ASPD fembots

i thought this was a thread about aspergers for a second and i got excited

yuck

>>35365610
Why, are you an aspie girl? Those are pretty common here i think

>>35365630
Yes, there are dozens of us.

>>35365448
I may have used to think about power as a teen? I'm pretty much a NEET now.

>>35365727
>pretty much
What did she mean by this?

>>35365727
where can I find more of your kind? I want to hold an aspie girl's hand

>>35365752
Not sure what you are asking

>>35365769
I don't really leave the house much, yo

I don't know what all that shit about murdering people is about OP, I think that's just you.

>>35365785
Then where can I find aspie girls online to talk to?

>inb4 mado/chara shows up

>>35365775
>Not sure what you are asking
Elaborate on why you are "pretty much" a NEET. Either you are or aren't.

>>35365797
Here? I guess.

I dunno, I'm up for a few hours probably

>>35365828
I am, just that I wasn't always and have changed a lot.

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>>35365448
Stay in /soc/ you fucking gutterslut!

REEEEEEEEEEEEE

>>35365845
>Here? I guess.
What are your kinks?

>>35365797
Wrongplanet if you can stomach the PC mods and general fagginess of some of the userbase.

>>35365927
Hm... weird topic. I really don't like sex, I had a really bad experience with an ex which has fucked me up.

That being said, I don't care for underwear. I think that's a kink?

>>35365786

This isnt about autismos, its about psychopaths.

>>35365963
Are you that girl who wears not black panties nor grey panties but no panties at all?

>>35365991
I don't catch the reference there, friend.

>>35365448
I fantasise about torturing a guy, keeping him as a sex slave and that
but no, I wouldn't kill someone or torture them just because, I have ASPD, not mental retardation

>>35366008
>I fantasise about torturing a guy, keeping him as a sex slave and that
i volunteer

>>35366008

>I fantasise about torturing a guy, keeping him as a sex slave and that

What would that exactly involve, like what would you want to do to him? What would you look for when selecting a sex slave? Would it only be desirable physical attributes like height, good face, fit body, big dick etc etc, or certain personality traits?

>but no, I wouldn't kill someone or torture them just because, I have ASPD, not mental retardation

All ASPD people i have seen online want to torture and kill people for fun. Pretty sure statistically the majority of them arent any different. Its rare for an ASPD person to NOT want to kill people than the other way around. Obviously the stipulation is that he/she will get away with it, no one wants to go to prison.

>>35366004
But, yes

>>35366093
>What would that exactly involve, like what would you want to do to him?
have sex
I'm into pretty hard bdsm, I'd want to cut him, force feed him viagra, keep him tied and blindfolded, make him bleed basically and use him as a sex toy, snuff is another kink but not one I want to try, was into vore for a while for the same reasons
>What would you look for
younger, weaker (probably hard to find), doesn't have people who'd come look for him if he vanished

>All ASPD people i have seen online want to torture and kill people for fun. Pretty sure statistically the majority of them arent any different. Its rare for an ASPD person to NOT want to kill people than the other way around. Obviously the stipulation is that he/she will get away with it, no one wants to go to prison.

p much all of them are just fantasising about it, statistically, most people with ASPD end up politicians, executives, soldiers, ambos, firefighters, those kinds of normal, well-adjusted, if high-stress, jobs
up to three in a hundred guys have ASPD, if they were all murderers and torturers society would collapse
the ones who do shit like serial killing and crap are the stupid ones.

me, I wouldn't do it because I got a healthy respect for the power of the state and the kind of retaliation it'd bring down on me, plus I wouldn't want to be afraid of it happening the rest of my life
that would be just plain stupid

>>35365448
>>35365907
If someone finds me a girlfriend I'll drop this chicks fathers facebook

>>35366339
Fuck, if you just want female chatbuddies then why bother with bargaining?

If you're not super depressing I'll chat

>>35366331
Thats a scary thought

>>35366361
>Thats a scary thought
which part of it?

