(i cried in the bathroom for 2 hours after my boss yelled at me)
>>35369888
Same.
I can't take it when I get called out. I start heating up and it feels like I'm going to black out.
Also it never really leaves me, I have tons of incidents that are forever trapped in my head and I still get the same feeling even thinking about them.
>>35369927
>I start heating up
holy fuck, are you me? I took notes this time.
- i start sweating
- my hands start shaking
- armpits start getting really hot
i was catatonic for 15 minutes, and lethargic for 45 more minutes. Even after crying, i couldn't get it out of my head.
That's a sign of autism.
Also not knowing when it's bantz and when's it actually criticism
When people say something about me it doesn't make me sad, it makes me want to Elliot out and kill them. I have thoughts of snapping and attacking random people just because I don't like the way they talked to me.