How do you muster up the balls to off yourself? Every time is try and do it I pussy out in the end and it just makes me feel even more shit when I don't go through with it.
>>35393439
You get drunk
Do drugs
Listen to some cool music
Put on a light show in your room
Dance until you don't feel like yourself
Then kill yourself
It won't be scary
Because you'll be lifted gently out of this world by the BEAT
You probably don't wanna kill yourself. I've had to resist the urge sometimes even though I don't wanna kill myself, because it's so tempting. So alluring.
If you don't feel the temptation then I guess you're just confused.