>>35366397
people in high up positions with those desires

Stop making fucking fembot threads

You're the cancer killing r9k, kill yourself

>>35366415
why do you think rich people have such outlandish drug-fuelled sex orgies?
political and economic life means the most ruthless, least empathetic people rise up at the expense of their peers
that's the way the world works

>>35366438
Only place we can confess to being women without being attn whores.

Not OP btw

>>35366452
I suppose that makes sense

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>>35366331
>younger, weaker (probably hard to find), doesn't have people who'd come look for him if he vanished
Good thing I don't know you nor anyone else like you. I would be easy to manipulate if someone showed even the slightest amount of acceptance towards me.

>>35366361
Not him, but I am not depressing aside from no gf feels and I really want to talk to a girl. Let's be chatbuddies, femanon.

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I think I may fit the criteria for ASPD but I'm never going to actually go to a psych and have that shit follow me around for the rest of my life :^)

>>35366547
Deal.

How do we be not-anon?

>>35366532
I'll probably look for a guy willing to roleplay it instead of actually kidnapping someone

close enough to be fun without getting into trouble

>>35366573
yeah don't, if you ever get diagnosed it'll come up in court for /anything/ and used as evidence against you

found that little bit out /after/ I saw a doctor of course

>>35366331

>I'm into pretty hard bdsm, I'd want to cut him, force feed him viagra, keep him tied and blindfolded, make him bleed basically and use him as a sex toy,

I would unironically be down for this as long as i dont suffer permanent damage Oh and a hug or two/some cuddling from time to time, but im guessing that would be a chore for you kek.

>snuff is another kink but not one I want to try

So, you get wet at the thought of killing a guy? Thats brutal, this is probably one of the most fucked up things i have read here, and that says a lot.

>p much all of them are just fantasising about it

Thats what i said, they absolutely want to torture and kill someone for fun, they just dont want to go to jail. Thats why i asked, IF you could get away with it scoff free, would you torture and kill someone, and enjoy doing it? Zero consequences basically, you are guaranteed to get away with it. Also, you cant pick a murderer or killer, if you say yes its going to be a young, timid, innocent boy.

>>35366547
friend?

Is you died?

>>35366621
>I would unironically be down for this as long as i dont suffer permanent damage Oh and a hug or two/some cuddling from time to time, but im guessing that would be a chore for you kek.
I genuinely like cuddles, esp if it's a shorter guy, like I'm drawing him into me and owning him
but I'd prefer it if any future boyf didn't know I was ASPD, I'd prefer the only people who know are me and my doctor

>So, you get wet at the thought of killing a guy?
yeah, choking him to death, cutting his throat and riding his softening dick, that sort of thing
it's a pretty extreme fet and not one I ever want to do personally

>Thats brutal, this is probably one of the most fucked up things i have read here, and that says a lot.
ngl, it's more common than you think
it's like owning and taking away someone's life is the ultimate domination

>Thats what i said, they absolutely want to torture and kill someone for fun, they just dont want to go to jail.
fair's fair

>Thats why i asked, IF you could get away with it scoff free, would you torture and kill someone, and enjoy doing it? Zero consequences basically, you are guaranteed to get away with it. Also, you cant pick a murderer or killer, if you say yes its going to be a young, timid, innocent boy.
hmm, I'd say no, I wouldn't, the paranoia of someone finding out would follow me around for life, and also I'm not into below-legal kids.

>>35366574
>>35366746
Ah sorry, I'm here and still alive. Do you have Skype? You can mail it to me if you want, here's a throwaway. [email protected]

>>35366838
emailed from my gmail

>>35366761

>I genuinely like cuddles, esp if it's a shorter guy, like I'm drawing him into me and owning him
but I'd prefer it if any future boyf didn't know I was ASPD, I'd prefer the only people who know are me and my doctor


That sounds great desu, aside from the whole "might literally kill me some day" thing, which is a minor hiccup anyways, i would date you. How tall are you btw?

