What made you realize you weren't like the other kids?

found out my own friends didn't like me and made fun of me behind my back all the time

>>35414785
I liked boys and all the other boys liked girls.

when I wasn't in need of constant attention XD FRIENDS!

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>>35414785
i was a boy-girl

>>35414785
i got called weird by a lot of people
i had (and still have) no friends
i got beat up in front of teachers and they did nothing to stop it

When I didn't along with anyone no matter where I went

Everyone was an idiot but me

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>>35414785
I was to intelligent for them too understand.

>>35414785
when my dad complimented my ass but none of the other kid's dads did i realized i was superior

>>35414785
>kindergarten
>watched barnyard
>totally loved it
>had a cow plushie I named Otis
>Riding bus to school, suddenly remember scene where Otis pins the coyote/fox against a wall and says something like 'never again'
>think I would be really cool to do to someone
>do it to the person sitting next to me (I don't even know them)
>slam them against the bus wall, say 'never again' in an autistic edgy voice
>he starts crying
>luckily, the bus gets to school when I realize I need to get the fuck out of there
>forget about it until now
I have another one, too.
>kindergarten
>at breakfast
>finish breakfast
>throw away shitty styrofoam tray
>notice no one else used the trashcan I used
>notice a teacher uses the trash can I just used to throw a tray (I don't know why, maybe she worked with a special ed kid, and had to do it for them)
>for some reason I think that only teachers can use that trash can
>get really sad and scared
>all day wait to be called into office for using teachers trash can
>surprise it doesn't happen
>go home
>tell dad
>he laughs it off and tells me there isn't a teachers trashcan
It was truly a simpler time.

>>35414903
This. It was a horrible feel.

When I would leave school every lunch and spare and walk around the woods or mall by myself.

>>35415458
me too.
but now i'm an adult and i do it at work.

>>35414785
oh shit i forgot about toaster steve that was a fun thread

>>35415155
>barnyard, released in 2006
>kindergarten

Hmmmm

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>>35414785
Being diagnosed with Aspergers desu~

>>35414785
somewhere in the middle of being homeschooled for 10 years

when people made plans to do shit after school and nobody invited me, I guess
not that I really cared, I prefered playing games anyways

>>35414785

what gene am i missing?

or what gene do i possess that's makin me a little extra

>>35415155
underage b&
originally

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>>35414785
penis inspection day
Origami

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>>35414785
I've always hung out with older people. By the time I became 8 I was hanging out eith teens because they seemed more intelligent. Then once I got into my teens I hung out with 25+ year olds and managed to pull an 18 yo french girl when I was 13 in an mmo.


Im not sure where my life was suppose to be heading but whatever.

>>35415576
How old were you when you were diagnosed?
I'm 25 now, got diagnosed recently. Thought that there was a chance I'd be redeemable before I got it, I guess not.

>>35415479
I do it too. I enjoy it.

But the main reason I started doing it is because I didn't want to eat lunch in the bathroom.

I think it was when I was 11, I went through this short phase where I tried being more outspoken and realized that I was pretty fucking weird and kinda obnoxious so I decided I was better off just keeping my weirdness to myself. in a way it sorta worked, everybody gets along with the quiet person but it sucks not having many serious friendships

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When I ran out of things to say, but everybody else kept talking and talking endlessly.
>t. the "quiet" one

When I still watched Cartoons and they were watching shows with real people in them.

>>35415155
I saw barnyard when I was like 12 it was pretty good, but the cartoon isn't that great but I still watch it I'm 22 now

>>35414785
When I first stepped foot in school at age 4 and saw kids struggling with 1+1=2 and the ABCDs. Then I didn't fit in because they did really stupid shit I gave no fucks about.

I later on ended up fitting in even less because I didn't develop like most girls and had no magical awakening of lust for dick and wanting to dress feminine etc. I just kept being whom I had always been, I never "became a little woman". I just kept on being the same kid I always was.

>>35414785
always hungout with kids 2 grades younger than me, fell in love with girls the said hi to me

>>35414785
When I realized the chads were just pretending to be my friend but I was too autistic to notice

>>35415669
Really young, elementary school age

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when i noticed in kindergarten that everyone else was focused more on talking to each other while i just wanted to learn.
and then when my mom asked if i wanted to be homeschooled after i finished kindergarten and i said yes. never went back to public school after that.
i still wonder if that was possibly the worst decision i ever made. probably still would have turned out like this either way, but it's fun to fantasize.

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>>35414785
when i was in the single digits i use to pretend inanimate objects in a room i was in were actually alive and have fluent conversations with them. i don't just mean toys, things suck as dressers, lamps, toilet paper holders, ect. Really just anything i could imagine a face on. ive now upgraded to talking to myself or bugs.

>>35415847
You made a good decision anon. My time in school was the worst in my life.

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>>35414785
I have extreme troubles associating names with people I know. Only my few close friends and people I have known most of my life can I reliably remember.
I think this was one of the reasons I tended to keep to myself at school.
>tfw you recognize everyone in your graduating class but only could reliably remember 10% of their names on a good day

>>35415813
lucky fucker desu
>tfw diagnosed at 23
literally no hope. parents still think i'm going to become a normalfag in short order because they've not caught on to god's joke in decades.

someone should've told them 20 years ago.

