fuck the USA

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I'm starting to hate this fucking country. What should I do? Where should I move to?

>be Mexican American
>4th generation spic on my dad's side, 2nd generation spic on my mom's side
>have family that served in the U.S. military starting with the Korean War
>my white Mexican immigrant mom is to blame for my sympathy towards Mexican culture and Amerindians
>raised Catholic
>had psychotic Catholic school teachers that brainwashed me into liking being poor
>care more about social capital than economic capital
>i've always valued social capital more but never said anything because of fear of being seen as greedy and ungrateful, but now the right (the people I kept silent for out of respect) are starting to talk about social capital and homogeneous countries, and it pisses me off

Should I go to the Mayan jungle and marry an Amerindian girl?

I want to work in a tianguis or ranch. I don't give a fuck about computers, smartphones, and technology. If I could right now I would go on a group hike that lasted a year to show I am not fucking lazy. I don't want to join the military and kill people, and I would join the peace corps but you need a degree. Should I just drive to the U.S.-Mexico border and cross into Mexico on foot? Become an entrepreneur and start a new and radical life? Or should I just allow myself to be a tool and become a missionary (even though I am agnostic now)? Do missionaries and missionary work still exist? Will an Amish family accept me?