Do you maybe have a contact? Just as internet friends, not looking for a relationship rn for various unrelated reasons.

>>35366934
You're stealing the cute one....

>>35366991

How do you know she is cute though?

>>35367046
I thought I was talking to her, stealing the cute guy

>>35367060
What's cute about him? If you want a boy to submit to you and torture, I'm here.

>>35367060

So you thought that >>35366934 was >>35366761, and she was stealing who?

Wew lad i have no idea who is who anymore here

>>35367093
I'm the broken ex-domme from earlier friendo. I'm so shattered, I'd be no fun to you.

>>35367153
I thought she was taking the guy who wanted to make contact

>>35367170
From earlier? Broken? What do you mean?

>>35367197
My EX raped and beat me, did a lot of mental shit and mind abusing things

>>35366896
Sorry, but desuarchive says you're just a guy with a nice pair of breasts. That's cool, but not what I'm looking for. :/

>>35367238
Well that's a new one.

Is it due to my vpn? or email acct

>>35366934
>might literally kill me some day
nah, I explained it to another person this way, I have no real incentive to and plenty of incentive not to
I for one enjoy a clean criminal record and not being imprisoned for life

>How tall are you btw?
I like to say I'm 6'2" but I'm closer to 6'0-1
>tall genes run in the family
>older sister taller than me
>younger brother taller than me at his age

>Do you maybe have a contact? Just as internet friends, not looking for a relationship rn for various unrelated reasons.
I'd prefer not to sorry
Not looking for anyone atm, got personal issues to deal with, like "leaving my broken family and moving to the other side of the world" personal

>>35366991
>>35367046
>>35367060
>>35367093
>>35367153
I have no idea what in tarnation is going on here, but, uh, I'm the enslave-rape-murder one

>>35367275
Yes, sorry for the mix up

>>35367218
Oh. Why do you want a cute boy then, if you don't want one?

>>35367310
I do, but not if he expects anything but a sub.

>>35367264
I searched your email on desuarchive and found a thread about it.

>>35365448

ASPD tends to be men.

Borderline and Histrionic are almost all female.

We're different in our own special ways.

>>35367331
It sounds interesting, what did you mean by "from earlier"? Another thread?

>>35367453
Just higher up.>>35365727
>interesting

Not for me, just traumatic

>>35367275

>nah, I explained it to another person this way, I have no real incentive to and plenty of incentive not to
>I for one enjoy a clean criminal record and not being imprisoned for life

I was just joking anon, kek.

>6ft

Thats a good height desu, just a bit taller than me.

>I'd prefer not to sorry
Not looking for anyone atm, got personal issues to deal with, like "leaving my broken family and moving to the other side of the world" personal

No need to apologize. Its just that you dont see girls like this too often, so i thought i should try my luck at least. Not looking for someone either and literally no one lives where i live, but you have made up your mind so i'll stop. Was nice talking to you anon.

>>35367472
Oh ok, so you just like cuddling?

>>35367542
Honestly I am not sure these days :)

For the email sharing anons I am lannersophie656 for a gmail

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i believe i'm an aspd but i don't want ot kill people.

my main thing is i abuse people, i steal, i lie, i live like a parasite and don't uphold responsibility. my life is constantly in a state of boredom so i do extreme things like gamble tons of money, want to do extreme sports, try to pick fights with people, soemtimes i'll do really fucked up stuff for no reason other thne 'bored' like push a shopping cart full speed into someones car.

another one i did was look up pedophiles addresses online then go to their houses and night and spray paint 'pedo fgt' stuff like that on their cars... ouch!

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>>35365907
brontyr needs to come back

>>35367706

You have BPD, not ASPD

>>35367789
no i'm a male.

and what is the hell difference? i know i'm not normal i don't really care about people and can't realate with people. been this way my whole life i feel as an anomaly.

