im getting pretty tired of my shitty life

>>35375740
You don't put in enough effort to be good at games or life.
Stop crying.

>normie complains about inane shit
Saged. Nothing to see here. Just some normie who has meme (((depression)))

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>>35375740
people like (on the anthers ladder thing, its how you play melee online for thgose whom don;t know) like they fight me and they know how to wavedash and crap like that but i cant and they beat me without losiung a stock or like they troll and kill themselves a few times because they know ill lose and they can abuse the fact that im new ish to the game in a competitive aspecct and i get steamrolled and instead of telling me how to do something like wavedash they just say i suck or copy paste something annoying like "you got owned" in chinese after the match and refuse to rematch when i select endless friendly match in the que thing. like how am i even supposed to get better at the game when people dont even wat to fight me its so fucking anbnoying. and then on top of that when i lose after i pick fox they bm me for picking fox and saying that i suck because i cant beat them with the best guy in the game its fuckign stupid. so i watch videos on how to get better at melee for a bit every day and i dont even know if its worth it at this point im just so tired of getting beaten in the games and not progressing at any of the games i ever played, i only made it to gold as a league player and got banned a few times because i got mad so i scripted on my old account so now i dont even have a ranked account i think idk its all really annoying to me. and then i try playing a single player game like fallout new vegas and the game just doesnt bring me any feelings of awe or joy it really tears me up i cant even have fun in a single player game so i install a bunch of cool mods that make the game look good and like add new guns and stuff but then the game runs at like 5 fucking fps because i dont have any money to get a good pc so im scvrewed and its not fun because i have like no frames its so frustyrating. and then when i get frustrated from beign so frustrated with my life i try and watch anime and movies but i've watched fullmetal alchemist brotherhood //cont...

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>>35375801
ive seen it three times in completion and i just dont know what to watch any more ive seen NGE, Akira, ghost in the shell gurren lagan ive watched so many animes and cool movies like poul;p fiction but i feel like ive seen everything and i just get really tired of not being happy with what i have so then the cycle just continues of me waking up for my stupid ass job at a mcdonalds and getting abused by the customers in the drive through and then coming home to my mom yelling at me and shit because i didnt do the dishes and i was like well i was at work why cant you make riley do it ":oh riley has all of his memes to do like the pit band or some music thing" he just gets a free pass because he knows an instrument its fucking dumb he doesnt have a job either and i have to do all of the housework it sucks because both of my parents are at work allt he time and then i walk like two miles home from the mcdonalds most days occasionally i get a ride but whatever, and then with the chance of anyone else being home at like 7pm (usually my dad just goes straight to the bar after his job_) i just take out the trash and clean my room a bit then questiuon if i should even try to make myself happy its fucking stupid honmestly i feel so pathetic i try to try harder at like the games and being happy with holding out my current job until i have a vehicle but it just hurts my head so much because i dont get better and nothing changes, its like after i graduated high school ive just been in this sort of l,imbo wehere i feel like i have no effect on the world even though im a part of society or something like that it really makes me sad and i feel useless. and then when i try to do something or learn a skill and get some kind of recognition or be usefull i fail and i feel bad about myself and i almost feel like nobody honestly cares about me and if i even would be missed if i was gone it fuckign sucks,. like how do i pusjhh myself to try at things again?/// cont

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>>35375876
like i used to be passionate about taekwondoe but i just dont even remember when i stopped doping that when i was a kid. i just dont have any drive to get better at anything any more and it sucks, be it piano, my dumb job no matter how much i try to make light of it or enjoy it, any of the games i play, being happy anything . what should i even do