>looking up something that could possibly be interpreted as "dangerous"
>before looking it up inserting something like
>"CIA please don't arrest me I'm not doing anything bad I'm just curious"
Sometimes I'll also think about the possibility of someone spying on me through my computer/television and say something to them.
Does anyone else do this or am I just autistic? Also post general autistic things you do in this thread I guess
That behaviour is symptomatic of OCD not autism.
It's in the similiar zone to people who can only leave rooms at times that end with a 5 or people who have to switch light switches a certain amount of times etc.
>>35393169
I do something similar. I usually get paranoid that people around me can listen to my thoughts so I think of things like "I know you can listen to my thoughts" or I try to think of very lewd stuff to see if someone blushes
>>35393169
think people are invisible and watching me
>>35393169
When I take a shit, I wipe for like 2h just to be sure that I'm all clean. Then I go in the shower and wash my butt to be sure that I'm clean. Even if I don't see anybody during the day, I'm afraid to spread shit all over my house. I am the prophet of autism. Of course, I don't go to the bathroom anywhere else than in my house. And then again, I need to be completely alone.
>>35393169
> Recycling shoot is literally 10m outside of my apartment
> Its really loud to use because of the metal door on it and so am afraid to attract attention
> Never take it out because Id have to make several trips and fumble with all of it
> Collection just keeps building making it worse and worse
Its the most irrational shit ever but I cant fucking help it.
>>35393169
I just don't think you're that important bud
Not anymore, but some years ago
>Intense shitposting on forums and websites
>Sometimes got into fights with the other members
>To get myself out of the conflict I'd make a fake account
>Insult and attack myself with fake account
>"Hey, leave anon alone!"
>Be the victim of my very own self for the sake of being clean
>Literally argue with me so people forget/overlook the shit I did
>A few times I actually got angry at the insults I said to myself
my masters' thesis is on the writings of the guy who bombed the atlanta olympics in 1996
i am almost 100% sure that i'm on some kind of list based on the amount of actual christian identity terrorist documents i've had to access/read
honestly though anyone who's watching my online activity that closely can probably gather i'm doing it for legitimate research and not because i want to bomb "babykilling abortion mills" or whatever