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>>35365448
anyone else attracted to girls with cutting scars?
I can smell the low self esteem

>>35367811
You must be able to smell me from here then

>>35367830
you smell like cooties

>>35367858
cookies? yum

>>35367807

Men can have BPD as well

You are not a psychopath, you are clearly borderline.

>>35367891
what is the difference? then

I really wish I had a autismo gf

>>35367997
Feel free to chat >>35367566

>>35367891
no he isnt dumbass

literally nothing he posted has anything to do with BPD, in fact, they are all ASPD symptoms.

>>35367982

ASPD is not having any emotions other than anger and boredom. BPD people still have emotions, they just dont care for the emotions of others. They also still have somewhat of a moral compass, however tiny it might be. For example the pedophile thing wouldnt have been done by an aspd person.

>>35368277
that's all i experience is anger and boredom pretty much. i can get pretty damn happy though too just rarely. i always said i had a dopamine problem where my brain doesn't release dopamine like other peopls so i need to do constant thrill seeking shit to feel something - literally.

don't experience sadness, don't experience a lot of the emotional spectrum but feel regret, guilt, and pain but i have a high tolerance to physical and economcial pain (gambled away 2k in about one hour) had nothing to eat had to steal food. did i feel nothing at all? damn no i didn't i felt like fucking shit like i was going crazy with anger, regret, and a mental anguish. i was over it one day though looking to borrow money from family.

oh ya i still gamble i don't learn shit from my mistakes with my life it's a constant feedback loop of repeating history. my family pretty much hates me for the abuse i put them through i'll go through hell andb ack getting moeny out of them. i don't con strangers out of money though, i don't even have strangesr.

>>35367706

sounds like you have sociopathy, related to psycopathy and under the umbrella of ASPD

sociopaths are highly impulsive

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>>35366331
i have a couple aspd friends and one is in sales and politics and the other is a borderline drifter drug addict with ocd. i think the latter may for real kill someone.
i think i have aspd tendencies in that i get violent daydreams but wouldn't carry it out. i used to hurt people in middle and high school too. im not a huge fan of being around people. i have some bdsm type fantasies but i know my gf wouldnt be into it. im trying to ease it by gradually more choking and pain when she is near or at climax

>>35368277
You guys have it all wrong.

ASPD could be a couple of things. A personality type that needs no form of human connection, freeing the brain from the tyranny of empathetic thinking. Or perhaps a person without an unconscious, an animal that only receives and acts on stimulus, borne from a monkey's brain. In either case it's not that they lack those emotions but that the circumstances that would provoke said emotions are irrelevant, if not non-existent

>>35367478
You sound more like you have a very ASPD-like form of NPD. Your kinks say it all

>>35368357
Do you feel bad about any of this?

>>35368357
Just sound like a common attention whore to me. Women like this have no problems finding desperate horny boys to believe their "dark twisted soul" bullshit and be taken advantage of though. That is until you hit the wall and are no longer attractive. Then you're just a crazy, pathetic middle aged lady. Enjoy that.

Yeah, have my same fantasies and I had to see a forensic psychiatrist. Bless her, got me out of an arrest. I'm seeing someone right now and trying my best to feel normal emotions, build a bond and hopefully feel love somehow, I want too so bad but I've never felt it. Want my family dead because their annoying... last session with the therapist was him trying to talk me out of considering shortening my dad's life who lives in another country.

>>35369673
If anyone wants to chat, add jumbowaterdog on Skype. Preferably other aspd girls.

>>35369204
about any of the impulsive gambling? hell no...

ive done way worse trust me. i starved a ferret to death, i threw a scolding hot pot pie on my sister leaving her permanetly scarred, i've emotionally abused my entire family, i've threatened to kill my mom having her fear her life and kicking me out at 18 (wouldn't have gone through with the threats just saying) anwyasy i don't feel bad about any of that stuff so how can feel bad about losing some money gambling?

i'm trying to get into skydiving i just blow all my money on cheap thrills atm so i can't do it yet.