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>>35414785
>reading City of Bones in middle school
>chads tease me because there's a shirtless guy in the background of the cover

>>35414785
This reminded me of when I was bringing stuffed animal toys to school in my bag up until I was 16 for comfort... Somehow didn't seem fucking weird then but it sure does now.

>>35416085
They know anon, they're just trying to blissfully deny it

>>35414785
When my best friend at the time replaced me with a new kid.

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>>35414941
>i was a boy-girl

what did he meme by this??

>>35414785
I preferred playing with the girls at recess in elementary

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>>35416177
Traps start younger every year

>>35416222
fucking kill yourself you gross ass faggot

When nobody wanted to play with me and I would walk around alone.

>>35415669
How did you go about getting an adult diagnosis? I want to see if my autism is true but I also don't want the psych to shoo me out of the office.

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>>35416177
I presented effeminately and femininely with long, back-legnth wavy hair and andro-feminine clothing all the from the beginning of elementary school up until the middle of middle school when there was an "incident" that forced me to stop.

>>35416222
what age did you start and how?

>>35416434
>Incident
Do tell

>>35416434
tell us about this "incident" anon

3rd grade, first year of public school, got invited to somebodys house because I was the new kid
They played oddball in halo
Didn't let me play because I was "the oddball"

Didn't even have a chance to act autistic before they decided I wasn't to be treated normally

>>35416470
>>35416479
I talked a little bit about it here yesterday
>>>/lgbt/7886051

>>35416530
anon im sorry.
originally not them

>>35415005
Why is he driving 4 penises around in his car?

>>35414785
I can't look anyone in the eyes originally

>>35416530
that sucks anon, i'm sorry. how are things now?

>>35416619
Fuck me, I still struggle to keep eye contact.
I eventually forced myself not to look down while walking and to look at who I'm talking to, but it was too late, the damage was done

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>>35414967
I'm going to assume you said this on purpose and die in my sleep happy

>>35416619
Same, I just stare at their noses and they never seem to notice.

>>35416619
this, if i have to look people in the eyes i usually look at their forehead

>>35414785
Am I an oldfag now? How long ago was this?

>>35416661
Same guy

>tfw you literally grew up and became the weird cashier & everyone is forced to go to your aisle bc you're the only one open

Thank god I quit next week, it sucks leaving my coworkers but they don't know how anxious I am at work 24/7. It's almost high school again

>>35414785
Autism
Original meatball

>>35414785
I remember the incident very distinctly actually. It was a day in kindergarten, I was no older than 5. One of my classmates had been absent and gone to the dentist. The time was recess, so the day was at least half over already. For whatever reason, his mother or whatever thought it'd be a swell idea to swing by the school with the kid so he could say "hi" or finish the day or whatever.

He came to school carrying a bright red balloon he'd got from the dentist, what a blunder that would be.

Almost the moment he set foot on the playground, every child ran towards him. He was swarmed and in the commotion he let go of his balloon, never to return. His cries of loss could be heard all the way across the playground where I remained, calmly sitting on the swings. I was frankly disturbed at what had just happened even then, and kinda still am.

There were only two people that didn't rush him iirc. Myself, and the girl sitting with me I was talking to. Did she not rush him just because I didn't? Or were we both people who wouldn't have even if left alone, and we intuitively found company in each other? I really do think back on that day often, always with one question or another.

Well, that was the day honestly. The day I learned that most people are a part of a mob and I am not. And it's a matter of nature, something that's been with them since early childhood, that I wasn't born with. Not to say it makes me special or better... just different.

And the evidence has only been piling up ever since.

>>35416403
Tried hanging my self, got taken to a psych ward, got out after about a week or something and had to go to the psychiatrists once in a while to get new meds etc, put me on some list for getting checked for mental disorders
Basically you just have to get them to place you on a list to get an evaluation

>>35415659
I'm the same way. I always got along with older people, I still do. I'd rather talk to a 60 year old man who's been through life than some pretentious college numale that's my age.

>Walk past people as a child
>Eyes started tearing up every single time

didn't have much money compared to them and just wasn't "normal"

>>35414785
when I got told I had a 193 IQ and eidetic memory and that I would probably be on a goverment watch list after spending a week being tested because I'm special.
Now I'm on here.

>>35414785
when i realized i looked like a skinny nerd

i was the only one not invited to birthday parties

>>35414785
i would never put ketchup or mustard on my hotdogs

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>>35416574
>>35416631
You can read through the rest of the thread to see what the aftermath of that was. No, things are not okay now.

>>35417361
do you need a friend to talk too?

>>35416357
go back to 8gag /pol/, you nooblord
>hurr durr kill da fags
you are literally a mudslime. go eat a kebab, you beetling monobrowed fuck. your sister is a goat

>>35417446
>nooblord

>>35415155
underage spotted enjoy your ban :)

>>35417446
go cry you ugly fag

I remember in 2nd-6th grade a teacher asked me to explain some really simple shit that nobody understood. I said something along the lines "I got 35 by adding 1 to the subtraction then subtracting with the extra 1 since it subtracted cleanly and I didn't need to carry the 1" Obviously not exactly that but imagine a 10 year old trying to put that into words. She realized my method but she could tell other kids couldn't get it so she told me to sit down.

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>>35414785
I was like 6 and always playing by myself at school/day care.

The other kids.

>>35414785
Bottom social standing in highschool bullied by mostly everyone essential a living joke and punching bag, I behaved differently, didn't share interests with the norm. Using a computer in class rather than writing.