do. But if you're down for it. Go ahead.

>>35416864
you should find a grillfried who'll do it for free

>>35417660
It's not that bad a fetish dude, and if you keep the costs down it's cheaper than a blow habit, or getting a prostitute or even a girlfriend.

I mean yeah it's a waste of money, but no more so than getting alcohol, or going to the movies or eating out. If it fits your budget, go for it!