>>35369350
and i'm a guy don't care i think i might be mildly attention whore... in public i'll purposefully do things so people will pay attention to me.

>>35369878

So you don't feel bad. Why do you suppose you decided to share in this thread?

>>35369935
well i never admitted that to anybody any of that stuff and never would irl. the reason is because people in here question whether or not i have aspd (i question it sometime) but like i said i'm 95% sure i have this. it doesnt' bother me and i don't feel bad sometimes i regret decissions i make but never feel bad. i bullied many people never felt bad.

>>35367275
Hello Alexis.

>>35368097
You are propably not living anywhere near me though.
Where are you from?

>>35365448
>ASPD men usually are aggressive and impulsive and fantasize about torturing and murdering people.

>tfw been fantasising about that since I was a small child, never really thought much about it

FUCK

>>35365448

100% fully diagnosed psychopath here

Ask me anything am a guy though

>>35370395
who is alexis?
hilariously tho my real name is alice

>>35366331
Is it bad that I actually find this kind of hot?

You saying you probably wouldn't bring this up to your bf kinda makes me sad. I get why you wouldn't, as it's pretty extreme, but I'd be really into this. And I'd possibly never know that she is too.
Makes me wonder if it's even possible to bring this up without freaking people out though.

>>35372369
>Is it bad that I actually find this kind of hot?
by my rules? no
by social rules? probably

>You saying you probably wouldn't bring this up to your bf kinda makes me sad. I get why you wouldn't, as it's pretty extreme, but I'd be really into this. And I'd possibly never know that she is too.
>Makes me wonder if it's even possible to bring this up without freaking people out though.

there's online communities for this shit and I thought of trying to date from there but it's 90% autistic furry manchildren
sad
so considering how relatively uncommon it is in the first place
I think I'll just find someone for companionship and stick to porn

>>35372412
Yeah, I don't blame you.

Just upsets me a bit that I have fetishes that I'll likely never get to experience.

>>35372716
I mean, in different circumstances I'd offer to give you a "hand" with that
so keep trying
you'll find someone, really

>>35372228
What made you want an official disgnosis, isnt that going to come back at you in the future?

>>35373034
Yeah, hopefully. I had a fling with a woman who was into this stuff before. Not so much to be called torture, or atleast I don't think, but she liked a little blood play with her BDSM.
Unfortunately, that was some time ago, when I was younger and quite a bit more vanilla.

But hey, shit happens. I hope you find someone too. Also, I wasn't really here to solicit or anything. It's just rare that I get to talk about these things without being judged, you know?

For any faggots that think that aspd people fantasy about fucked up shit all the time for no reason, you are wrong. They only think about fucking up people who deserve it.

>>35373079

f-fembots..help

>>35365963
>That being said, I don't care for underwear. I think that's a kink?
the inside of your parts must look like some slugs had an orgy in them

>>35373190
Nice to hear you did get someone irl who could help you with it
I really think you will find someone eventually, just keep looking

oh, trust me, I'm one of the last people to judge what kink gets someone off

>>35373230
ur in the wrong thread if you want a gentle grill to love

>>35373287
Like I said, I was rather vanilla back then, and didn't know anything about BDSM until I met her. Our play was rather light.
It was fun, though.

Have you found anyone, or are these just fantasies so far?

>>35373536
I see, still good you got it

I did have a bf once, but he was only comfortable with being tied up and blindfolded, not hurting, putting in his butt, or anything painful
We broke up over unrelated reasons and nobody's penis got cut off

>>35373593
>wasn't comfortable with a mentally ill femanon putting things up his ass

I wonder why.

What other fetishes do you have?

>>35373818
>I wonder why.
so do I, it was very rood
don't say you don't want someone to teach you the secrets of the prostate too

>What other fetishes do you have?
a lot, if it involves dominating or owning someone I probably am into it
unless it involves poopoopeepee

>>35373593
You seem like a pretty nice girl for having some rather dark fetishes.
Though I guess it's not that surprising, considering I'm not exactly unhinged myself.

Have you always been into this, or did it start slowly? Or from something? I know you said you had a psychological thing, but aside from that? I'm not really a doctor, you know?
For me, I just kinda got more depraved over time. Nothing special happened. I don't have any related mental issues or anything.

I sometimes wonder if I was just wired differently, or if I like these things because a chose to, in a sense.

>>35373854
>don't say you don't want someone to teach you the secrets of the prostate too

That's a meme. You can't actually stimulate it in the way they do in your literotica stories fembot.

>a lot, if it involves dominating or owning someone I probably am into it

How about switching?

>>35373863
>You seem like a pretty nice girl for having some rather dark fetishes.
>Though I guess it's not that surprising, considering I'm not exactly unhinged myself.
My mother always said politeness cost nothing and she was right. Took me a while to learn it but people treat you better if you're nice to them.

>Have you always been into this, or did it start slowly? Or from something? I know you said you had a psychological thing, but aside from that? I'm not really a doctor, you know?
>For me, I just kinda got more depraved over time. Nothing special happened. I don't have any related mental issues or anything.
I've always really been "into" the idea of owning someone completely, my fetishes have mostly just grown as I discovered new ways to do it I guess

>>35373881
>That's a meme. You can't actually stimulate it in the way they do in your literotica stories fembot.
wikipedia tells me it isn't and I want to believe

>How about switching?
not at all, it has to be me in charge rly

>>35373919
>wikipedia tells me it isn't and I want to believe

It's not like you stimulate it and a guy starts cumming at least. Same way a clit isn't some orgasm button.

>not at all, it has to be me in charge rly

How old are you? How many partners have you had?

>>35373942
>It's not like you stimulate it and a guy starts cumming at least. Same way a clit isn't some orgasm button.
still sounds like fun though

>How old are you? How many partners have you had?
21, one, the bf I mentioned earlier who clenched up the minute anything touched the pooper

>>35373973
>still sounds like fun though

Shit's messy. Pun not intended. I've never tried it, but I did have an ex who liked giving rimjobs. That does feel nice I have to admit.

>21, one, the bf I mentioned earlier who clenched up the minute anything touched the pooper

Where are you from?

>>35374001
>Shit's messy. Pun not intended. I've never tried it, but I did have an ex who liked giving rimjobs. That does feel nice I have to admit.
gloves, brobot, or those little finger condoms, or maybe an enema

>Where are you from?
semi-rural Australia, why

>>35374073
>gloves, brobot, or those little finger condoms, or maybe an enema

Yeah, seems like a lot of effort.

>semi-rural Australia, why

Melbourne grill?

>>35373919
Well, it was nice chatting with you. I don't really have anything else to ask, though. But it was nice to talk about this for once.

It's a shame this is the internet, though, as we sound pretty compatible, atleast fetish wise.
I'll admit, I'm more of a switch, but it's all the same to me, really. These days I'd let my partner do just about whatever she wants to me, so long as I don't die or lose any limbs.

Have a nice night Anon.

>>35374085
>Yeah, seems like a lot of effort.
sex is a lot of effort

>Melbourne grill?
yes but >>35367275 leaving internationally fairly soon

>>35374094
alright anon, seeya
I post around a bit here, maybe we'll end up talking again

>>35374196
I do too, so hopefully.

>>35374196
>sex is a lot of effort

You're right here actually. The sort of fun, engineered scenarios you see in porn or even better amateur porn aren't impulsive usually. Good sex takes work and if you've been spoiled with crazy fetish indulging girls then it becomes difficult to replicate that with less libidinous ones.

>yes but >>35367275 leaving internationally fairly soon

Email me: [email protected]

>>35374216
>[email protected]

just pathetic dude lmao

>>35374216
Kek, daily reminder r9k is pathetic

>>35374222
>>35374883

Cant really blame the dude, its not every day that you meet a person like that